A letter, he didn't have many people he could write to, many people he could connect with, many people he could tell. But, there were two, two he should have contacted long before this. And this, well this might just end in his death. Better late than never, he would muse later â if he got out of this alive, that is. And so, he started to write something, anything, to the two who should learn what had happened to him if he did perish.
Hello, if you are reading this, it means that I have died. I know, you probably didn't want to hear about it like this â or ever, for that matter â but, I guess the time for regrets has passed. I did my best, you know, I did my best, after I left, even if I did things⌠I'm not the proudest of. I became a diplomat for Starfleet, for the Federation, I hope⌠that makes you proud of me, you always told me⌠you wanted me to make something of myself.
I hope I did.
I hope, even if you never knew until it was too late, I made you proud.
I suppose you might be wondering how I ended up in this situation, and perhaps that is a story best left untold. Just know⌠that I needed to do this. And that I did not plan to die. I've never planned on dying. If you are reading this⌠just know that I went out doing everything I could, that I⌠did my best, like I always wanted to do.
I⌠don't know what else to say here, despite the fact that I was a diplomat in life, I⌠was never the best with expressing myself like this.
Maybe this will give you comfort, maybe this will make you more concerned. But⌠this is not the first letter like this that I had to write to you. I⌠just destroyed the others. I was just never sure how to reach out. I know I should have done that sooner⌠but⌠well. It's too late for that now.
Goodbye,
Zhi'rev ir-Rheis tr'Lareth Sivath