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The Intensive Care Unit is a specialised area that provides intensive treatment and monitoring for patients who are critically ill or have life-threatening conditions. They deliver immediate and advanced medical care to stabilise patients, support vital organ functions, and prevent further deterioration. Patients here may have conditions such as respiratory failure, major trauma, neurological emergencies, or surgical complications. ICUs host a large amount of equipment designed for life-support, and some patients may even require to be sedated and ventilated to help promote their recovery and prevent further deterioration of their condition. Patients here are seen on a one-to-one ratio of patient to nurse, so their condition may be constantly monitored.
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EMH XIII BOT 22-Nov-21 11:27 PM
He had wheeled her in promptly, and then had transferred the life support systems back into the station’s EPS grid. And put some nurses up to monitoring her, of course, now that was little to no use for him anymore now that there were nursing monitoring. He looked back at her one more time with a contemplative look, but his time was done. There was a nod then a sentimental look around the ICU once more before he said the commands to the computer, maybe he’ll come back online someday, maybe someday soon, to his understanding most of the medical staff had been killed, and with the way the station looked now, medical staff’s hands would be tied and he would be needed again. But the emergency was done, time for him to return to the buffer. “Computer, deactivate emergency medical holographic program.” And he had disappeared into the void again, in an eternal slumber until someone needed him again, someone had been saved but it’s almost as if someone were lost in this sickbay after all.
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Lt. Cdr. Vialara Dreaxa | MED BOT 24-Nov-21 12:00 AM
Vialara stepped back through to the ICU with PADD in hand. It had been a difficult few days dealing with the injured, but mostly dealing with the dead. She had lost a lot of good officers during the attack, including her chief medical officer. A position she herself now had to fulfill but despite her small breakdown in the surgical suite, she finally felt she was up to the task. She made her over to the bed of the commodore, who's life she had saved a mere few days ago. Tapping on the biobed to transfer the overnight readings. "Commodore, are you awake yet?"
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Commodore Aleto Treville | CMD BOT 24-Nov-21 01:11 AM
There had been nothing from the Trill for a while, now. Here and there had brought brief moments of spiking neural scans and shifts in observations but any indication of wakefulness had died down, seemingly not ready for it yet. The attempt to find true consciousness in the real world had been too difficult when she was still trying to reconcile with exactly what had happened. In those brief moments which neared lucidity she could see it; not clearly, but as if she was watching a memory through tilted glass. The pain of being stabbed felt more like a dull ache and her recollection of what happened afterwards seemed to be all over the place: watching the officers being fired upon and praying that they would make it, knowing there was no way to save them, being thrown over the shoulder of the Gorn Captain, the feeling of cold metal against her face as she was lain upon the floor of the shuttlecraft. She remembered being transported. After then there was no visual input but she could recall how her own internal voice seemed to splinter into multiple, starkly clear for the first time in a way that the hadn't been since her zhian'tara. Normally the host and symbiont were one entity, they served and acted and thought and felt as one being... But here they were multiple, with the symbiont silent and the individual hosts speaking instead. "We're going to die," Osraul had stated. "At least we do so for a noble cause," Liadri had said next. "We can't afford to die," Aleto had told them as everything became numb. "They still need us." server_divider
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There had been nothing since then until now. As she slowly awoke the Trill found that she could perceive; feeling like herself as one being again, hearing the sound of soft monitor chimes, smelling the clinical scent that always seemed to come with medical facilities. For a time she listened, seemingly unable to open her eyes or speak, and the more she tried the more disconcerting it became -- but upon hearing a voice from nearby she latched onto it, listening, and hoping it wouldn't leave. The voice didn't speak again after that. It was horrible how she couldn't reply, body seemingly not wanting to comply - but she felt ready, this time, and the looming desire to sink back into sleep was going to be ignored. It was a good three minutes after the question had been posed and she had no idea whether the person was still there or not but finally she managed to reply, voice barely above a whisper but still there. "'M... Awake."
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Lt. Cdr. Vialara Dreaxa | MED BOT 24-Nov-21 02:41 AM
Having almost finished her analysis of the previous nights readings, the woman had changed the Commodore's fluids for a fresh bag and had gone to walk out of the room, being stopped by the wakefulness she could sense coming from behind her. Then the quiet voice, confirmation that she was actually speaking to her. "Oh, you are awake. I thought you weren't talking back because you were still sleeping. Welcome back to the land of the living, Commodore. I was worried that you were never going to wake. It's been nearly three days since you came out of surgery." Vialara made her way over to the commodore once more, kicking the biobed into active scanning mode and pulling across a chair so that she could spend the next few moments overseeing her wake up.
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Lieutenant Lilian So | SCI BOT 24-Nov-21 02:50 AM
A gentle tap came at the door. (edited)
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Commodore Aleto Treville | CMD BOT 24-Nov-21 06:42 AM
Three days, she thought to herself, trying to muse over exactly what could have happened in that time. An educated guess - not that her brain was fully up to one right now - was that somehow the station had been saved by the raiders... Unless this wasn't their own medical bay and they had been taken to some other starship or facility. She needed visual confirmation -- but when she finally opened her eyes after a good moment of fighting her body to let her do so, the light of the presumed medical bay was far too bright and so she immediately had to close them again. If they weren't on the starbase then at least they were somewhere safe. Maybe the station hadn't been saved but they had at least been evacuated... But then there was the issue - had everyone else been as well? It was difficult to consider everything at once through the haze that had seemed to settle within her mind but that sense of urgency cut through; what had happened, and was her crew okay? ...Silly question, really, seeing as how she was well aware that far too many of them had been deceased before the raiders even made it up to the operational deck. Were the rest of them okay? Had the Eventide managed to escape? Were the civilians okay? How many of the crew had survived, what was the damage to the station like if it had remained intact at all... Where before her thoughts had been sluggish and slow everything now turned into a rather desperate jumble. It was interesting how externally there was no such display of that sort of panic. Dreaxa's empathy would have detected it. The biobed's readings would have detected it in the sudden increase of heart rate. Externally, however, there were only a few tired blinks and a matching set of slow inhales and exhales. "Three days is... A lot of time," she stated but paused at the sound of knocking on the door, thankful for that instead of the door chime being used considering how loud it would have been. "'S everyone... Safe?"
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Lieutenant Ughaz'udan | TAC BOT 24-Nov-21 06:43 AM
Ughaz'udan appeared behind Lilian, looming over her like a scaly golem of death. Or maybe just scaly golem.
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Lt. Cdr. Vialara Dreaxa | MED BOT 24-Nov-21 12:25 PM
Vialara looked over at the door as she heard the knocking. Before turning back to the commodore briefly. Standing up off her chair that she had just sad down at "Yeah, everyone is safe now, Commodore. You don't have to worry about them. We're in very good hands." Not entirely a lie. She wouldn't need to know about anything that's happened yet, recovery was more important first. "I'll be right back, I'm going to see who's at the door."
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Narrator BOT 24-Nov-21 06:31 PM
The door to Intensive Care Unit opened to Lilian.
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Lieutenant Lilian So | SCI BOT 24-Nov-21 06:40 PM
”Hello, I was wondering if you might want someone to take over watching to commodore for a bit? I needed a break from office work.” She smiled warmly at Vialara.
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Lt. Cdr. Vialara Dreaxa | MED BOT 24-Nov-21 06:43 PM
She smiled back at the Lieutenant as the door slid open. Moving to stand in the doorway slightly out of earshot of the commodore. "The commodore has just woken up for the first time in three days, I appreciate your offer to help but I have to do a few mandatory medical checkups first. I know you're all raring to see her and check how she's doing, but remember it's my job to make sure her recovery comes first. I'm not sure if she's ready for visitors just yet."
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Lieutenant Lilian So | SCI BOT 24-Nov-21 06:48 PM
“Oh of course! I didn’t realize she was awake actually.” She chuckled slightly to herself. “Would you like me to go get you anything or just wander off for a bit.”
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Lt. Cdr. Vialara Dreaxa | MED BOT 24-Nov-21 06:52 PM
"Here's a deal, how about I comm you once I'm finished up here? I'm sure the whole checkup thing won't take too long, I'll even run by the whole visitor idea past her. She's going to be a very popular person in the next few days. She's already got people lining up outside the door." She said with a chuckle. "Just give me an hour tops to make sure she's still stable, and I'll get back to you."
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Lieutenant Lilian So | SCI BOT 24-Nov-21 07:27 PM
"Sure, do you want me to bring you something to eat from down on the promenade or?" She stepped out of the doorframe.
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Lt. Cdr. Vialara Dreaxa | MED BOT 24-Nov-21 07:28 PM
"I'll be fine, Thank you for the offer however Lieutenant. I'll be sure and let the commodore know you dropped by. You too big guy." She said with a smile to Ughaz'udan who was stood behind her. "I'll call you both when we're free." And with that she turned and headed back over to the Commodore's biobed. "Sorry about that, just a couple of excited officers who are looking forward to seeing you. They must think very highly of your leadership."
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Commodore Aleto Treville | CMD BOT 24-Nov-21 08:44 PM
While the Lieutenant Commander had gone to physically speak with those at the door Treville had firstly spent that time trying to stay awake and secondly trying to work out exactly who was there. Pushing herself upright with the help of the biobed being slightly raised at the back – and regretting it immediately considering just how much moving had hurt – she spent a moment catching her breath before listening to the person who Dreaxa was conversing with. She didn’t recognise the voice. It wasn’t surprising that she didn’t. So many of the staff had been swapped around recently and there hadn’t been a chance to meet all of the new people before everything went haywire. It was only upon catching sight of the person – again, ow, moving forward to do so was a bad idea – that she realised that she knew this person… From somewhere. It seemed like her memory was too busy trying to file through that of previous hosts considering how her initial thought was ‘did I go to school with her back in 2242’ which was obviously incorrect. Eventually she managed to work out that she had seen the woman’s personnel file and this must be Lilian So, the CSO of the Eventide… And the person behind her was Ughaz’udan, the station’s new CTO – he was hard to miss considering she remembered him and the new COS firing upon the mercenaries from inside the roof of the operational deck. She couldn’t help but feel immensely sorry for all of the senior staff who had just come aboard. They had barely been here for any length of time – hadn’t even had a chance to settle in and meet their colleagues – and in no time at all they were being thrown into what was the starbase’s worst crisis so far. What they would have hoped to be a pleasant introduction had instead been complete and utter carnage with all of them having to take their posts without knowing their staff… And subsequently watch numbers of those people be slaughtered. divider
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Even with her memory playing tricks on her, she could still remember that quite clearly. The Trill had figured by the rather brief way that Dreaxa had addressed the issue of them having been in danger that she didn’t want to say more on the topic at present… Which was understandable, given her duty of care, and despite the continued feeling that she needed to know every little detail she opted to brush it aside for now. Unsure if the two waiting outside would see she offered them a small wave just before they turned to leave – and then when the medical officer headed back over, she shook her head softly. “I’m afraid that they don’t know anything of my leadership yet… Both of them are completely knew.” She doubted very much that Lieutenant Ughaz’udan would think highly of anything she had done considering he had witnessed how her negotiation had spectacularly failed. “I’ve barely even met either of them. Both of them had been aboard for no length of time at all when this happened –“ her voice, already quiet, seemed to soften then. “- And you were in exactly the same situation, Commander. I’m sorry that you had to deal with that so suddenly – or at all.”
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Lt. Cdr. Vialara Dreaxa | MED BOT 24-Nov-21 09:25 PM
"Well there must be some reason that they're all coming to visit you, I've never seen a person have so many visitors pop in and out of sickbay. There's been at least four different people in here over the last day alone asking about you. Regardless of whether or not they know you very well, you are their CO and I think they care about your well-being. And don't you worry about me, I'm doing just fine." Again, not a complete lie, she was alright now. Despite how things had gone. "We managed to get everything under control just fine despite the fact you weren't there to guide us. You've got a lot of wonderful staff around here willing to help." She said with another wholesome smile she was so known for as she again took a seat by the Commodore's bedside. Picking her PADD back up from the tray and going back to her notes.
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Commodore Aleto Treville | CMD BOT 24-Nov-21 09:53 PM
”They’re probably looking for information,” she mused, taking a moment to rub beneath her eyes. How was it that she had seemingly been out for three days and yet still felt so exhausted? “When your commanding officer has been missing for such a length of time you get curious – it wouldn’t surprise me if people were trying to work out if I was still alive or not.” In truth it genuinely was surprising that she was still alive. Her predecessors projecting through Ville had been quite convinced that they were going to die. Part of her had thought that this was the end for the symbiont and another had expected to wake up as part of the amalgam of emotions and personalities and memories that the past hosts made up, but this time, as a new person instead of herself. Whatever Dreaxa had done (for she presumed that it was the Lieutenant Commander here who had been in charge of her care, considering how the woman’s speciality was surgery and all) had evidently worked well… And perhaps the ACMO had felt that it had to. If the station’s communications had remained offline for some time then they would have had no way of contacting the Symbiosis Commission, and everyone knew that the Trill viewed the death of a symbiont to practically be a sin. “The station’s staff have always been highly capable and I don’t doubt that the newly-appointed members of the senior staff are capable of just the same,” Treville then stated whilst regarding the woman to the side. “I’m aware that Captain Clarke – the new deputy – had made it aboard as well. I don’t doubt his ability to run everything in my absence. …But speaking of which.” While her expression had remained largely neutral before her brow now furrowed, seemingly more serious. “I can tell that it’s a topic that you would rather avoid, but I’m going to end up reading the reports sooner rather than later. It would be appreciated if you could give a heads up on exactly what I’ve missed.”
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Lt. Cdr. Vialara Dreaxa | MED BOT 24-Nov-21 10:12 PM
"It's news that I'm afraid I don't know if you're ready for, Commodore. It's rather grim news from what I've heard... The mercenaries during the seige of the station were responsible for a large number of casualties... We're estimating around eighty percent of the crew were lost, including the chief medical officer amongst those... " She said, her voice trailing off towards the end of her sentence as she looked away and down to the floor. "...As for the station, the mercenaries planted explosives but thankfully engineering and operations managed to help disarm them. Repairs are underway across the entire station, as well as treating the injured who survived. Starfleet sent a number of rescue ships to assist, who are helping get our numbers back up again, but there is no question that has been a devestating loss for Starfleet. In better news I heard they captured the General yesterday, they caught her warbird fleeing the sector and she was handed over to Starfleet. So we can rest easier knowing another attack is unlikely." She looked back up at the Trill, giving her a sad but hopeful smile. "I know that was not the news that you wanted to hear. But it's the only news I've got. Unless you want to her about your own recovery too."
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Commodore Aleto Treville | CMD BOT 24-Nov-21 11:49 PM
Eighty percent. That… It was genuinely hard to comprehend. If a starship went down it was counted as a catastrophe even if it was one of the smallest ships in the fleet. Every life mattered and every death was a blow not only to Starfleet but to the person’s family back home. This… This was on a far larger scale than aboard any starship. This was the equivalent of destroying multiple vessels at once; eight-thousand gone in a singular attack, those mercenaries apparently having no conscience and openly slaughtering innocent Starfleet crew. It was far more than an attack: it had been a massacre. The Betazoid was quite right in that it was news that she was not ready for (although she knew that she had to be told.) Suddenly feeling entirely sick to her stomach, the Trill had to pinch the bridge of her nose and lower her head, breathing in slowly and then exhaling at the same rate. It was a display of emotion that the majority of other commanding officers would never have allowed, but how could you not feel this way upon receiving such news? Being entirely stoic would have been practically inhumane. Imagine the families now grieving, imagine the condolence letters still being sent out (and not written by her which made things even worse.) Imagine the guilt of not having been able to prevent all of those deaths – while she knew that there was nothing that could have been done, she also knew that in particular was going to plague her. At least things had been handled. The rest of the crew – thank the stars for the rest of the crew – had evidently handled things, repairs were underway with the help of other vessels, and at least the perpetrator of the attacks had been caught. At least this offered a positive: the chance to not forget what had happened here, but to rebuild and repair and move on. It was what Starfleet did, after all. divider
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“Please,” Treville stated after a minute, “you hardly need to apologise for being the bearer of bad news. I did ask… And as tragic as this all is, I would much rather be kept informed.” She managed to raise her head to look to the officer again, taking in the details for the first time; how Dreaxa’s hair was ruffled, how she looked more tired than she had done when they had met way back when. Was it recent events that had changed her or was it simply just a matter of years? “How has everyone been handling it all? Are they getting the support they need? Have you been getting right support – especially if Commander H’Nora is… No longer with us. Running medical would have fallen to you.”
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Lt. Cdr. Vialara Dreaxa | MED BOT 25-Nov-21 03:34 AM
"Even though you had to hear it, doesn't make it any easier for you to listen to it, Commodore. You just found out that you've lost almost your entire station in a single attack and you weren't around to help them. It's a feeling I can only imagine must be tearing you apart inside. Actually, well I don't need to, I can sense the pain you're in at just the news alone." She reached out and gently placed a hand on Aleto's as a sign of support. "It's going to be a difficult recovery for all of us, Commodore. But we'll get through it together... As for medical, you're right. I'm the acting chief medical officer these last few days. I've certainly proved I'm capable enough at managing the sickbay if that makes you feel any better. I just didn't expect to be thrust into a position like this on what was essentially my first day. I don't think any of us could have prepared for this. And I don't think you should bring yourself down because of that either. None of this is your fault."
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Commodore Aleto Treville | CMD BOT 25-Nov-21 01:17 PM
She didn't doubt the Lieutenant Commander's ability to keep medical running without any assistance. If she had managed to acquire the position of ACMO then she had been given it for a reason, and something told her that with a staffing crisis having been ongoing before all of this had occurred then Starfleet Command would likely be willing to accept her promotion to CMO - if the Betazoid wanted it, of course. The woman certainly shouldn't have had to do this by herself (and on her first day here nonetheless) but at least she had taken it in her stride. Treville had no doubts that the rest of the staff had done the same -- if they hadn't, then she doubted they would be having this conversation right now. As for the matter of preparedness... In truth, they should have been more prepared. Vessels had been disappearing and both the Klingons and Romulans had been hit before the Federation had; they should have been informed long before so there could have been adequate time to prepare. Security measures should have been increased from the start, the Eventide should have been deployed with the civilian evacuation far earlier, there should have been defences against however the mercenaries had gotten aboard the station -- really though, how had they gotten aboard... Security should have been able to fight back but instead they were practically mown down, her own negotiation with the Gorn Captain had failed... server_divider
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"There was a lot that could have been done to prepare, Commander, and a lot that could have been done differently. Unfortunately what we have to face is that there isn't any way of going back and changing what occurred. This isn't a training programme; we don't get a do-over. Our actions will be scrutinised by those who rank above us and we simply have to live with the consequences and, like you say, rebuild." Pausing then, she glanced between Dreaxa's hand upon her own - appreciative of the show of support - and offered at least a half smile. "I have no doubts about us managing that."
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Lt. Cdr. Vialara Dreaxa | MED BOT 25-Nov-21 01:45 PM
"I'm glad you share my enthusiasm and hope, Commodore. Many of the people I've spoken to over the past few days have had a rather upsetting outlook on the whole ordeal, which I suppose is fair given the outcome. But it's important to look hopeful and move forward. We have to stay strong and get through this together, those of us who survived..." Her sad somber smile brightened up, and she looked back up at the commodore. "Right, enough bad news. We need to focus on you first. I've got work to do and there's no point sitting around here being all sad." The woman slid up from her chair, giving the Commodore's hand a gentle squeeze as she did, before moving over to pick up her PADD. "Your injury with your fight with a rather strong and angry gorn captain was maybe not your brightest idea, but thankfully you've got a good surgeon to help put you back together." She handed Aleto the PADD as she brought up her medical file. "The knife lacerated your liver and managed to hit Treville in the process, myself and the EMH managed to surgically remove the symbiont, patch both them and yourself up, and attempted a rejoining, which thankfully was successful. You've been out for three days total, but thankfully both you and the symbiont seem in perfect sync again, and other than a little pain and discomfort, you should be fully healthy again. I'll need to keep you in for a couple more days worth of observations until I'm sure that you're doing better, but you should be out of here and back at work in no time. Any questions?" She said with a chuckle, looking back down at Aleto.
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Commodore Aleto Treville | CMD BOT 25-Nov-21 03:40 PM
"It's just Ville," she stated in regards to the mention of her symbiont, having become well-accustomed to correcting people on the fact despite it being on her file. The matter of her surname had been a point of confusion for other people for two lifetimes now - it was almost instinctively that she corrected people on it. It wasn't as if she minded in truth: there were countless names that she responded to as if they were here own, both Ville and Treville included. The rest didn't seem too bad -- well, the diagrams and imagery upon the PADD did, but the fact that it had all been rather skillfully fixed meant that it was all fine. Only a couple more days within the medical bay was better than she expected as well. Considering how the station had been heavily damaged and they were relying on the assistance of a rescue fleet for repairs all she wanted was to be able to get back to work - and given how medical officers often wanted to keep you in for as long as physically possible, another couple of days was entirely reasonable... And at least the mention of having been unjoined and then subsequently rejoined again explained why her memory and recollection was a total mess at present. Such a procedure was a tricky thing and often performed by the Symbiosis Commission alone; Dreaxa'a completion of it just went to show how capable she was. "I don't think I have any further questions, no -- only gratitude to Lieutenant Ughaz'udan for managing to secure me from the clutches of that Gorn, and to yourself for fixing the damage. I can promise you that being stabbed by him was entirely unintentional-" she offered a light laugh then, although it broke off into a sharp inhale upon realising how that hurt. "-And I do appreciate you having gone out of your way to undo the damage caused. You have my apologies for making your first day so hectic, Commander."
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Lt. Cdr. Vialara Dreaxa | MED BOT 25-Nov-21 03:55 PM
"Just Ville, Noted. I'm sure I saw that in your file somewhere. Sorry about that." She said with a light chuckle, taking the PADD back from the commodore as she did so. "Your gratitude to Lieutenant Ughaz'udan can be delivered in person, I believe he was one of the two who was wanting to visit you earlier. Along with Lieutenant So, If you're up for it I'll be sure and let people know that you're taking visitors. I'd pop in beforehand and let you know you have visitors, obviously. ...As for myself." She smiled and looked down at the commodore. "It seems you owe me a great deal from over the years, Commodore. You're going to have to take me out for a Coffee or something once you get out of here." She said, having a light chuckle.
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Commodore Aleto Treville | CMD BOT 25-Nov-21 08:20 PM
”Oh please, you don’t need to apologise,” the Trill replied. “My surname is always a point of confusion for most people, and in truth I don’t mind all that much – it’s just in case you weren’t aware.” She hardly wanted to make it seem as though she had been telling Dreaxa off; too many people thought that as soon as a ranking officer corrected them on something, and it was even worse when said ranking officer was the commanding officer of the ship or station or whichever facility you happened to be at. As the Betazoid had put it, she ‘owed her a great deal from over the years,’ and it was as such that she hardly wanted to be butting heads with Dreaxa. The woman deserved more praise than any telling off. “And I have no issue with people stopping by – it would be good to catch up and ensure that everyone is faring alright considering what’s happened.” Some might have considered doing such a thing to be ‘working,’ but to her it was just a common courtesy. Now that she was conscious and not on death’s door everything would revolve around her crew again, and there was no way that she wasn’t going to at least check in with them at least. Ideally she would be out convening with whoever was in charge of the rescue fleet to find out how the repairs were going, speaking with Command to find out the status of them speaking with the families of those who had passed, talking with the department heads to ensure that they were all on track… But those would have to wait, of course, and so the latter would have to do. “As for yourself, yes,” she then mused and offered a smile in response to that laugh. “You’re quite right in that I owe you – even if it is your job.” The statement was light-hearted and delivered with a dash of sarcasm, an effort to lighten things up in present circumstances. “With any luck this one rather good café on the promenade will have remained untouched. I have a feeling that you would like it there.”
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Lt. Cdr. Vialara Dreaxa | MED BOT 25-Nov-21 09:36 PM
She nodded and finished up the last of her notes, slipping her PADD away into her pocket of her coat before moving back to where she was sitting. "I'll be sure to let the others know they can pop by and visit you whenever. I'm sure they'll be glad to hear the commodore is back up and awake again. I think they've all been worried sick about you. The last thing they need after all this bad news was yet more bad news on top. I'm sure your recovery will help improve spirits." She chuckled and gave the commodore a wholehearted smile. "As for that café on the promenade, I'll be sure and book us a table for the day of your release. I'll hold you to that coffee, you're not worming your way out of this one." She said with a chuckle. "That's all your checkups finished, unless you have anything further to add, I'll leave you to rest some more. Don't want me talking your ear off forever."
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Commodore Aleto Treville | CMD BOT 26-Nov-21 02:01 AM
If anything she was glad that the news that she hadn't perished - entirely thanks to Ughaz'udan, Dreaxa, and any other officer who had assisted - might help to ease any concerns. It felt strange to think that people might have been worried for her but that was what happened when you lived and worked aboard a station like this where you came to know every member of the crew; if something happened to someone then you worried about it. At least this way they knew they weren't going to have to go through another staffing change in the form of their station commander being replaced. Not only was she glad to be alive in general but she was also glad for that same -- her deputy having to take over at a time like this would have been bad enough, but it would have been entirely unfair on any permanent replacement of hers. "I can't tell if that worm pun was intentional or not, but either way I can assure you that I won't try to avoid such an occasion." The reply was light-hearted but also entirely sincere; a promise was a promise. "And don't worry -- I appreciate you taking the time to speak with me. I understand that you must be busy. Your company has been completely pleasant, Commander." Hopefully that café wouldn't have been damaged in the raid. In fact she had no idea whether civilians had even returned to the station yet -- thankfully a PADD had been left at her bedside, presumably because the medical officers here knew that it wouldn't be long before she asked. Reading over the reports and catching up would be stressful in terms of content but at least reading was a light activity in itself; hopefully they wouldn't tell her off. With the Leiutenant Commander heading to do other things Treville offered another smile of thanks and then set her head back, closing her eyes again for a moment. Five minutes to stop her eyes hurting from the lighting here and then she would start filing through the reports.
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Lieutenant Lilian So | SCI BOT 26-Nov-21 08:10 AM
A few hours later, after giving the two time to preform whatever checks they needed Lieutenant So knocked on the door again.
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Commodore Aleto Treville | CMD BOT 26-Nov-21 10:00 AM
As it turned out, reading over the majority of the submitted reports was a rather dire dask. While catching up with what she had missed was her duty at the end of the day, it wasn't exactly easy when it all referenced how the ship had been completely battered, the station severely damaged on key decks (and looted on others,) and around eight-thousand of their people killed. It was honestly difficult to comprehend. 777 had survived the chaos that was 2410 and the looming threat of the Klingon Civil War on their borders in early 2411 -- only to be hit by a group of hired mercenaries in the latter part of the year. At least they had given a damned good show of holding out against the raiders. Eventide had stayed standing for over a day and the crew here had carried on with their fight despite being demoralised and terrified. It was no wonder that the Klingon Empire and Romulan Republic - both supposedly having had starbases destroyed by this new faction as well - were impressed. Treville was impressed as well; there was no denying how proud she was. These officers were not the tacticians and trained experts (soldiers, really, although Starfleet hated to employ the term) who had been stationed here earlier in the year. They had their Academy training, some had Security and Tactical training, and that was it. They had still fought just as hard as anyone else -- and the difference here was that they had won. server_divider
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Eventually with the reports to go through seemingly being numerous the words began to blur together, and she was quite certain it was that plus the continued introspection on just now unfortunate all of this situation was that was now starting to give her quite the headache. It was to combat this that she eventually gave in and set the PADD down, opting to rest her eyes for a while... Only to then hear the knock at the door. It must be the same person as before, she presumed, who knocked instead of using the chime. It was polite of them considering just how loud that tone could be. Straightening up a bit and trying to look more lively, Treville called for the person to enter.
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Lieutenant Lilian So | SCI BOT 26-Nov-21 03:22 PM
Lilian poked her head in. “Hello commodore, it’s good to see you awake. If you want to get some sleep I don’t mind waiting a bit longer.” She smiled but it was mostly a mask. She was very tired, mentally and emotionally, after the last few days.
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Commodore Aleto Treville | CMD BOT 26-Nov-21 03:50 PM
If she had any objections to people stopping by then the Lieutenant would have been halted at the door - or she would have told Dreaxa to keep people away. Even though tired (and stupidly so, she thought, considering how she had been out for three whole days) Treville would far prefer to speak with people as opposed to postpone it. She needed a guage of how everyone was doing, whether they were coping, what sort of support they required -- and that was hardly going to be acquired by not doing anything. Not only was it her duty to do so but she wanted to speak with the officers. She wanted to make sure they were alright. It was with a friendly albeit tired smile that she reassured the Lieutenant and welcomed her in, eager to put any reservations at ease. "It's Lieutenant So, is that correct? Please, come in, don't worry about it - I welcome the company. I'm sorry that we haven't had the chance to speak until now. How are you? I can only apologise that your first week aboard the station has been less than desirable." That was quite the understatement and they both knew it, but it was a far more tacit way of addressing recent events than 'I'm sorry that everyone almost died - and that 8000 did die - on what was probably your first day.' That it like that didn't tend to make for pleasant conversation.
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Lieutenant Lilian So | SCI BOT 26-Nov-21 03:53 PM
Lilian nodded, and pulled a nurses chair over to next to the bed. The commodore didn't seem to care if she was at attention for this meeting, and it was easier for her. "Yes, Lieutenant Lilian So, CSO of the Eventide. Please, don't worry, I've been in some heated situations before. Though, never as CSO or quite that heated."
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Commodore Aleto Treville | CMD BOT 26-Nov-21 04:26 PM
"I don't believe that anyone thought things would get that 'heated' as you put it, I'm afraid. When Starfleet Command sent word to us we knew to anticipate an attack, but there was no predicting one of this magnitude. I hear that everyone aboard the Eventide performed incredibly, though, even if it was the first time most of you had even set foot aboard that ship. It certainly makes me confident that you'll handle any future deployments with ease." The conversation was all very diplomatic, a nice fine line where they were talking about what had happened but not delving in too deep to where the conversation would be completely grim. The latter was entirely truthful, however. If anything this crisis had shown just how capable the crew of both 777 and Eventide were, and that was something to be both thankful for and proud of. Steering the conversation into the more darker realms of this attack felt almost wrong, but at the end of the day she needed to ensure that the Lieutenant was at least coping with it all. "How have you been faring after all of this? I know that having to step up so suddenly in a crisis like that wouldn't have been easy - and I'm aware that everyone has been busy assisting in the likes of the repairs. Have you had the chance to recuperate yourself?" Her brow furrowed slightly, a look which wasn't of anger but entirely of concern. "I hope you haven't been working yourself too hard."
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Lieutenant Lilian So | SCI BOT 26-Nov-21 05:11 PM
Lilian shook her head. "I haven't really been able to rest yet. Wanted to get all the letters out as soon as possible." She slumped over a bit in her chair. "That's actually what I was taking a break from by coming and talking to you."
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Commodore Aleto Treville | CMD BOT 26-Nov-21 07:56 PM
The way that the Lieutenant's posture seemed to melt really explained it all. Treville was aware that Command had been handling the informing of families but she hadn't any idea that they had decided to recruit her staff into the matter. Lieutenant So here was hardly the station commander or deputy commander or commanding officer or first officer. She had barely been here for any time at all - her having to contribute seemed entirely incorrect. At least the letters might seem a bit more personable if they were signed from a member of the new ship's senior staff: when they were marked with the generic '-Starfleet Command' it could seem robotic and without care. "I was aware that Command were handling that but I had no idea that senior staff had been asked to assist. I am sorry that you've been having to do such a thing: for one I know it's not easy, and for two it's a job that shouldn't have fallen to you. I presume you've only been handling the ones from the Eventide considering you're stationed there, is that correct?" That would explain at least a fair bit -- according to the reports the CO and XO were set to be court martialled for something so they would be a little indisposed. It still felt difficult to believe; both of them seemed upstanding. Realising this was her chance to find out more in regards to that, her brown eyes settled upon the Lieutenant, head ever so slightly tilted to the side. "You didn't happen to be on the Eventide's bridge during to conflict, did you..? I've heard that concerns have been brought up but I haven't managed to find out what they are yet -- I haven't gotten through the list of reports, evidently."
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Lieutenant Lilian So | SCI BOT 26-Nov-21 09:51 PM
“Actually I requested to do them. Wanted to make it a bit easier however I could for families. And yeah, I was on the bridge so I’m going to have to go to those hearings too.” She fidgeted awkwardly.
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Commodore Aleto Treville | CMD BOT 26-Nov-21 10:00 PM
Her gaze softened somewhat at the mention of how So had volunteered herself to write the letters of condolence. It truly was a heartbreaking task and having to power through the writing was difficult. She was more than certain that the families of those who hadn't made it would be thankful for the personal touch; it was certainly kind of So to do such a thing. With the conversation having moved on, however, she didn't mention it again - and instead waited patiently for some sort of further explanation regarding these apparent court martials. With her having stated that she didn't know what they were for she had presumed that it was apparent that she wanted the Lieutenant to elaborate, and that was why she actually paused, waiting... Only to find that nothing further was said at all aside from the mention of having to attend the hearing. Was the Lieutenant's sudden fidgeting because she had asked, because of the prospect of a hearing, or because of the topic at hand in general..? It was understandable; people always feared any sort of formal situation like that, especially if it was one in which people were being reprimanded or you had to speak out against a senior officer. "I'm certain that they would only ask you to speak if it's required - and if they do, all you have to do is tell the truth. ...But like I say, I know nothing of the reasons behind these court martials. Tell me exactly what happened?"
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Lieutenant Lilian So | SCI BOT 26-Nov-21 10:33 PM
"Commander Styre suggested some... troubling, methods for dealing with the perusing ships. Methods that went against certain conventions. I can't say why exactly Captain Caddel got caught up too, to my memory she didn't do anything wrong." She hadn't really wanted to talk about it, but if the commodore really didn't know it was important to tell her.
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Commodore Aleto Treville | CMD BOT 26-Nov-21 11:28 PM
The talk of 'against certain conventions' was troubling enough even if the Lieutenant didn't state exactly which. Taking drastic measures during a crisis was something that they had to face often, but when it went against laws... Some might say that it would be justified and others would say otherwise. It was difficult to tell if a situation warranted something like that and Starfleet officers hardly had the ability to make that decision. The decision - and its fallout and consequences - belonged to people far above their rank who had the ability and experience to decide that sort of thing, not a singular commanding officer or first officer of a ship. ...But that being said. If Eventide's communications had also been down then there would have been no way of contacting Starfleet Command on priority and asking for advice -- or for permission. Both Caddel and Styre were upstanding officers going by their files. If they believed that drastic measures were required then Treville was certain they would have had firm reason of why... But it still didn't make having to face the consequences and the rulings any easier. Starfleet Command would scrutinise it all and come to a decision, and there wasn't much else that could be done about it in the meantime. "This news is... Troubling, to say the least," the Trill replied after a moment of deliberation. "But the captain and first officer are both good people - if they have done something wrong then I'm certain they had very firm reasoning behind it, and more importantly, I'm certain that they will be willing to face judgment for anything untoward that they've done. You will know that better than I, Lieutenant; a person's actions and their style of command while under pressure certainly can teach you a lot about them."
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Lieutenant Lilian So | SCI BOT 27-Nov-21 12:22 AM
"This is true, and from what I hear you gave a good account of your own leadership. Until you got stabbed that is, kinda hard to lead well while bleeding out." It was an attempt at a joke, but the heart wasn't there with the present situation.
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Commodore Aleto Treville | CMD BOT 27-Nov-21 12:42 AM
"I don't think that failing a negotiation - and a rather imperative one - is a particularly good show of anything," *she replied with a mock-grimace which may not have been entirely fake. "Especially when the outcome is being stabbed. It certainly wasn't my finest hour to say the least. At least it gave the medical officers some rather niche surgery practice." The pattern they had fallen into was a familiar one, quips and light-heartedness as an attempt to distract from exactly how dire things had been - and how they still weren't perfect, and likely never would be. After occasions like these things didn't go back to normal. It felt normal, but that normal was... Still different. There was no undoing the damage that had been done, whether that be physically or mentally. Normal was replaced by something new. Treville shook her head softly as if to clear her thoughts – time to move away from continually addressing how bad everything was and look to moving onwards instead. “Ah, well… As unfortunate as all of this is, Lieutenant So, there isn’t any point in dwelling on it. I’m certain that everyone acted to the best of their ability and that they still continue to do so. What matters now is our ability to move on; to repair and recover. We owe it to ourselves.”
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Lieutenant Lilian So | SCI BOT 27-Nov-21 08:24 PM
Lilian nodded. "Well, I suppose I should get back to work and let you rest." She headed for the door.
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Narrator BOT 28-Nov-21 02:07 AM
Lilian had left in order to attend the court martial.
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Lieutenant Ughaz'udan | TAC BOT 28-Nov-21 03:10 AM
He chimed the doorbell.
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Commodore Aleto Treville | CMD BOT 28-Nov-21 12:35 PM
The period of time following Lieutenant So's departure hadn't been particularly productive at all. Work has become impossible considering how the words upon the PADD had started to blur together and become unreadable. Any attempt at sleep was entirely fitful. Too tired to work, too worried about work to sleep; it wasn't an ideal situation at all. She had settled with compiling a to-do list in her head for now - one that was rapidly getting longer and longer with every piece of work she thought of or the addition of something new that would need checked up on. Apparently the admiralty had arrived on the station now - hopefully Operations and the allocated boatswain staff would have handled their arrival fine - and this court martial was supposedly underway. There really was too much to think about at once. A welcome interruption came in the form of the door being chimed. Either this was another one of the people who had tried to stop by before - Lieutenant Ughaz'udan came to mind - or it was someone else if word had gotten out that she hadn't actually died... Presumably it wasn't the latter considering how she hadn't received an influx of reports from the staff directly to her yet, they were all still generically labelled. Either way she paused for a moment to straighten up a bit and try to look a bit more alert before calling for the person to enter.
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Lieutenant Ughaz'udan | TAC BOT 28-Nov-21 12:39 PM
If she'd suspected Ughaz'udan she was right. He emerged through the door looking no worse for wear with maybe a new scar or two and looked her over in a sort of solemn silence. She looked... weak. For lack of a better term. Battered. Gravely injured of course, he knew that, and on the mend. He knew of all species that no one individual felt their best or wanted to be seen in this sorry state, to be less than they were, and it was along this line that he could sympathize with her. "Commodore." He started awkwardly. He wasn't good at starting conversation. Still a ways to go, ha. "I am pleased to see that you are recovering." Which was the truth, really, the simple truth. He walked slowly to her bedside but did not sit. Yet. (edited)
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Commodore Aleto Treville | CMD BOT 28-Nov-21 12:52 PM
The Chief Tactical Officer looked more as if he had just entered into a funeral than anything, expression certainly making him seem that he would fit in at one at present. It was in a total contrast to his own that she offered him a welcoming smile and beckoned him over with a wave of her hand. This was the first time she had seen him in proper light - and the first time they had properly met, really - and so she spent a moment looking him over. A Jem'hadar exchange officer now serving within Starfleet... At the start of her diplomatic career she would have said it was practically impossible, and yet here he was right now. It was almost inspiring to see. "Come on over, Lieutenant, take a seat - don't be shy," she stated in return, having noticed him step forward but make no move to sit. She was hardly going to enact any sort of formalities here of all places and she hardly did within the operational deck; the flag officers who forced everyone to salute and stand at attention really were conceited. Rank did not mean that you had to act like you were better than everyone else. "I have our medical staff to thank for that recovery - and also you to thank as well. I certainly wouldn't be in a position as fortunate as this had you not managed to get me back." She offered him a look that was somewhat amused, somewhat impressed; eyes crinkling up at the corners as she smiled. "Chasing after that Gorn Captain was quite a feat."
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Lieutenant Ughaz'udan | TAC BOT 28-Nov-21 01:45 PM
"The rescue itself was... disappointingly easy. The Gorn captain and his subordinate aboard the runabout offered surprisingly little resistance." He replied flatly as he sat, more relaxed but still very much at attention. He would not allow himself to look less than that in front of a commanding officer. Fullstop. "Nonetheless I merely did what my duties demanded of me. That is all." A short period of silence. "Nonethless, thank you. I am honored."
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Commodore Aleto Treville | CMD BOT 28-Nov-21 08:36 PM
”You don’t need to sit so stiffly, Lieutenant,” she stated once he had taken his seat but seemed to remain almost statue-still. She supposed that sort of thing was just ingrained into him, but Treville would far rather he felt comfortable than feel pressured to seem to constantly be at attention. Too many people felt pressured to always be so perfectly correct and presentable in front of their CO and she had never really cared to force them to do so. Only in matters where formalities were required would she then let them know. “I won’t tell you off for not being at attention every minute of the day.” “And please – you don’t need to thank me at all. It’s me who is thanking you.” The words spoken were solemn and entirely truthful. “The efforts of the mercenaries being well-performed or not, you still went out of your way – and singlehandedly at that – in order to retrieve an officer that you barely even know… And that was after witnessing the devastation that the mercenaries had already caused. You willingly put yourself at risk in order to assist someone else: it’s both reckless and inspiring… Both of which are well-known traits found in a good Starfleet officer,” she then added at the end with that same knowing smile.
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Lieutenant Ughaz'udan | TAC BOT 28-Nov-21 09:05 PM
He responded plainly and very Jem'hadar-ly - which was probably expected knowing him and his people: "My duty to you and to my comrades supercedes all other things in battle. Going out of my way and above and beyond for my given cause is what I was born to do and shall continue to do. So much the Founders demanded of me and so much I shall also give to Starfleet." He paused for effect - or maybe that too was awkwardness swiftly disguised as that. "That is all."
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Commodore Aleto Treville | CMD BOT 28-Nov-21 09:43 PM
"Well I'm glad that your devotion to what the Founders ask of you translates well over to Starfleet," she mused, "and also that we're at least giving you the opportunity to fulfil your purpose as you see it, even if it's under unpleasant circumstances." Her word choice was very purposeful; as the individual themselves saw it and not as the Founders saw it. Treville was well aware that the Jem'hadar effectively had one purpose and that was to do as the Founders saw fit, but they were still individuals with their own lives. The fact that they were effectively used as pawns by the Dominion and never allowed to experience life had always been one of the main reasons for conflict when trying to come to agreements and formal alliances with the Dominion. The Federation were hell-bent on the correct treatment of its inhabitants and the Dominion tended to go for the direct opposite. "Aside from all of the recent carnage I hope that you've been managing to settle in well. I know that going from the Dominion to the Allied Fleet Service must have been a jump in itself, and then exchanging over to Starfleet must have been incredibly different. If there's ever anything that can be done to help you settle in then you must let us know; we are here to accommodate you, after all. How have you found things so far?" server_divider
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The question was posed as an open one largely so she could see how he was getting on. It was almost strange to consider the Jem'hadar's experience. Would he have found it difficult to get used to things here, or would the transition be easy? Service to the Dominion and then the Allied Fleet Service would have been all he had ever known... But that length of time only spanned the course of two years. On Earth he wouldn't have even been able to graduate from Starfleet Academy and yet here he was, a two-year old Jem'hadar serving as the Chief Tactical Officer on a Federation base, having a conversation with a Joined Trill of 453 combined years. What an odd pair they made.
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Lieutenant Ughaz'udan | TAC BOT 28-Nov-21 10:19 PM
"I have found things to be pleasant." That he could absolutely say without any compunction. Everyone had indeed been absolutely pleasant and accepting of him so far, save a few (such as that one android obsessed cadet); as expected of a Federation space service. "Though I find some things Starfleet does to be... odd. Such as face value acceptance of the android designated L1. I do not like the circumstances in which she came to us; I find them far too suspect. If you will forgive me - why is the Federation so willing to take seemingly innocent others into its arms? I do not understand." Which, of course, came from the inborn Jem'hadar drive to consider everyone as a potential opponent. For some that translated to suspicion of everyone they saw and for Ughaz'udan that seemed to especially be the case as department head. (edited)
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Commodore Aleto Treville | CMD BOT 28-Nov-21 10:58 PM
Having been away from the station at the time that they detected L1 and brought her aboard - and subsequently indisposed since then - the station commander had no awareness of what had transpired regarding the android. It was as a result that the Jem'hadar's words were met with a confused frown, but at least she understood the latter part and his question. In her time with the Diplomatic Corps she had welcomed numerous people into the Federation from external powers - including the Dominion once or twice - and so that part of the question was hardly a difficult one. "I'm afraid that I'm unaware of the circumstances surrounding any android being brought aboard - I'm evidently not up to date," she stated firstly and picked up the PADD in a gesture to indicate that she was still working through everything from since she had been off-station. "As for your question, Lieutenant... 'Seemingly' innocent says it all. People are, as you will know, innocent until they are proven guilty. Now we always have our suspicions about people for whatever reason - perhaps they're travelling from somewhere who has had a rocky relationship with the Federation, or perhaps someone has indicated that something may be suspect about this person. If we have no proof of this, however, then they are - in our eyes - innocent." server_divider
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With a brief pause she settled back against the raised back of the biobed, lacing and unlacing her fingers in her lap. "Generally speaking, those we welcome in are looking to join the Federation for a reason. They're seeking asylum from something bad: persecution because of their ideology, religion, even still gender identity or sexual orientation in some places. Perhaps they're running from an oppressive society - even if the oppression isn't against themselves, but perhaps it's against someone else and they don't want to contribute to it. As a matter of security these people are still looked into - documentation of identification and travel, for example - but what matters to us is ensuring that they are safe. The Federation has always strived to be somewhere that people do not have to live in fear -- whether that be for citizens born here or for those who come from outside, we see no difference."
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Lieutenant Ughaz'udan | TAC BOT 29-Nov-21 01:09 AM
"'Innocent until proven guilty'." He mused. "A foreign concept to me - and perhaps my people as a whole. As the Founders' hand we fight who we are told to, terminate who we are told to. There is no space to allow for innocence." Ughaz'udan went silent afterward, a sort of thoughtful silence during which he found a finger idly tapping on his knee, out of the Commodore's sight. "Then it seems there is still very much I must learn about the Federation. The Founders have willed that I do so and so I shall do just that."
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Commodore Aleto Treville | CMD BOT 29-Nov-21 01:47 AM
"We're still told who we need to support and oppose as well," the Trill mused, looking to the Jem'hadar at her side. "There will always be people in positions far higher up the chain than us who make those difficult decisions for on our behalf. Sometimes they're right, and sometimes they're wrong. Just like yourself and the Founders, we do what we're told. ...Perhaps what sets us apart is that we know when to question those orders, though. I know that concept will sound foreign to you considering service to the Founders is written into your DNA... But know this, Lieutenant: if anyone ever makes a bad call - something immoral, something dangerous, anything of the sort - then know that you can speak up. That it's your duty to speak up. Sometimes, one person can make a difference." For another moment she regarded the Jem'hadar, trying to just comprehend that he had been around for no time at all, knew so much, and would struggle to change so much as well. His species was a curious one and with them quite literally being made to be pawns to the Founders, it made her wonder just how much he could learn or could change. Ughaz'udan was an individual, one very capable of forming his own opinions and judgements and moral code, surely... For all Treville knew, one day he might set some sort of precedent for the other Jem'hadar out there. It was wishful thinking - and she was well aware that their service to the Dominion was simply their culture, just because it wasn't how the Federation did things it didn't mean that it was wrong... But it felt wrong, and her wishful thinking for Ughaz'udan and the rest of his people would remain. server_divider
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"I'm well aware that your time in the Federation's territory is going to be quite the journey. I'll apologise in advance for anything that we do that goes against your normal code of ethics; undoubtedly you will find a fair number of differences between our two factions. You might find that you learn something along the way, though... I certainly hope that you do."
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Lieutenant Ughaz'udan | TAC BOT 29-Nov-21 02:07 AM
Ughaz'udan was silent for a long while as he processed what had just been said to him. Many things Starfleet did, or rather the Federation as a whole did confused him. But of course he would learn, that was his purpose in being here after all wasn't it? His mission from both Alliance Command and the Founders. Perhaps one day he might see a different way of life, but that day was surely a long while away. "Of course. Nonetheless I look ahead to the days to come. There is much to be done here on the station and I am sure that the learning shall happen as it shall. For one I have yet to properly consolidate what remains of my department following the attack - perhaps then I will find something to take away." A short pause ensued, during which he took a moment to turn recent events over in his head. "Is it commonplace for junior officers to assign nicknames to their heads of department and use them in that person's presence?"
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Commodore Aleto Treville | CMD BOT 29-Nov-21 02:42 AM
"I'm certain that you're doing a fine job, all things considered. Not only have you taken over the department but you've taken over the department and immediately been thrown head-first into what is easily the worst crisis that we've ever seen. I haven't heard anything to suggest that you're not doing things correctly, so I'm certain you're faring alright." It was undoubted that if people thought that the Lieutenant wasn't keeping the department in line then she would already know about it. People were quick to report back to her especially when something was wrong - but she hadn't received a single untoward report, just standard updates and notings down of what had changed or been repaired. "As for the rest... I suppose it depends on who that departmental head is. Some people might welcome a nickname and a relaxed atmosphere at work where they believe that's okay. Some others prefer to simply be addressed by their name, or their rank - and then you have others who much prefer formalities and prefer to be addressed by sir all the time." Halting there, she narrowed her eyes a little as she contemplated the reason behind the question. "You're not asking in regards to yourself, are you? Whether you allow that sort of thing is entirely down to your own personal preference. Doing so without asking is generally considered to be wrong - in Starfleet's terms of upholding and showing respect to a senior officer, calling said officers by anything informal is out of line until stated otherwise."
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Lieutenant Ughaz'udan | TAC BOT 29-Nov-21 02:51 AM
"Then I shall be speaking to cadet Bienstadt in short order." He replied flatly. "I do not appreciate being called 'lieutenant Spikes' in the presence of the other senior staff - and when present in person." He probably wouldn't yell the poor girl down - but he'd give her a talking-to at least and drill where she stood in this particular order into her head. Some cadets needed to be put in place. "Elsewise I shall arrange for all available tactical officers to meet once I've had something to eat. Promptness is of utmost importance to me."
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Commodore Aleto Treville | CMD BOT 29-Nov-21 03:11 AM
Treville couldn't help but feel sorry for the cadet in question - not because she feared that Ughaz'udan would be too harsh, but solely because being a cadet on a practical placement was terrifying enough and being told off was the last thing that you wanted. She couldn't comprehend what had possessed the cadet to refer to the CTO as 'Lieutenant Spikes' - well, other than the physical description - but she would certainly say a silent prayer that the discussion between the two wouldn't go too badly. "I'm certain that the Cadet meant no harm by it; it's difficult being a cadet and speaking to someone so high ranking, it is possible that they were nervous and slipped up. Do try not to be too hard on them... But I do agree that perhaps a reminder might be in order. And if you want to attend to that with haste, Lieutenant, then please feel free - I won't keep you. I do very much appreciate you stopping by," she then stated, expression softening. "It was nice to get to meet you outside of in the midst of a battle. I'll wish you well for getting settled into the Tactical division -- and please, if you have any further questions whether they be work-related or otherwise, then you know where to find me. Hopefully not here for much longer-" the Trill laughed lightly at that only to break off into a grimace, remembering that laughing presently hurt. "-But you know what I mean. Any time I can help, don't hesitate to get in touch."
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Lieutenant Ughaz'udan | TAC BOT 29-Nov-21 04:32 AM
"I do." He rose to his full height of six foot five once more in stoic silence. His time here was done - he had work to do and needed to find himself something to put in his belly lest he keel over and faint. He'd just have to bear with the still-remaining unfamiliarity of it. "I shall keep that in mind. Until next time..." And it was then his expression softened, becoming more rock hard than steel hard. "Rest well, sir. This crew requires a leader and it will bring fire to their being to see you where you belong." Maybe there existed some sliver of gentleness within this scaly giant after all! He glanced down at her one more time before exiting the ward in stoic silence. (edited)
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Lt. Cdr. Vialara Dreaxa | MED BOT 01-Dec-21 10:09 PM
Wandering through to the ICU again, the Doctor smiled and headed over towards the Commodore's bed. It had been just over three days since the commodores first awakening, and despite the fact the doctor had promised two days, slight complications had extended her stay a tad longer than she had anticipated. But the commodore was finally well enough to be released. "Today's the day, Commodore. Your scans are all good, both you and Ville seem to be back to normal again. I'd advise you take the next few days slow to begin with, but you should be back working at your full capacity by the end of the week. I'm officially ready to discharge you."
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Commodore Aleto Treville | CMD BOT 01-Dec-21 10:33 PM
The aforementioned three days had mostly been spent catching up on everything that she had missed, firstly when she was off-station for the conference and secondly when she had been... Indisposed, to say the least. Treville had hoped that she would have been allowed out of medical earlier than now, but in typical her fashion complications had arisen (for being joined never seemed to be a walk in the park) and it had prolonged things. The good doctor Dreaxa had promised the next day, however, and needless to say the Trill was more than happy for that promise to come to fruition. It wasn't as if she didn't enjoy the company of the medical officers - they had all been lovely - but considering things work was far more imperative... And the Operations officer who was supposedly looking after Orih had reported the caracal had become quite a handful. Reports of repairs were still coming in and having caught up on them all the previous day, Treville was determined to stay on top of it all instead of allowing everything to mount up again. Perched at the edge of the biobed, she had one leg drawn up to her chin (with her chin resting upon it,) the other leg dangling off the side of the bed, one hand in her lap, and the other holding the PADD at a reasonable reading distance. With her uniform shirt on, jacket sat beside her, and boots off but still nearby it was apparent that she was prepared to leave. At the sound of the doors opening she looked up expectantly, instantly offering a smile to the medical officer (as if it might convince Dreaxa to let her leave if she was arriving with bad news)... But thankfully, the news wasn't bad at all. "I'm glad to hear that you're staying true to your promise, Lieutenant Commander - I was starting to worry that you might keep me here forever. That's not to say that I don't enjoy your company of course-" at that she offered a genuine smile of reassurance, "-but I am looking forward to getting back to work."
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Lt. Cdr. Vialara Dreaxa | MED BOT 01-Dec-21 11:13 PM
"As much as I love having you around, I'm afraid I cant reasonably keep you here any longer." She said with a chuckle. "Looks like you're already ready to leave, were you that desperate to get away from me? Surely my lovely medical bay cant be that bad, we've taken wonderful care of all your needs haven't we?" She made her way over to the commodore and held out a PADD. "Just need you to sign these release forms and you're free to be on your way." "As for what you do afterwards, are we still good for the Coffee you owe me? Or are you so desperate to get back to work that you're going to let me down on my offer? Surely the station wont fall apart over a quick drink? That café you told me about is still standing. I went a checked the other day, just in case." She gave Treville a smirk at her offer. "Cmon, you did say you owed me one."
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Commodore Aleto Treville | CMD BOT 01-Dec-21 11:54 PM
"Come now," she stated whilst taking the outstretched PADD and raising an eyebrow at the officer's statement before turning her attention to the forms, "didn't I just clarify that it isn't because of your company? You've all taken perfect care of me -- and that's in terms of more than company. I'm more than aware that if it weren't for you then I wouldn't be here." The way that she spoke wasn't frustrated in any way, nor was it sarcastic. In fact she seemed entirely sincere. Falling silent while Dreaxa talked, she used the time to read over the discharge forms and fill in her signature at the bottom. It didn't take an in-depth reading to catch the gist of the forms: most of it basically stated 'don't overwork yourself, don't do anything stupid.' Truthfully Treville had no intention of doing anything stupid; her main intention was catching up with her officers and ensuring that everyone was coping okay. While Dreaxa spoke she kept listening - and at the end looked back to her, seemingly surprised. "When you had spoken about going for coffee I had presumed later, Commander, as in -- after all of this. Aren't you on duty at the moment?" It wasn't as if they weren't allowed a break, of course, but this felt... Almost wrong. The thought of not immediately diving back into work didn't feel quite right at all considering that all of the rest of the crew had been dealing with repairs and recovery and... Everything. Not assisting felt like a betrayal. The opportunity would at least give her a chance to survey the promenade, however... "I'll admit that heading straight to work was my intention, but if you don't have time at any other point..."
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Lt. Cdr. Vialara Dreaxa | MED BOT 02-Dec-21 12:40 AM
"As it turns out, I'm almost finished for the day. You're the last patient I need to deal with for the evening. It's entirely up to you, I'm happy to wait until you're more ready to relax a little, but it's not like the station is going to collapse if you don't watch over it. We've all been through a lot, it's important that we band together and help each other through this." She gave her a reassuring smile and took the PADD of the commodore, slipping it back into her coat pocket. In all honesty perhaps the commodore was right, with all the death and destruction the station had been though, was it really the right time to be going and getting drinks together? But she was overworked and tired, she needed a coffee regardless if the commodore was coming or not. You could see it in her face that she was tired, clearly not getting the right amount of sleep and she genuinely looked exhausted, her usual pristine look she was known for falling to disarray over several days of hard work. "Again, it's up to you. I'll go put your release form in the system. If you're desperate to get back to work you can just head off."
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Commodore Aleto Treville | CMD BOT 02-Dec-21 02:54 AM
"If you're headed out then we'll both be going in the same direction anyway," she stated swiftly, hardly wanting to imply that she wasn't interested or willing to show gratitude for the medical officer's continued care. Treville simply had other things on her mind -- and with her having been so out of the loop, it was hard not to worry. Reports could only tell you so much and it should have been her up there coordinating things, not her deputy who had only just arrived or some miscellaneous captain from the rescue fleet. It should have been her, and it wasn't, and that was the entire issue. She couldn't protect her crew during the attack and then she couldn't help them in the aftermath; the guilt was going to continue to cut deep until she could do something about it. "My plans were to survey the promenade seeing as how a large part of the damage was done to there; we'd both be headed in the same direction. It would be a pleasure to walk you there." Sliding off the edge of the biobed, the Trill then put on her boots and then turned to pick up her uniform jacket - newly replicated considering the one she had come in with had a blade-shaped hole in the front of it. With one hand grasping the side of her jacket, ready to put it on, she then stopped for a moment and regarded the Betazoid properly. There was an elongated silence as she looked and eventually her gaze turned from analytical; softening, shoulders less tense, but brow still furrowed slightly perhaps in guilt or concern. Her tone of voice shifted too; quieter, softer, and perhaps with a weary undertone that matched how the Betazoid felt... But formal, forgoing any playful joking from before. "I promise that I don't mean any ill-will by implying I wouldn't go. I fear we simply have different priorities at present, and neither of us are to blame for that. I would be foolish to deny your company, Commander, with how kind you've been and how well you've performed. You have my apologies."
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Lt. Cdr. Vialara Dreaxa | MED BOT 02-Dec-21 11:34 AM
"Don't worry Commodore, I'll let you get back to work. You must be worried sick about your crew and I'm not going to be the one to stop you. Just give me two minutes to put your form in and I'll be right back." The doctor slid away out of the ICU, back through to her office, quickly running the Commodore's release forms into the system and sliding her PADD into her office drawer. She hung her lab coat up on the hook beside her door and made her way back out into the medical bay, with a gentle sigh. Another day of work done with. She popped her head back into the ICU as she returned, giving the commodore a gentle smile. "Right, come on then. Let's get you out of here."
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Commodore Aleto Treville | CMD BOT 02-Dec-21 11:53 PM
Silently she watched the medical officer exit, thankful for the woman's understanding but still feeling as though she was letting Dreaxa down. She had promised, after all... It would just be far easier to wait until everything had settled down. Treville supposed that things had settled down for Dreaxa and this was the woman's chance to finally relax. They were both running on vastly different schedules, it seemed, and neither of them could help that. While waiting for Dreaxa to finish up her paperwork Treville busied herself with sorting out her uniform, putting on her jacket and adjusting the collar once she had zipped it up. Using the screen of her PADD as a mirror she adjusted her commbadge - making sure it wasn't crooked - and she took a moment to check that she didn't look completely awful. A little haggard perhaps but still presentable, and far better than she would have looked had medical not been so skilled in their treatment. Lingering at the doorway, when Dreaxa reappeared she was more than ready to leave - and quietly she trailed after the officer and out of the medical bay.
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 08-Mar-22 05:18 AM
She entered the ICU and walked over to her office, leaving the door open. She sat down at her desk and began to read through her reports for the day. She stopped only for sips of coffee between pages.
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Lieutenant Hsarr M’ow | MED BOT 08-Mar-22 05:23 AM
They passed the ICU, noticing a Lieutenant Junior Grade sitting at a desk. She looked vaguely familiar, but they hadn't met. They stepped inside curiously.
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 08-Mar-22 05:26 AM
She was fumbling through records on her PADD then comparing to her terminal... muttering under her breath in German. She hadn't yet noticed her superior walk through the door. After a moment she spoke out loud to herself. "Sure would have been nice if the last Trauma Physician left me organised records. Thousands of people on this ship and I can't locate anything!"
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Lieutenant Hsarr M’ow | MED BOT 08-Mar-22 05:27 AM
"Need any help, Lieutenant?" They asked, smiling sympathetically. Paperwork was, decidedly, the worst to have to deal with.
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 08-Mar-22 05:30 AM
She popped her head up from her work for a brief second before returning to her sorting. "Oh, hello Doctor. I was just asking myself, but I guess I can ask you... The Doctor i'm replacing... not one for filing were they?"
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Lieutenant Hsarr M’ow | MED BOT 08-Mar-22 05:32 AM
"I guess not," They shrugged. "I never knew them, I'm relatively new here as well," They said shrugging. If only their shuttle hadn't gotten delayed, that wouldn't have been the case, but some things you can't control.
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 08-Mar-22 05:36 AM
Finally she stepped from around the desk and offered her hand to M'ow. "Doctor. Odessa Steiger. I'm your new Trauma Physician and Surgeon." She looked rather out of place in the medical setting, as she opted to wear a more formal skirt, heels and uniform sweater, over which she wore her Starfleet labcoat. Never the lest she was more then qualified and wouldn't let them down.
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Lieutenant Hsarr M’ow | MED BOT 08-Mar-22 05:40 AM
"Lieutenant Hsarr M'ow," They said, taking her hand in their paw. "Assistant CMO. Pleasure to meet you," They wore the typical uniform for the station, with only slight alterations to fit their body shape. Namely, their tail.
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 08-Mar-22 05:41 AM
"Likewise." She turned to grab her coffee. "Might I offer you a cup of coffee? Tea?"
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Lieutenant Hsarr M’ow | MED BOT 08-Mar-22 05:44 AM
"Coffee works," They smiled, looking over at the files she was sorting through. "What sort of things are you trying to find?" They asked, hoping they could help at least somewhat. At least to figure the sorting system out, if not find some files for her.
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 08-Mar-22 05:46 AM
"Well right now I'm just trying to sort all of those data chips into files so they are easier to find. They where just in a box on the desk when I arrived... 2 weeks ago." She finished making the coffee and handed it to them.
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Lieutenant Hsarr M’ow | MED BOT 10-Mar-22 01:00 AM
"Alright, so how can I help?" They asked, taking the coffee and sitting beside the doctor.
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 10-Mar-22 04:36 AM
She shuffled some files to show them. "Any datachip labelled 'released'... put in that box there." She pointed to a box next to the doctor.
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Lieutenant Hsarr M’ow | MED BOT 10-Mar-22 04:36 AM
"Alright, can do," They nodded, setting to work.
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 10-Mar-22 04:40 AM
"So what brought you to Starfleet?" She spoke without looking up from her work, rapidly sorting her pile.
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Lieutenant Hsarr M’ow | MED BOT 10-Mar-22 04:43 AM
"A speech from a now-retired Captain when I was in high school," They replied, not quite sorting as fast as Odessa was, but doing their best.
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 10-Mar-22 05:10 AM
"Oh? That's quite similar to mine... only our presentation was by the Starfleet Surgeon General." She took a sip of her coffee with a smile.
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Lieutenant Hsarr M’ow | MED BOT 10-Mar-22 05:10 AM
"Funny, how that works out, isn't it?" They said with a chuckle.
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 10-Mar-22 06:03 AM
"Quite so." She chuckled as she took a sip of her drink.
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Lieutenant Hsarr M’ow | MED BOT 10-Mar-22 12:43 PM
They continued sorting in silence for a moment. “Stars, there sure are a lot of these,” They observed humorously.
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Narrator BOT 10-Mar-22 04:11 PM
It seemed that someone within the Medical staff had started using the ICU as a storage place instead of a functional ward, hence the workload. The ITU was rarely in use so it must have been the most appropriate place: at present it only housed a singular occupant. The Klingon Councillor, K'gartrern, had recently been extubated -- but he was still to wake, it seemed.
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 10-Mar-22 06:25 PM
“Unfortunately.” She looked around the room at all the stuff. “This ICU needs a lot of work. It’s a valuable asset and it’s being used for storage.”
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Lieutenant Hsarr M’ow | MED BOT 10-Mar-22 06:27 PM
“Storage? What if there’s a medical emergency?” Hsarr said, clearly horrified. “Someone needs to say something about this!”
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 10-Mar-22 09:13 PM
She dramatically facepalmed. “I just did… I told you… you are responsible for oversight of this medical facility are you not?”
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Lieutenant Hsarr M’ow | MED BOT 10-Mar-22 09:16 PM
“I’m only the ACMO,” They said. “I wouldn’t know what to do,” They thought for a moment. “You’d have to talk to the CMO or maybe the Commodore?”
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 10-Mar-22 09:18 PM
“Well, seeing as how the ICU is my responsibility now as your Trauma Physician… I will personally be making this place operable by 3 days time. It’s a nightmare in here and I’m surprised the Surgeon General hasn’t forced an investigation.” She set down her coffee and walked to the office window overlooking the rest of the ICU.
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Lieutenant Hsarr M’ow | MED BOT 10-Mar-22 09:22 PM
“I’m behind you all the way with that,” Hsarr nodded. “Let me know if there’s anything I can do to help,” They said.
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 10-Mar-22 11:15 PM
"Of course. You are helping alot right now." She smiled politely. (edited)
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Lieutenant Hsarr M’ow | MED BOT 10-Mar-22 11:17 PM
"I'm glad," They said, returning to the sorting.
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 11-Mar-22 05:08 AM
"Is this your first post?" She asked as she sat back in her chair.
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Lieutenant Hsarr M’ow | MED BOT 11-Mar-22 05:09 AM
"No, I was on the Trailblazer before this," They replied, not looking up.
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 11-Mar-22 05:11 AM
"I see. I assume as a medical professional as well?"
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Lieutenant Hsarr M’ow | MED BOT 11-Mar-22 05:13 AM
They nodded. "I've always been a doctor, and I probably always will."
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 11-Mar-22 05:15 AM
"I feel quite the same. I was a doctor before Starfleet... and will be after."
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Lieutenant Hsarr M’ow | MED BOT 11-Mar-22 12:53 PM
“Yeah, kinda hard to see myself doing anything else. I assume it’s like that for you?” They commented.
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 11-Mar-22 08:28 PM
“Medicine is such a vast field. Once you start you can’t stop learning. Besides, helping people is what I enjoy most.” She smiled.
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Lieutenant Hsarr M’ow | MED BOT 11-Mar-22 08:32 PM
“I completely agree,” They nodded. “I joined to help people, and even after I retire I will still be helping people,”
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 11-Mar-22 08:39 PM
She glanced at a picture on her desk and sighed. “If it wasn’t for her… I would still be in Switzerland right now.” She gestures to the photo, that of a younger woman, blonde wearing a lab coat. “She showed me what was possible… and told be to reach for the stars. So we… so I did” (edited)
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Lieutenant Hsarr M’ow | MED BOT 11-Mar-22 08:42 PM
“Who is she to you?” Hsarr asked politely, looking up at the photo.
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 11-Mar-22 10:36 PM
"My wife." She looked down. "She passed just before we were going to join Starfleet together."
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Lieutenant Hsarr M’ow | MED BOT 11-Mar-22 11:09 PM
Their eyes were sympathetic. "I'm sorry for your loss," They said. "I'm sure she was lovley,"
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 11-Mar-22 11:16 PM
"She was, and she would have loved it here."
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Lieutenant Hsarr M’ow | MED BOT 11-Mar-22 11:18 PM
"I'm glad that you have memories of her that you can keep with you," They said, placing a gentle paw on her shoulder.
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 11-Mar-22 11:20 PM
"That photo is all I have, besides my ring. But her spirit lives on." She smiled softly.
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Lieutenant Hsarr M’ow | MED BOT 11-Mar-22 11:21 PM
"I'm sure she'd be very proud of you,"
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 11-Mar-22 11:22 PM
"I like to think so."
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Lieutenant Hsarr M’ow | MED BOT 11-Mar-22 11:24 PM
They returned to sorting, not quite sure where to go with the conversation. "I think I'm almost done," They observed.
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 11-Mar-22 11:29 PM
"Yes, me too. I'll finish those crates outside tomorrow."
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Lieutenant Hsarr M’ow | MED BOT 11-Mar-22 11:30 PM
"You know, I really like your dedication to this job," Hsarr smiled.
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 11-Mar-22 11:44 PM
"It's all I have. And it's my last connection to Angela."
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Lieutenant Hsarr M’ow | MED BOT 11-Mar-22 11:46 PM
"I know it's not the same, but I think similarly about my baking. It reminds me of my dad,"
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 12-Mar-22 12:01 AM
"I understand it the same." She smiled as she placed her sorted files into two crates.
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Lieutenant Hsarr M’ow | MED BOT 12-Mar-22 12:22 AM
"Well, I should probably get back to my paperwork," They said. "Maybe a little research if I have the time."
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 12-Mar-22 12:23 AM
"Okay. I appreciate your help."
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Lieutenant Hsarr M’ow | MED BOT 12-Mar-22 12:24 AM
"Of course," They smiled. "See you around," They stood, giving Odessa a small wave before leaving the room.
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Ensign Heinrich Boheim | TAC BOT 12-Mar-22 12:54 AM
Heinrich walked in directly, not even knocking. "Hello."
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 12-Mar-22 01:00 AM
She looked up from her work. "Oh, Hello. What can I do for you Heinrich?"
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Ensign Heinrich Boheim | TAC BOT 12-Mar-22 01:05 AM
"May I speak with you privately?"
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 12-Mar-22 01:11 AM
"Of course. Have a seat." She pushed a button on her terminal, the door hissing shut. The ICU was empty with the exception on one patient at the far end, the window obviously sound resistant.
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Ensign Heinrich Boheim | TAC BOT 12-Mar-22 01:12 AM
Heinrich preferred to stand in this situation. "I have been told over and over again that it is not possible without killing me, but to have a procedure to remove my...genetic structure."
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 12-Mar-22 01:18 AM
"The augmentation?" She looked at him with that standard doctor look.
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Ensign Heinrich Boheim | TAC BOT 12-Mar-22 01:21 AM
"Yes, the augmentation that I received as a child. According to Starfleet medical, if I have the augmentation removed it could kill me. However, I disagree with them and want a second opinion."
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 12-Mar-22 01:21 AM
"I would need to know more about your specific augmentation."
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Ensign Heinrich Boheim | TAC BOT 12-Mar-22 01:23 AM
"According to what I know, my senses, my muscular build, my intelligence, all heightened and enhanced."
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 12-Mar-22 01:25 AM
She stood and walked over to a shelf pulling off a case and taking out a datachip. She inserted it into her terminal. "Well... here is what I can assume. All of your augmentations are genetic... re sequenced DNA. While it would not kill you... it would certainly have drastic changes."
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Ensign Heinrich Boheim | TAC BOT 12-Mar-22 01:29 AM
"And those drastic changes include what?"
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"Being rehabilitated into normal was already a drastic change, I believe this will be easy."
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 12-Mar-22 01:32 AM
'Well, removing and replacing portions of your genome will result in a reduction in your stamina, reflexes, anything heightened. Overtime your muscular structure will reduce and you will have to work harder to keep it where it is. Your strength will decrease majorly. But most important... your psychological and mental state will become changed."
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Ensign Heinrich Boheim | TAC BOT 12-Mar-22 01:36 AM
Heinrich finally sat down. He wasn't sure this is what he wanted, was the alcohol talking? No...he couldn't get drunk. Was it because he felt guilty? That was much more plausible. "I killed a bear...." He said softly. "I punched its head right off..." Heinrich looked down at the floor. Not blinking.
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 12-Mar-22 01:38 AM
"Heinrich, I'm asking as a friend, not a doctor. Why do you want this? The risk... sure you have problems now... but these can be resolved... but those if you go through with this... may not." She walked over and leaned against the desk in front of him.
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Ensign Heinrich Boheim | TAC BOT 12-Mar-22 01:42 AM
"I was a monster, I thought I had gotten rid of it Odessa. But it seems my problems are surfacing once again and I cannot fix them by remaining who I am."
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 12-Mar-22 01:43 AM
"But you can. You have people willing to help you. But you need to let them."
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Ensign Heinrich Boheim | TAC BOT 12-Mar-22 01:44 AM
"I was helped, I let too much out. I must seclude myself to my work and nothing more."
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 12-Mar-22 01:47 AM
"Heinrich... listen to me. Seclusion will get you nowhere." She reached over and tilted his head up to look into his eyes. "Trust me, I've been there. And I wouldn't wish that on my greatest of enemies."
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Ensign Heinrich Boheim | TAC BOT 12-Mar-22 01:53 AM
"I interrogated people....intimidation, I held people the tops of buildings...I even murdered, and yet you tell me seclusion is not the best way to go? I am still a monster to society, I should not be wearing this uniform right now."
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 12-Mar-22 01:56 AM
"Heinrich, we all do things we regret... I let the love of my life burn to death in front of my eyes. But seclusion only makes it worse. You bottle it up with you... those emotions... that rage."
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Ensign Heinrich Boheim | TAC BOT 12-Mar-22 02:00 AM
"No rage...just...training..orders..."
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 12-Mar-22 02:37 AM
"Heinrich, I want to help. But as a medical professional, I don't think the operation is the right choice." She had a bit of a saddened look to her face. "You need to think it through. I will perform the operation, but only with approval from the station's counsellor."
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Ensign Heinrich Boheim | TAC BOT 12-Mar-22 02:57 AM
Heinrich looked at her, his eyes spoke it all. Under all that man, under all the genetics that had been performed, was just a simple man. "Yes...Yes of course..." Heinrich stood, straightening himself out.
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 12-Mar-22 03:02 AM
She stood and led him towards the door. "Would you like to get a bite to eat? It's a bit late and I haven't eaten."
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Ensign Heinrich Boheim | TAC BOT 12-Mar-22 03:16 AM
"I was just planning on returning to my quarters to....relax." Heinrich said as he looked back at her. "Though that does seem....like an acceptable idea." He showed no more emotional destress, as if though it had been buried once again deep inside of him.
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 12-Mar-22 03:34 AM
"Heinrich, if you wan't to rest I won't be hurt by you turning down dinner."
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Ensign Heinrich Boheim | TAC BOT 12-Mar-22 03:47 AM
"How about you come to my quarters, I can replicate some Königsberger Klopse and we can drink from a bottle of Schnapps."
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 12-Mar-22 03:49 AM
She nodded with a small smile and grabbed her uniform jacket putting it on. "I would like that very much."
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Ensign Heinrich Boheim | TAC BOT 12-Mar-22 03:59 AM
"Very well. After you doctor."
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 12-Mar-22 04:03 AM
She stepped out into the main ICU. "Lead the way Sir. Heinrich... it is your place after all."
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Ensign Heinrich Boheim | TAC BOT 12-Mar-22 04:25 AM
Heinrich made his way into the corridor.
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 12-Mar-22 05:12 AM
She followed.
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 15-Mar-22 01:22 AM
She opened her office and directed Heinrich inside. "Please have a seat Ensign." She relaxed her tone a bit but was still agitated.
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Ensign Heinrich Boheim | TAC BOT 15-Mar-22 01:23 AM
Heinrich waited for her to enter as she did, he took a seat. "I see whoever that was has clearly agitated you."
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 15-Mar-22 01:24 AM
"Is that so Ensign, do those augments make you epathic as well." She said without looking at him as she searched a file case for his file.
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Ensign Heinrich Boheim | TAC BOT 15-Mar-22 01:31 AM
"No, but my senses are enhanced, and I know when someone is agitated or annoyed. I know what that reaction looks like."
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 15-Mar-22 01:38 AM
"Clearly they lack the ability to recognise sarcasm" She found the file and sat down putting it in her terminal. The normal glisten of her eyes, the jovial tone she normally expressed, weren't present. She was like a program in a holodeck. "Ensign, despite my warnings of the danger, and protesting... you still want this procedure. Knowing full well the risks." She stared at him from across the desk. 'But not knowing how much it will hurt me.' She took a moment of silence while she thought. "I don't understand it."
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Ensign Heinrich Boheim | TAC BOT 15-Mar-22 01:42 AM
"Doctor, I have for too long been a danger to society. In one way or another, if I removed my augmentations, then that risk and or danger would be removed entirely." Heinrich paused and sighed. "However, from further studies and...a very long night of drink therapy, I have considered to live with my augmentations. Instead of going forward with the procedure, I am asking that the procedure be terminated."
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 15-Mar-22 01:47 AM
She nodded, but showed no immediate sign of relief but her eyes shifted away and back for a moment as her emotions balanced. "I've done some research. And while I cannot authorise it yet nor confirm it will work, I am proposing a medicated restriction of your physical abilities." She leaned back in her chair. "I can't do anything for your senses, but we might be able restrict your strength to human levels. At least this will even some of the playing fields."
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Ensign Heinrich Boheim | TAC BOT 15-Mar-22 01:50 AM
"Doctor. As much as that sounds like an interesting development. I would like to terminate that idea as well. Without my enhanced physical abilities I cannot protect the people around me. My fellow soldiers, and the people to which I have a sense of belonging towards." There was inflection in his voice, as if that was supposed to mean something.
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 15-Mar-22 02:06 AM
She nodded and stood walking around the desk and leaning against it in front of him. She dropped her tone and the normal Odessa seemed to peak through. "Heinrich... I admire your concern for your fellow crew. However, I feel that you still are unsure."
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Ensign Heinrich Boheim | TAC BOT 15-Mar-22 02:14 AM
"As the old saying goes, I believe it was called 'YOLO' or 'You only live once'? If memory serves me correctly from what I read. I would like to spend that time being who I am, instead of trying to change myself to fit the environment around me."
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 15-Mar-22 02:33 AM
She smiled at the old Earth saying. "You are an interesting man Heinrich."
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Ensign Heinrich Boheim | TAC BOT 15-Mar-22 02:39 AM
"How so doctor? I am just like other men, just slightly better."
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 15-Mar-22 02:52 AM
She smiled. "I don't know... better is surely not my first choice of words."
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Ensign Heinrich Boheim | TAC BOT 15-Mar-22 02:56 AM
"I suppose it is the augment in me talking." Heinrich shrugged. "Is there anything else you require from me Doctor?"
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 15-Mar-22 02:57 AM
She stood from her lean and smiled. "No Ensign, that was all."
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Ensign Heinrich Boheim | TAC BOT 15-Mar-22 03:02 AM
"Very well then." Heinrich took his commbadge off, there went the universal translator. "Leutnant Odessa Steiger, in den Traditionen meines Volkes bitte ich Sie, sich mir zu einem Termin um 1800 Uhr morgen anzuschließen."
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 15-Mar-22 03:18 AM
"Höre ich das richtig? Der stoische Heinrich Boheim hat zum Abendessen gebeten?" She smiled removing her's as well. (edited)
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Ensign Heinrich Boheim | TAC BOT 15-Mar-22 03:20 AM
"Wie das Sprichwort sagt, lebt man nur einmal.."
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 15-Mar-22 03:22 AM
She stepped forward in front of him looking up at him. "Es wäre mir eine Freude, mich Ihnen anzuschließen."
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Ensign Heinrich Boheim | TAC BOT 15-Mar-22 03:23 AM
"Ausgezeichnet. Morgen um 1800 Uhr, im Holodeck 2."
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 15-Mar-22 03:25 AM
"Ich freue mich darauf." She returned her tricomm. "Well then, Ensign, you leave once again with a clean bill of health."
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Ensign Heinrich Boheim | TAC BOT 15-Mar-22 03:29 AM
"That is correct." Heinrich said, replacing his commbadge to its usual position on his uniform. "Until then." Heinrich turned in quite a military fashion as he left.
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 15-Mar-22 03:31 AM
She yelled after him as he left. "Perhaps next time you visit you will have actual medical work for me!"
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Councillor K'gartrern | NPC BOT 22-Mar-22 01:27 PM
Things were all quiet within the darkened depths of 777's ICU. It was rare that it was anything other than quiet considering the place only had one occupant at present... And especially considering how that occupant had been in a coma for quite some time now. Things in the past few days, however, had indicated that had the possibility to change. Neural scans displayed brief moments of wakefulness - no attempt to speak or much movement other than the flickering of eyelids, but it was still there. For the Klingon himself it had felt like brief moments of being able to hear before being dragged back into a comforting sleep again... And never remembering these instances even if they happened one after another. Today was going to bring an entire leap forwards, however. For any medical officers monitoring the biobed's readings it came with a sudden change in obs and neural readings -- for K'gartrern, it came with actual wakefulness. A slow breath was drawn in and breathed out in what was like a half-sigh, half-snarl; both hands slowly clenching into fists and then unclenching like an attempt to stretch. The politician couldn't remember a time when his brain had felt so much like fuzz and his body like it was being sat on by at least three targs... It seemed that he had been on some serious good stuff. Last night must have been the best night out.
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 22-Mar-22 04:15 PM
A nurse monitoring the ICU walked over from her desk calling for the Doctor.
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 22-Mar-22 04:23 PM
[D] She rushed in to the ICU grabbing her coat. “What is happening Nurse?” She immediately noticed the K12 readings above his head. His vitals had spiked ton normal levels. “He’s awake!”
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 22-Mar-22 04:55 PM
She ran some quick readings and administered a stabilising hypo before walking back out into the main sickbay.
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 22-Mar-22 05:18 PM
She opened the office and stepped in offering him a seat before sitting at her desk.
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Ensign Oskar Weber | SEC BOT 22-Mar-22 05:21 PM
He followed and then sat down "What do you need to talk about?"
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 22-Mar-22 05:24 PM
"Well... to be quite frank... you." She rested both her hands on the table in that counsellor fashion. "Yesterday, on the Eventide... you opened up... more than I think you meant to... but now it's out and I think you should finish."
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Ensign Oskar Weber | SEC BOT 22-Mar-22 05:29 PM
"I don't think you want to know anything else ma'am." He said in a more recommending tone, he didn't want to ruin this tentative friendship that he felt they had by talking about the past
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 22-Mar-22 05:31 PM
She leaned back in her chair for a moment. "Weber... yesterday, I thought I would be leaving tomorrow, never to see you or Heinrich again..." She leaned forward again. "But I'm not... and Heinrich is right... if you are gonna work through things, you do it together..."
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Ensign Oskar Weber | SEC BOT 22-Mar-22 05:33 PM
"I am glad to hear you are not leaving ma'am." He said with a nod, but he neglected to say anything on the last half of her sentence
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 22-Mar-22 05:41 PM
"Oskar, you spoke of Erin. Someone who clearly means a lot to you. I'm offering you someone to confide in. You just have to take it."
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Ensign Oskar Weber | SEC BOT 22-Mar-22 05:42 PM
"I... she was my girlfriend. A long time ago" He said with a slight strain gaining on his voice
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 22-Mar-22 05:51 PM
“Do you want to tell me what happened?”
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Ensign Oskar Weber | SEC BOT 22-Mar-22 05:54 PM
She... she uh... died... five years ago..." *He said with an awkward and strained tone
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 22-Mar-22 05:57 PM
“I’m sorry to hear that.” She genuinely was.
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Ensign Oskar Weber | SEC BOT 22-Mar-22 06:04 PM
He nodded and swallowed a lump in his throat "Yeah... She was a good woman."
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 22-Mar-22 06:08 PM
“Tell me about her. If you don’t mind?”
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Ensign Oskar Weber | SEC BOT 22-Mar-22 06:12 PM
"She was kind, knew me better than I do." He started in s slightly strained tone
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 22-Mar-22 06:16 PM
“Take your time.” She spoke in a gentle tone, giving him free control of the conversation.
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Ensign Oskar Weber | SEC BOT 22-Mar-22 06:26 PM
"I. She- she cared... she was a lot more human than I am. She was more than I deserved." He continued in the same strained tone before going silent and looking down
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 22-Mar-22 06:32 PM
“I’m sure you deserved her more then you think.”
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Ensign Oskar Weber | SEC BOT 22-Mar-22 06:35 PM
He shook his head grimly. "No... I don't. But she's gone. Can't help that. Have to move forward." He said, strained at first snd then getting a little firmer in his firmer as he changed the subject
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 22-Mar-22 06:38 PM
She nodded, satisfied that they were making progress.
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Ensign Oskar Weber | SEC BOT 22-Mar-22 06:39 PM
"Is there anything else ma'am?" He asked in a strained yet firm tone
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 22-Mar-22 06:40 PM
“For now that’s all. I would like for us to get together and talk regularly Oskar. I think it will be good for us both.”
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Ensign Oskar Weber | SEC BOT 22-Mar-22 06:42 PM
"I- alright I guess." He said in an awkward tone
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 22-Mar-22 06:47 PM
“I appreciate you coming in. Heinrich and I are going to resolve our problems, and I want to help you too.”
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Ensign Oskar Weber | SEC BOT 22-Mar-22 06:49 PM
"My problems are more than you will want to deal with. But if you insist ma'am." He said as he stood
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 22-Mar-22 06:51 PM
“It’s my responsibility as your friend to be there for you.”
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Ensign Oskar Weber | SEC BOT 22-Mar-22 06:52 PM
He nodded "I- alright. Fine."
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 22-Mar-22 06:53 PM
She stood and walked over to him. She gave him a quick hug before stepping back. “Alright, I won’t torture you any more.”
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Ensign Oskar Weber | SEC BOT 22-Mar-22 06:57 PM
He froze when she hugged him, he wasn't sure how to respond "I... would not call talking torture." He said awkwardly. 'It is and you are now lying...' he thought to himself but didn't say anything of the sorts to Odessa
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 22-Mar-22 07:00 PM
“I can see that it bothers you Oskar.”
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Ensign Oskar Weber | SEC BOT 22-Mar-22 07:01 PM
"It is just difficult. I trust you will not say anything that we talk about to Heinrich?"
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 22-Mar-22 07:07 PM
“I promise.”
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Ensign Oskar Weber | SEC BOT 22-Mar-22 07:09 PM
"Thank you..." He said with a small nod, he took a deep breath
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 22-Mar-22 07:18 PM
“You are dismissed Oskar.”
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Ensign Oskar Weber | SEC BOT 22-Mar-22 07:19 PM
He nodded and quickly left
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 22-Mar-22 07:26 PM
She spoke to herself. “Well, that went well.”
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Ensign Heinrich Boheim | TAC BOT 23-Mar-22 02:21 AM
[D] As Odessa was sitting in her office, a knock could be heard coming from the door.
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 23-Mar-22 02:22 AM
She looked up to the door, clearly unable to see who it was through the solid door. "Come in!"
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Ensign Heinrich Boheim | TAC BOT 23-Mar-22 02:24 AM
There was no response, after a minute no one had come through the door.
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 23-Mar-22 02:25 AM
Like any doctor, she had to assume someone could have needed help, so she stood and went to the door, opening it.
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Ensign Heinrich Boheim | TAC BOT 23-Mar-22 02:26 AM
The lights in the room had been lowered, and a figure from the shadows grabbed her, lowering her down and kissing her.
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 23-Mar-22 02:37 AM
She was suddenly swept off her feet, feeling almost weightless in his arms. Her eyes adjusted to the darkness as he began to become visible in front of her eyes. She wrapped her arms around him pulling him deeper into the kiss. "I.. Heinrich..."
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Ensign Heinrich Boheim | TAC BOT 23-Mar-22 02:39 AM
"Well you did make me promise." Heinrich said before being pulled deeper into the kiss.
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 23-Mar-22 02:50 AM
She simply smiled and allowed herself to collapse into his embrace.
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Ensign Heinrich Boheim | TAC BOT 23-Mar-22 02:53 AM
After a few minutes. Heinrich stood up straight, straightening them both out. "Computer, lights."
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 23-Mar-22 02:57 AM
She stood stunned for a moment but it didn't last long before she was hugging him tighter than was conceivably possible for her small size. "Thank Olympus you are alright." She stepped back holding him by the arms looking him over... "You would tell me if you were hurt right?"
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Ensign Heinrich Boheim | TAC BOT 23-Mar-22 03:01 AM
"Yes of course, the only injury I suffered was a dislocated hand, but that was due to me in the gym earlier with one of the tactical personnel. I have resolved the issue though."
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 23-Mar-22 03:05 AM
"Did you solve it, or did one of my Med Techs solve it?" She gave him a concerned look.
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Ensign Heinrich Boheim | TAC BOT 23-Mar-22 03:07 AM
"I have had many dislocated body parts in my time. So I fixed it on my own."
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 23-Mar-22 03:12 AM
She chuckled and playfully manoeuvred him to the couch. "Well, doctors orders are you to be pampered..."
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Ensign Heinrich Boheim | TAC BOT 23-Mar-22 03:20 AM
"That apparently seems acceptable at this moment as I am currently off duty."
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 23-Mar-22 03:26 AM
She gently forced him to sit on the couch, she sat down across his lap and took his hand, gently rubbing it as she did in fact examine it medically despite the circumstance.
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Ensign Heinrich Boheim | TAC BOT 23-Mar-22 03:31 AM
Heinrich sat, but he watched her mess with his hand. He was not accustomed to this, but he let her. "Is my hand alright for you doctor?"
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 23-Mar-22 03:46 AM
She smiled and massaged the joints in his wrist. "It will be. I wish you would have come to me first."
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Ensign Heinrich Boheim | TAC BOT 23-Mar-22 03:54 AM
"There was no need to, I can fix smaller injuries on my own. I have medical training of sorts."
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 23-Mar-22 04:00 AM
"There is always a need to see your friendly neighbourhood doctor." She set his hand down on her lap and wrapped her arms around him. "Besides, who would give you lollipops for being a good patient?"
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Ensign Heinrich Boheim | TAC BOT 23-Mar-22 04:03 AM
Heinrich chuckled lightly "Back I'm the field...instead of lollipops I would get packs of cigarettes."
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 23-Mar-22 04:05 AM
She chuckled playing with his hair. "Well, sorry for you I don't have cigarettes... or lollipops... so I can offer you two choices... a kiss... oh who am I kidding... there's only one choice...
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Ensign Heinrich Boheim | TAC BOT 23-Mar-22 04:07 AM
"It would be the most acceptable response in this situation."
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 23-Mar-22 04:09 AM
She smiled at the remark but gave him a quick kiss. "You must have a lot of experience in this situation?"
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Ensign Heinrich Boheim | TAC BOT 23-Mar-22 11:53 AM
She smiled at the remark but gave him a quick kiss. "You must have a lot of experience in this situation?"
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 23-Mar-22 12:02 PM
“You would be surprised how hard it is to find me too love.” She gently brushed his hair with her fingers.. “But my door is always open.”
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 23-Mar-22 12:13 PM
A nurse knocked on the door frame. “Sorry to umm… disturb you doctor… the counselors neural patterns have increased.” Odessa nodded and the nurse left. She turned back to look at him. “Told you… can’t catch a break.”
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Ensign Heinrich Boheim | TAC BOT 23-Mar-22 12:17 PM
"It seems you have work to attend to." Heinrich nodded as he stoop.
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 23-Mar-22 12:21 PM
“Nope, the nurse knows what to do.” She pulled him back down.
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Ensign Heinrich Boheim | TAC BOT 23-Mar-22 12:26 PM
Heinrich was pulled back down with a rather loud thud.
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 23-Mar-22 12:41 PM
“You can’t escape that easily…”
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Ensign Heinrich Boheim | TAC BOT 23-Mar-22 12:43 PM
"Would you prefer I try other methods of escape?"
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 23-Mar-22 12:48 PM
“Oh no… there is no escape… no point in trying.” She smiled.
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Ensign Heinrich Boheim | TAC BOT 23-Mar-22 12:57 PM
"Very well, I suppose I will have to use other forms of persuasion." Heinrich leaned over and kissed her.
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 23-Mar-22 01:04 PM
She reached over from the kiss, trying to locate the button panel on her desk. She found it and pressed a button closing the office doors. “If I didn’t know better I would say you don’t want to leave.”
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Ensign Heinrich Boheim | TAC BOT 23-Mar-22 01:17 PM
"There are other forms of persuasion then going through a locked door." Heinrich kissed her again.
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 23-Mar-22 01:28 PM
“Then perhaps you shall teach me your ways.” She leaned into him till they fell laying in the couch, where she lay on top of him. “Persuade me…” She said it like a challenge.
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Ensign Heinrich Boheim | TAC BOT 23-Mar-22 01:33 PM
Heinrich slowly wrapped his arms around her, kissing her again. "There isn't much to teach."
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Lt. Cdr. Vialara Dreaxa | MED BOT 23-Mar-22 01:37 PM
Wandering into the ICU, she glanced around looking for the young lieutenant who she had saw come in here earlier. "Lieutenant Steiger, are you in here? I've come to check on how the councillor is doing, the Klingons are requesting another update."
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 23-Mar-22 01:44 PM
She sat up and looked to the door. “Pardon me love… the warden has arrived.” She dragged her hand from his as she walked over to the door opening it. “Good Afternoon Commander. How might I assist you?”
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Ensign Heinrich Boheim | TAC BOT 23-Mar-22 01:46 PM
*Heinrich had recognized the voice from before. He stood from the couch. He didn't want to get in trouble after all. *Augments don't get in trouble.**
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Lt. Cdr. Vialara Dreaxa | MED BOT 23-Mar-22 01:47 PM
"Sorry to interrupt... Whatever it is you've got going on in here. The Klingons are requesting another update on the Councillors condition, has there been any observed changes in his state?"
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 23-Mar-22 02:23 PM
She turned slightly pink. She nodded and spoke up. “Approximately 20 minutes ago he experienced a jump in neural activity. I anticipate him waking up in the next few days. Vitals have remained stable.”
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Lt. Cdr. Vialara Dreaxa | MED BOT 23-Mar-22 04:31 PM
"That's good to hear. I thought he was awake yesterday? Or am I misremembering?" She said as she ran a finger through the side of her hair. "I'll be sure and tell the Klingons that his condition is improving." Glancing back at the ICU "I forgot to mention earlier, but thanks to yourself and Lieutenant M'ow for cleaning up the ICU, I'm not sure who it was who decided to put the new equipment in here. But thanks for getting this place sorted for me. I appreciate all the extra help you put in, especially with the staffing issues."
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 23-Mar-22 04:57 PM
“He is conscious but he is not awake.” She responded dryly. “As for the cleaning and the staffing… that is my job… would it not be prudent to perform it?”
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Lt. Cdr. Vialara Dreaxa | MED BOT 23-Mar-22 05:02 PM
"Well it's everyone's job to keep the medbay clean, but some people aren't performing it as well as others, obviously. I just thought I'd show my thanks. I'll let you get back to work." She nodded and headed out of the ICU.
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 23-Mar-22 05:09 PM
She walked over to a biobed sitting down, resting her arm on her knees. She looked over at the Klingon and then back down at her hands. She took her combadge and rolled it between her fingers.
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Ensign Heinrich Boheim | TAC BOT 23-Mar-22 05:11 PM
Heinrich emerged after a few minutes. "What did the commander want?"
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 23-Mar-22 05:15 PM
She didn't look at him, she just kept spinning her commbadge. She spoke dryly in response. "A wellfare check..."
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Ensign Heinrich Boheim | TAC BOT 23-Mar-22 05:16 PM
Heinrich walked over to her, putting his hand on her shoulder. "You alright?"
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 23-Mar-22 05:17 PM
"I will be..."
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Ensign Heinrich Boheim | TAC BOT 23-Mar-22 05:19 PM
"Talk to me."
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 23-Mar-22 05:25 PM
"What is there to say..."
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Ensign Heinrich Boheim | TAC BOT 23-Mar-22 05:30 PM
"You are down, you're spinning your commbadge. Plus you are not looking at me. Clearly you are hiding something the doctor said."
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 23-Mar-22 05:32 PM
"I made a mistake Heinrich." The commadge came to a sudden stop as she put her finger in front of it. "I let my personal life interfere with my professional life and duties."
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Ensign Heinrich Boheim | TAC BOT 23-Mar-22 05:37 PM
"Are you referring to my presence here in sickbay and our earlier interaction."
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 23-Mar-22 05:41 PM
She didn't say anything, she just sat staring at her reflection in the gold delta.
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Ensign Heinrich Boheim | TAC BOT 23-Mar-22 05:41 PM
"Talk to me Odessa....we did say we would work out together."
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 23-Mar-22 05:42 PM
"There's nothing to talk about... I made a mistake..."
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Ensign Heinrich Boheim | TAC BOT 23-Mar-22 05:44 PM
"Do you wish for me to leave?"
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 23-Mar-22 05:49 PM
"No... I was just about to leave anyway." She stood from the bed and set her commbadge on the nurses desk, exiting to the corridor.
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Ensign Heinrich Boheim | TAC BOT 23-Mar-22 05:59 PM
"I will...walk with you."
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 23-Mar-22 06:00 PM
"If you wish..."
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 31-Mar-22 06:59 AM
[D] She entered from the corridor and went over to the 'Nurses Station' and signed in for the night shift. The lights remained dim and she muttered about doing mundane tasks to pass the time.
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 31-Mar-22 07:49 PM
She walked over to check on the Klingon counsellor.
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Councillor K'gartrern | NPC BOT 31-Mar-22 07:59 PM
Steiger had picked a rather good time to head over. While most days had been the same - waking and being aware for brief moments of time before sliding back into unawareness again - those bouts of wakefulness had been getting longer and characterised by more movement; the outstretching of a hand, the brief opening of his eyes. Today things felt far more clear: less like his brain had been replaced by mush and more like he was piecing things together. He had worked out, for example, that this was not some Klingon mansion - this was some form of medical facility, and what had caused him to feel as though he couldn't moved wasn't some sort of Klingon party drug, it was presumably a sort of sedative that they had been continually giving him. Things were clearer today, it felt less like he couldn't comprehend anything -- and as he managed to discern the sound of footsteps getting closer, he managed to grumble out something in what was distinctly Klingon-sounding, just rather hoarse.
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 31-Mar-22 08:04 PM
She walked up to the bed and picked up the PADD next to the bed. She reviewed the nurses reports from the previous days. "Good Morning Councillor, How are you feeling?" She took a tricorder reading as she spoke.
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Councillor K'gartrern | NPC BOT 31-Mar-22 08:15 PM
There was another very vague grumble that wasn't particularly discernible. He stopped, breathing out in a low snarl of frustration, before clearing his throat and trying again. His voice was still hoarse - but this time, it was coherent enough for the universal translator to pick up as Klingon and translate. "Like... I was mauled by a targ." The Councillor's gaze then slid sideways from the ceiling to look at Odessa beside him, slowly coming to offer a grin. "How are ...you?"
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 31-Mar-22 08:44 PM
"Well, better then you it would seem." She smiled, as she reached for a hypo of Animazine Derivative. "Well, good news is... I'm gonna stop sedating you..." She gently took his forearm and pressed the hypo to his brachial artery.
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Councillor K'gartrern | NPC BOT 31-Mar-22 09:09 PM
K'gartrern couldn't help but chuckle at that. It was a low, rumbling sound interspersed with dull coughing right now - but somehow, it still gave the impression that normally, he had the sort of rumbling guffaw that could shake the walls of a room. "I would much appreciate that, Qel... I feel I have spent too many days feeling as though my brain was replaced by unlively gagh. Whatever your sedatives are, they are strong... People would like it in the Klingon Empire. For recreational purposes, of course," he then added with another wheezy chuckle.
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 31-Mar-22 09:13 PM
"I hate to ruin your interpretation, but that was our dullest of sedatives..." She set the hypo down and reviewed the K-12 monitors and when she was satisfied with her readings looked back at the Klingon. "You've been here longer then I've worked here. I'm Doctor. Steiger, I'll be looking after you until you return to your duties."
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Councillor K'gartrern | NPC BOT 31-Mar-22 09:18 PM
That hadn't been the sort of statement he was expecting (although he wasn't sure what to expect in general, still feeling somewhat addled.) If that had been their weakest sedative - he had probably taken stronger at parties on Qo'noS - then that meant the haze and sluggishness and feeling like his body was made of lead was just him. Every time he had woken he had tried to take stock of exactly how he felt, what seemed to have been injured and what wasn't, but it seemed impossible each time. "Then I would like to enquire how long you have worked here..." He squinted slightly, thinking. "...And perhaps if you could remind me what happened for me to be in the medical wing of some form of Starfleet craft?"
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 31-Mar-22 09:36 PM
"Let's take it slow." She pulled up a stool. "You are on board Federation Starbase 777. You were here for the PACT Galactica." She pulled up his records. "There was an explosion, you took a great portion of the impact."
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Councillor K'gartrern | NPC BOT 31-Mar-22 10:22 PM
"PACT Galactica..." He muttered, taking a moment to let the pieces fall into place. He had been going for a tour, that was right... And- He huffed out a short exhale at a sudden realisation, seemingly more concerned with it than with whatever had happened to him. "They were meant to be performing the premier of a new Klingon opera. I was looking forward to that."
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 31-Mar-22 10:33 PM
"Perhaps they will make up for it." She smiled and made some notes about the Klingon's responsiveness to the conversation. "What's important is you are alive."
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Narrator BOT 31-Mar-22 10:41 PM
Next to the Councillor's bed was a tin filled with chilled, homemade Gagh from the chef he was talking to when the explosion went off.
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 31-Mar-22 10:43 PM
She noticed the tin and realised she forgot to ask if he was hungry. "Would you like something to eat? It seems you have a special treat here..."
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Councillor K'gartrern | NPC BOT 31-Mar-22 10:51 PM
"Being alive is what matters..." He stated, and offered a slow shake of his head to the latter part of what she said but still offered an amused smile either way. "Not right now, thank you -- although it is nice to know that someone was thinking of me. I was beginning to wonder if my friends upon Qo'noS had abandoned me here -" it was a joke, characterised by a grin that displayed what were more pointed fangs than teeth, but it did bring up a good point. Why exactly was he here instead of Qo'noS? "-So I appreciate that I have been remembered."
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 31-Mar-22 11:30 PM
She laughed. "How could you be forgotten... you've been here for weeks... You were starting to become a decoration." She stood and walked to the foot of the bed. "And the Klingon Council... well they check on you almost every Earth hour..."
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Councillor K'gartrern | NPC BOT 01-Apr-22 12:00 AM
"So they have been as demanding to you as they normally are to me," he replied, grin never fading. For someone who had almost died, been in a coma for two months, and was still relatively mangled and not recovered, the man was in high spirits. Supposedly, he was just like that all of the time. "I believe I know why they chose for me to remain here instead of taking me back to Qo'noS. Other Klingons would have believed my fate was sealed. As much as I look to join the halls of sto-vo-kor one day, I feel that I have more of a life to live-" he gave Steiger a firm nod (as best he could), even if it felt like it made his brain wobble inside of his skull. "-And for that, I am thankful to you."
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 01-Apr-22 12:12 AM
"Don't be, I just watch over you. Dr. Dreaxa is more to thank. And trust me... I'm just as surprised they haven't requested us give you back."
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Councillor K'gartrern | NPC BOT 01-Apr-22 12:32 AM
"As I say... Had I been sent back, it would likely have been that I was being sent back to die. Our views are not the same when it comes to the medical field - and our technology is not as advanced. I likely would have been left to die, whether that be counted as an honourable death or not. I have a feeling that a friend must have petitioned the Council: as one of those few legitimately-interested KDF medical officers, they can be... Persuasive." For a moment he was quiet - resting his voice perhaps, or slowly taking in the fact that while he very much felt as though he had taken the brunt of an explosion, he was still alive. He made a fist with both hands and unfurled them slowly, as if testing that he could. "And I am glad. There is so much more in our world to experience first."
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 01-Apr-22 12:34 AM
"Well I am glad that you are here getting better."
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 01-Apr-22 02:22 AM
"Well, I must get back to my other duties. Just push that button if you need me." She gestured to a red call button beside the bed before returning to the nurses desk.
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Pr. Lt. Vanessa Appenzeller | NPC BOT 01-Apr-22 06:45 AM
Vanessa waltzed into the room hoping she wouldn't be magically poofed again. She walked over to the nurses station. "Whatcha doing Dess?"
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 01-Apr-22 06:47 AM
She looked up from the desk. "I'm working Vanessa. Something you could get used to."
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Pr. Lt. Vanessa Appenzeller | NPC BOT 01-Apr-22 06:51 AM
She leaned on the desk. "Such a boring soul Aunt Dess. It's my time off... otherwise Dagis would be on the prowl..."
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 01-Apr-22 06:56 AM
Her glare snapped to her. "Vanessa! So etwas können Sie nicht sagen!" (Vanessa! You can not say such things!)
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Pr. Lt. Vanessa Appenzeller | NPC BOT 01-Apr-22 07:00 AM
"Oh you and Auntie Angel were always soooo boring..." She had slurred her speech and was barely able to stand while leaning.
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 01-Apr-22 07:00 AM
She stood and walked around the desk to her niece. "You are drunk... return to your quarters or I will call security..."
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Pr. Lt. Vanessa Appenzeller | NPC BOT 01-Apr-22 07:02 AM
She waved her hand at her aunt turning away to the door. "Yeah yeah... I know the drill..." She disappeared through the door.
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Lt. JG. Vincent Ferrufino | MED BOT 01-Apr-22 08:01 PM
It was with quiet footsteps that he walked into the darkened ICU, arrival only being noticeable by the sound of the doors opening and closing as he walked inside just enough to allow them to shut again. It was with a whisper that he spoke, cautious of disturbing either the ward's current occupant or anyone presently working. Glancing over to the area which housed the work stations, he gave a brief wave and started making his way over. "Hey, sorry to bother you - I was wondering if you had happened to see the pharmacist recently? They seem to have vanished, but it's a pretty urgent case-" he gestured towards the doors then, "-and everyone out there is occupied, so I couldn't ask them."
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 01-Apr-22 08:06 PM
She was only slightly startled by the hissing of the doors but she looked up from the nurses station to see a rather recognizable face. She spoke with a soft and gentle tone matching his whisper. “Good afternoon counselor… I umm haven’t seen the pharmacist no. Perhaps I could assist you?” Through her whisper her accent was still quite strong but hopefully he would understand her. (edited)
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Lt. JG. Vincent Ferrufino | MED BOT 01-Apr-22 08:11 PM
It seemed that his reputation as a counsellor preceded him. He could presume that he had seen this medical officer - presumably one of the intensivists - around the medical bay already but just never spoken to her... But when he thought about it, even though the dim light she did seem somewhat familiar. He definitely must have seen her around. "Ah, no, but thank you -- I just need to chase up a submitted patient prescription that hasn't been completed, that's all. I'm hazarding a guess that it got lost in the system somewhere."
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 01-Apr-22 08:15 PM
“I could look it up for you?” She offered. “It’s okay, it’s within my duties.”
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Lt. JG. Vincent Ferrufino | MED BOT 01-Apr-22 08:18 PM
"Oh, well-" the offer was there, he might as well take it considering this officer had been kind enough to volunteer. "-Only if you have a moment, but it would be appreciated - even if just to see if it definitely went through. It's under the name Preston, Isla. I just need pharmacy to confirm and authorise; right now she still can't replicate the prescription at all, so I know they haven't added it to the parameters on her file."
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 01-Apr-22 08:20 PM
She turned to the nurses terminal and signed in. “Computer, access pharmaceutical records for Isla Preston.”
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Lt. JG. Vincent Ferrufino | MED BOT 01-Apr-22 08:26 PM
Deciding that lingering to the side of the room wasn't the most efficient right now, he paced the rest of the way across so he could look upon the console as well - but stepping closer to the medical officer (whose name he still hadn't gathered) had him hit with a very strange sense of déjà vu. He tried to convince himself that he had just seen her around the medical bay, that was all... But some steadily-progressing sense of anxiety was telling him that there was more to it than that. Instead of asking, he focussed his attention on the console. He was just being stupid - wound up from events earlier in the day, surely. "Input in 2410, input in 2411... There, 2412. It has gone through - they just haven't gotten to it yet. ...I suppose pharmacy are just as short staffed as the rest of us."
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 01-Apr-22 08:28 PM
She looked up from the terminal to the counsellor. In the dim lights he looked more familiar then he did upon entry. She couldn't put a hold on it. "I umm, I can have a temporary prescription delivered to them for now..." She had lost focus on her task trying to determine the strange resemblance this man had.
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Lt. JG. Vincent Ferrufino | MED BOT 01-Apr-22 08:40 PM
"That would be much appreciated if you could, thank you..." Vince replied, although he had noticed how the woman had trailed off. It almost seemed as if she was just as confused as he was, and that only served to provide fuel to the fire for that paranoia of his that something wasn't quite normal here. He was quite certain that her face and her voice were familiar for some sort of bad reason - and perhaps Steiger felt the same. The bags beneath his eyes were more pronounced, the white patches to both sides of his hair new, but the voice and accent was still the same and it was still very much him. "I - I'm sorry if this is an odd question, ma'am: but have we met before?`"
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 01-Apr-22 08:44 PM
She send the commands via the terminal and returned her gaze to him. "I, I was about to ask you the same. We are roommates but even still I've only seen you in passing." She analysed him from her seat. There was no doubt in her mind she knew him... well perhaps a younger him. "I feel though, that we met much earlier then that."
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Lt. JG. Vincent Ferrufino | MED BOT 01-Apr-22 08:56 PM
"Oh - of course we are!" He laughed at that, and shook his head, but the laugh still had a dash of nervousness to it and Steiger's end statement only served to set him more on edge. He had seen her name on the plaque at their quarters, but they always seemed to be in at different times. Steiger. Odessa Steiger. Odessa... Vince had thought it was a rare name, one that he had recognised... And as the pieces began to click together, he could feel his heart beginning to race. Of course it hadn't clicked before. She was missing part of her surname. It had been Steiger-Appenzeller before: a name he had tried to forget, and one that he hadn't been able to. The realisation hit him like a ton of bricks. It was very lucky that the lighting was dark, otherwise you may well have caught the way the colour drained from his face, leaving him looking more ashen than anything. They did know one another from before. Oh, Dios, they did. This was not good. This was not good. This was not- "I - I should-" Typical that he tripped over his words when all he wanted was to convey that he should very much leave, and preferably before Steiger-half-missing-surname came to the same realisation that he just did. Frantically leaving bad situations seemed to be the thing of the day. He had already taken a couple of steps backwards before speaking again. "I should let you get back to your work. Thank you, for your time, really-"
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 01-Apr-22 08:59 PM
"Is something wrong counsellor?" She wasn't as quick to convey the connection, she only recognised a face, she had no name to connect the dots. She stood from the desk walking around towards him.
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Lt. JG. Vincent Ferrufino | MED BOT 01-Apr-22 09:06 PM
"No, no, not at all," he replied very swiftly after drawing in a sharp inhale. If it hadn't been for him being very well trained in forcing yourself back to neutrality in tough situations, then otherwise he would have seemed like far more of an anxious wreck right now. He breathed out slowly and held his hands together in front of himself, fingers lacing together tightly as he very much tried to ignore how he could practically hear the pounding of his own heart in his ears. "I've just taken up too much of your time, that's all - I appreciate you must be very busy here."
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 01-Apr-22 09:09 PM
"Busy? Not really..." She noticed him get rather tense physically, but emotionally semi relax... she might not be an empath, but she could read body language. "You are nervous, why?"
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Lt. JG. Vincent Ferrufino | MED BOT 01-Apr-22 09:17 PM
What was better: leaving and having her eventually come to the realisation later anyway, or just owning up and telling her now? The former was conditional; she might not remember at all... But if she did, was it fair to have left her to work it out when he clearly already had -- and imagine the torment which would come from that. He needed to think more like a counsellor and less like a nervous wreck... And so that's what he did, drawing in another slow inhale as if to steel himself, and practically letting his persona slide into that only-partial guise considering how that diplomatic counselling persona of his may well just be him now. "I will admit, ma'am, that I am -- because I do believe you are correct that we have met one another before, but I fear it was under circumstances that neither of us would wish to talk about." (edited)
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 01-Apr-22 09:24 PM
So she was correct, she knew this man... and judging by his response... he seemed very uncomfortable with the idea. "Well you of all people counsellor very well know that now I very much wish to know." She leaned back against the nurses station, folding her arms in front of her. She was sure he wasn't going to budge, so she still made an attempt to figure it out. "Counsellor... where were you stationed before Starbase 777? Perhaps we shared a previous assignment?" She knew it was false, this was her first Starfleet posting, but she had a suspicion nagging at her.
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Lt. JG. Vincent Ferrufino | MED BOT 01-Apr-22 09:38 PM
"Earth Spacedock," he answered quite truthfully. He had wound up working there part time while attending lecturers on counselling and psychiatry with the other half of his time, all just so he could retrain. Before that, however, had been the USS Sinoussi... One of the medical fleet's dedicated response ships, and one that had responded to an incident on Mars around four years ago. Everyone always expected the worst from incident on Mars -- they were all so paranoid following the attack on Utopia Planitia which had left the planet burning for years. This incident had hardly been of the same scale... But it had still been bad - and the worst of it had belonged to the woman stood in front of him. Vince could all but see the flickering of amber flames casting shadows up the walls, taste the smoke, hear the deafening whirring of equipment as they cut through the debris... And then he could feel his hands upon Steiger's upper arms - himself to the left, a Security officer to the right- as they all but dragged Steiger away from the one who they would later find out was her wife. What good would concealing the truth be. She would work it out eventually - and then, concealing it would have made it even worse. His tone dropped, voice solemn. "We know one another from Mars, ma'am."
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 01-Apr-22 09:44 PM
Her expression immediately fell, and though it wasn't real, a knife removed from her heart, renewing a closed wound. "Mars...?" Her accent became choked as she looked back at this man, his features morphing into that of a younger Doctor... one she could clearly recognise... "You.. you were there? You...you were part of the rescue party... you-" She froze... he was the one who pulled her away... the one who didn't think twice... he... her hands had become clenched, as she tried with every ounce of strength not to lunge at this man...
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Lt. JG. Vincent Ferrufino | MED BOT 01-Apr-22 09:56 PM
"I told you," he spoke gently but still with that somewhat sombre tone, slowly raising a hand as if in a gesture of calm. It didn't take a Betazoid to sense the very sudden tension in the air, or to analyse the way that Steiger's posture had changed. "That it isn't something that either of us would wish to talk about... But it would be unfair to keep that from you. You deserve to know... And if you should wish to talk about it, then-" Then what? He would talk about it? It was the last thing that he wanted to do. Mars and Luven were long behind him and they had been long since worked through - until now, when PACT Galactica had brought everything to the surface again. "-Then I would listen."
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 01-Apr-22 10:04 PM
She looked up at him with disbelief. Ah yes, playing the counsellor... I'll be there when you need me. "The same way you listened to my wife's screams for help... with deaf ears!?"
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Lt. JG. Vincent Ferrufino | MED BOT 01-Apr-22 10:14 PM
Vince couldn't help but shake his head before running a hand across his face in exasperation. Of course she was angry. No, not angry, she was desolate; and she had every right to be. But how did they fix this? How did they de-escalate, how did they reconcile? How did he fix this when he had been one of the team who left Steiger's wife to die? "We both know... How it works. We've both done the training. She was trapped, and the doors had to be sealed. Reviewing the situation in training does not make it any easier... But sometimes, it has to be one person to save the rest." It was a horrid statement, one that had crossed the line of counselling into that of sheer protocol - but what else could he say? What else could he do but reiterate that Steiger would know it had been a necessity... That she knew they didn't ignore her wife's pleas. They had left her because they had to. (edited)
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 01-Apr-22 10:23 PM
"Oh save me the mantra..." She paced about the room refusing to look at him... she knew the procedure... she knew it more then any... but it was unfair... unfair to her... unfair to her family. "I sat through days of legal hearings... I heard the verdict..." She made a gesture resembling a rainbow above her head. "Civilian Doctor Lost In Mars Explosion... Awarded civilian honours by Starfleet! Do those honours change the fact that she is dead! NO!" She collapsed to the floor in front of one of the biobeds in tears. "She was right there! I had her! I could have saved her!"
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Lt. JG. Vincent Ferrufino | MED BOT 01-Apr-22 10:33 PM
"No, you couldn't have." It was such an awful thing to reiterate, but it was true. Slowly he pivoted, watching Steiger pace before slumping to the floor against the base of one of the biobeds. "And you know that you couldn't have. How many times have you played it over in your head? How many times have you thought you could do something, just because you were there? But then logically you know there was nothing you could do. You know that she was pinned, and that you had no time, and-" It was lucky that Vince was was cut off by the sound of both of their commbadges chirping a specific high tone simultaneously - he was well aware that this conversation was swiftly derailing, and it was largely because of himself. Staying quiet, he scratched at the back of one hand while he waited for the second acknowledgement tone that someone had picked up the job, waited, waited... And when no second tone came he tapped his commbadge (perhaps a little more aggressively than he should), once again taking another bloody physical medicine job himself. "I'll deal with it," he stated and was already stalking about the door while the commbadge relayed the automated message - 'Patient: M'ow, Hsarr. Location: GP wing, sickbay'...
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 01-Apr-22 10:36 PM
She stood and brushed herself off. She wasn't composed yet but she grabbed a Physician Medkit and a tricorder. "I'm coming, it's my responsibility." She followed him to General Practice.
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 12-Apr-22 09:26 AM
[D] After a night of drowning in hot cocoa and depression she sat at the nurses station banging her head against the wall behind her chair humming "All of the Stars."
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 12-Apr-22 12:09 PM
Finishing her song she replicates a bowl of Chicken Noodle Soup and eats at the nurses desk surrounded by about 13 empty cups of cocoa...
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 13-Apr-22 02:09 PM
[D] Finishing her shift she handed the desk over to a incoming charge nurse and made her wait out.
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Lt. JG. Odessa Steiger | MED BOT 22-Apr-22 09:55 PM
[D] As I forgot where I was... Odessa entered the ICU singing "Home" by Edward Sharpe. "Oh, home, let me come home, Home is wherever I'm with you, Oh, home, let me come home, Home is wherever I'm with you..."
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Narrator BOT 27-May-22 09:35 PM
Dagis was laying on a biobed in the ICU as a precaution as her injuries could’ve been far worse, and the staff didn’t want her to strain anything for now. Security had come in to guard her, as per what you’d expect for a Section agent.
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Lt. JG. Jericho Giles | SEC BOT 28-May-22 03:57 PM
And having replaced the two existing Security officers not too long later was Giles. It didn't take long for rumour to spread (especially considering how he worked on the same deck as the brig,) and as soon as he had heard what had happened to Dagis he had headed for the medical bay. It wasn't as though he was busy doing anything else - in fact he had swiftly found that he was rather useless during this crisis, having briefly messed around with the comms system to see if he could get restore it to full operational status again before realising that there was an actual comms officer also on the job. Not wanting to get in their way, he had stopped, and eventually found his way here. Him not having anything to do had actually helped to encourage the other two officers to relinquish the duty of standing guard. Surely they had better things to do, what with a whole multitude of civilians causing a fuss, and it wasn't as if he was doing anything else... So the two had left, leaving him there to guard Dagis instead. It was sat to the right of Dagis's biobed that he had remained since; one leg crossed over the other, PADD balanced upon one knee as he idly worked through a handful of CRCO sudoku puzzles just for something to do. While the previous two officers had seemed both bored and uncomfortable with the surroundings they were presently in, Giles had no qualms about being here at all. Medical bays were practically a second home to him and in truth it was probably safer here than it was anywhere else on the station right now - a multitude of decks had lights flickering, but here, the lights remained off. As he sat there he couldn't help but wonder if those officers had been here to guard other people from Dagis (i.e., to stop her from doing anything when she awoke,) or if they were protecting her from somewhere else. Apparently her attacker had been a completely random Nausicaan, but what if there was more to it than that? Giles couldn't help but wonder.
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Dagis | CIV BOT 28-May-22 04:16 PM
Dagis, naturally, was blissfully unaware of Jericho's presence next to her, as she lay in her biobed wearing a 25th century hospital gown. The Ferengi was unconscious due to her surgery, potentially getting more sleep than she had naturally been able to recently thanks to hundreds of thoughts going through her mind. It was only after the Trill had been sat next to her for almost two hours that she finally started coming to. She was quite restless up until the point she opened her eyes, slowly to start with, but very quickly opening them wide and glancing around at the unfamiliar room, lifting her head a little in the process. Panic started to set in, her heartrate and breathing getting quicker and her body getting more tense until she caught a glance of the man sat next to her. Upon seeing Giles, and knowing it was him, Dagis calmed down again, knowing she was somewhere safe, despite not actually knowing where the hell she was. Her only possible guess was a medical facility, which meant she wasn't dead. Alive was good. She put her head back down for a moment, sighing with relief, but also a degree of tiredness, before looking back over to Jericho. "Hey..." The woman greeted quietly as she made eye contact, still feeing a bit out of it, but not enough to where it would impede her ability to at least say hello to the man that had, so far, been nothing but nice to her. As it was, she already knew he didn't have to be here right now, but that he had clearly chosen to be. That meant a lot to her. (edited)
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Lt. JG. Jericho Giles | SEC BOT 28-May-22 05:28 PM
It was only at the sound of the biobed's readings suddenly picking up - accompanied by a whole ton of beeping from the machine - that Giles realised Dagis had awoken. In an instant his attention had snapped away from the PADD and was upon Dagis instead. He almost might have looked ominous with those flickering eyes looking towards Dagis through the dark of the medical bay, but at least the glowing Trill spots confirmed who it was. "Oh, wait, you probably shouldn't move-" was his first statement, reaching out a hand in reassurance but then hesitating before actually stopping the Ferengi, afraid of hurting her. It wasn't as though a hand on her arm would do any damage considering it was the chest that she had received that stab-wound to, but still; you couldn't be too cautious. Instead he waited, giving her a moment to lay back and calm down -- and when after a moment she spoke, he couldn't help but smile. "Good morning - or, that being said, good whatever time of day it is. How do you feel..?"
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Dagis | CIV BOT 28-May-22 05:42 PM
It admittedly took Dagis a good few seconds to process what Jericho said to her, but once she had she responded. "To be honest, I feel like shit..." The woman responded honestly. Her injury was causing discomfort despite it being healed, her mind was only now starting to properly recall what had happened, and on top of all of that she was tired. "But I suppose it's normal to feel that way after you had a blade go through your chest." She added meekly. The Ferengi's behaviour as a whole was quite different from how she had been during her previous interaction with the Trill. She was quiet, calm, speaking without falling over her words, and above all else not crying, which was more than prominent the last time they spoke. "I... Don't really remember anything after I was transported here. I barely even remember being transported here... I'm going to go out on a limb and assume I had surgery of some sort." Dagis said in a somewhat light-hearted tone, or at least lighter than how she had been previously.
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Lt. JG. Jericho Giles | SEC BOT 28-May-22 06:29 PM
"I would be surprised if you didn't feel awful considering how you, as you say, were stabbed in the chest," the Trill stated, regarding Dagis with a look that seemed to be half-amusement, half-concern. "It's something that I really wouldn't advise, I mean -- I wouldn't advise getting stabbed anywhere in the first place, but your chest... Generally contains important things that should not be stabbed." It was obvious in the way he spoke that the vague jests were an attempt to distract Dagis from everything else: considering how she had gone from mental torment one day to physical torment the next, Giles figured that she could be doing with anything but thinking about all of that just now. The only issue was that he wasn't very good at the half-hearted jokes, and Dagis had asked about the following, so... "I only know what I've been told by that surgeon, but apparently you were transported directly here from the brig. And yes, there was some sort of surgery; but they said it was a swift job, and that thankfully your Nausicaan friend had managed to avoid mangling you entirely. Not to say that you're mangled even somewhat, but- Oh, you know what I mean."
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Dagis | CIV BOT 28-May-22 07:11 PM
Dagis nodded slightly in response to Jericho's comments on vital organs, appreciating just how lucky she was to have somehow avoided anything serious, and again nodded slightly when the Trill mentioned the surgery being swift, which was always a good thing. It was when the man in front of her mentioned mangling, and then immediately tried to fix the fact he basically said she was slightly manged and fumbled over his words in the process that the Ferengi smiled ever so slightly, appreciating his attempts nonetheless. "I know what you mean." She affirmed, still smiling slightly, which would be the most she'd smiled in quite a while. It was a tired smile, but a genuine and warm one. "I'm just glad this isn't a medical facility on Ferenginar right now. All of this medical care would've been very expensive." The woman said quietly, but light-heartedly, as she managed to maintain her small smile. At least her sense of humour was somewhat in tact despite all that she had gone through. "I'd have to sue that Nausicaan for damages."
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Lt. JG. Jericho Giles | SEC BOT 28-May-22 07:45 PM
"And something tells me that the Nausicaan wouldn't be able to pay for said damages," Giles replied, tapping upon the PADD briefly before turning it to face Dagis. Despite having it there so she could read, he went ahead to point out the information anyway - he was aware that Ferengi eyesight wasn't up to the same standard as other species, and he was more than aware of how blurry everything could be for a while after being out from surgery. "Our fellow, Batz... Batzitkz? Is well known in the Klingon Empire and related mercenary groups for being quite severely in debt - including to a handful of high-ranking officials themselves. Supposedly they have been ignoring the problem and continues to spend what money they do acquire on going around different starbases, causing a ruckus and then moving on to the next place. Needless to say, the Klingon Empire will be glad to have them back." He stopped then for a second, looking back towards Dagis again with a quizzucal look instead of focussing on the PADD that he had turned slightly sideways so the two of them could see it. "That is, unless you want to press charges against them in a Federation court of law. I'm sure that could be arranged, considering they did stab you and all..." Although given recent events, Giles could logically presume that Dagis would have enough trials coming up with her own, never mind one for someone else too.
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Dagis | CIV BOT 28-May-22 08:00 PM
Dagis looked at the PADD in an attempt to read what was on its screen, but she couldn't even slightly make anything out. She was very grateful for Jericho reading out what was needed, and listened to what he said with the occasional nod in response. Once the Trill mentioned pressing charges the Ferengi's mind started thinking the concept through. They stabbed her, and they weren't a nice person, but would what the Federation might sentence them to be anything in comparison to what they might receive in the Klingon Empire for being in debt? Dagis doubted it. "Honestly, I don't think it's worth pressing charges. The Klingon Empire would probably punish them enough for not paying off their debts. And honestly? I'd prefer to avoid courtrooms right now... Sooner or later I'll be in one, anyway..." The woman said, smile fading as she spoke of her own inevitable court martial. She remained silent for a moment, before speaking again. "The last time I was in one was a bad enough experience as it is... I don't want to be in one if I don't have to." She explained quietly. Dagis' mind briefly drifted to if her favour for Vincent was still being worked on or not, but she quickly snapped away from that thought again as she didn't want to think of the Section, or what Vincent might think of her. "You know, your ability to get this sort of information is impressive. At least, I think it is." She said, her small, soft smile returning now.
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Lt. JG. Jericho Giles | SEC BOT 28-May-22 10:00 PM
Her response was as expected, and it even seemed as though there was more too it considering the mention of a previous court trial as well. She was quite right in that the Klingon Empire would have the Nausicaan punished. They would be more harsh on the criminal than the Federation ever would be, especially considering how they had been disrupting the peace within Federation space. Everyone knew that things had been on a fine line when it came to the political peace between the two factions, and he doubted the Klingon Empire would let one miscellaneous Nausicaan start messing things up for them. Giles figured that was enough talk about the criminal, though - he didn't want to dwell on talk of the person who had quite literally stabbed the COO. Instead he picked up on the latter part, and of how that faint smile of hers returned. That was what he wanted to keep up instead of them devolving into some topic that was upsetting. "Well... I suppose it's my job to get information. Not as if I had to do my job in order to get this - I just have a way of accessing a couple of directories for other factions. It's not hacking them, I promise, it's all legitimate - after the establishment of the Khitomer Alliance there's been more open communication when it comes to things like criminality on faction borders, so it wasn't difficult to find a BOLO for the Nausicaan. It's uhm... A perk of the job as opposed to doing the job, I suppose." At that he chuckled and offered a half-grin as he set the PADD down, glancing sideways back to Dagis. "I didn't have to do much, honest. In fact I haven't done much at all over the past few hours, considering how my skills aren't much required during technological difficulties on the station. Look - it's so bad that I'm running out of sudoku to work through."
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Dagis | CIV BOT 28-May-22 10:35 PM
Dagis listened along to what Giles said, occasionally nodding in response once more. The Ferengi hadn’t realised, but just the Trill talking alone was enough to keep her mind occupied, enjoying just being able to have some semblance of a normal conversation without fear of the truth about who she was working for coming out. Her smile returned once more when Jericho smiled as he mentioned the perk. This was nice. This was what she wanted. Just a tiny snippet of normalcy. A small chuckle escaped the woman’s mouth when the man next to her mentioned running out of sudoku, when even she wasn’t expecting to experience today. “I know of a few good word searches if that’s of any help, not that they’re anything like sudoku, mind you. Although, most I do are in Ferengi.” Dagis said said with a soft smile. “I’ve never been that good at sudoku, personally. I’m decent with crosswords- That is, if I even know what they’re talking about to begin with. I rarely understand any from Earth. Human culture is quite bizarre in some ways, and yet familiar in others.” She added.
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Lt. JG. Jericho Giles | SEC BOT 28-May-22 11:02 PM
"I'll confess that I know only a handful of words in the Ferengi language," he admitted, hoping it didn't sound too rude of them. So often it was that language was a common factor between two people and he would have liked it to be the same here, but trust it to be one of the languages he had never had to learn. The Ferengi rarely ended up with activity illicit in the way that it threatened Federation safety (nornally it just seemed to be them swindling people instead,) so there had never been a reason for him to learn it for work-related purposes. "If you had anything saved that's in Standard then I could take a look - or in any other language you might know, I mean, only if I know, but if we discussed it then we both might know--" With that he stopped and set his head back against the wall, taking a slow breath in and exhaling equally slowly... But after a moment he chuckled slightly, and offered a shake of his head. "I know how to communicate effectively, I swear." "Wordsearches and crosswords aside, you are right about the culture on Earth. I've lived there for a good few years now and yet so much of it still eludes me: all of the holidays, and cultural identity resurgence for individual countries, and such a vast history... Don't get me started on their multitudes of languages and how they have Standard yet still insist on using individual tongues. Most planets have it dulled down to one language and a handful of dialects, or at least only three languages at max.. And then you have Earth. Even Standard is elusive enough. ...Ironic that I find Standard elusive, I know, coming from the Trill with the Human name."
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Dagis | CIV BOT 29-May-22 01:12 PM
Dagis continued with her soft smile as Jericho spoke, not minding at all that he didn't know much Ferengi. When he mentioned if she had any saved in other languages she nodded in response. Her smile only grew when he mentioned this ability to communicate effectively. "I have a few in Standard, yeah, and an auto-regenerating phrase quiz in Tamarian. It makes you guess which out of the options on screen is an actual metaphor." She said as she continued to smile. "I actually speak Tamarian, the majority of Standard, Ferenginar, and a bit of Standard Sign Language, the former almost never being useful, and yet is so fascinating." The woman added. It was obvious from how she spoke that she enjoyed the language of metaphors. As the Trill continued to speak the Ferengi nodded along, entirely agreeing with everything he said regarding Earth's culture. She chuckled a little in response to the irony associated with the man's name, but she didn't actually think anything of it, especially considering how she could now easily guess why he changed his name. 777_divider
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"Yeah! Earth culture is really diverse and complicated, but that's what I love about it. I went to Earth for the Academy and to get my citizenship, and for what time I was there I really enjoyed it. To start with some of the other Cadets didn't really understand why a Ferengi was wanting to join Starfleet, and that's honestly understandable - It isn't exactly a financially profitable life choice - But, once they knew that I don't think life is about profit I made a good few friends, and they taught me about their cultures. Not all of them were Human, of course, but quite a few of them were. Oh, and I love the winter holidays! The gift giving, the zero desire to profit off of eachother, it's truly beautiful in so many different ways." Dagis said, sounding quite enthusiastic about it all, all while smiling as she spoke. In truth, everything about Earth, and its cultures, and its holidays were a dream come true for a Ferengi that hated capitalism and cultures that judge you for who you are. Regardless of Earth's past, and the atrocities she heard about from one source of another, they had moved past that and bettered themselves, and that was always admirable.
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Lt. JG. Jericho Giles | SEC BOT 29-May-22 01:37 PM
Giles sat there quietly, simply listening to Dagis speak of languages and cultures and her experiences and what she enjoyed - and as he stayed there simply listening, he soon found that he was enjoying this. If you took away the circumstances and everything that was happening in the background - Dagis being stabbed, her having been coerced by Section 31, the threat of her family being harmed - then this... This was actually quite nice. It was nice just to talk; about anything, and everything, completely random topics of conversation that may not have come up at any other point. So far their only conversations had revolved around work (both the good work and the bad work,) so this... Was different, and this was nice. "It is interesting to think that said winter holiday went from being something founded in Human religion, and then it became solely about commercialism, and then following their last war it slowly evolved again into exactly what you say - being about kindness and giving instead of just blatant greed. I mean, there's no secret that the greed stemmed from the religion itself, all coming from the corruption of the church and how you could buy away your sins, for example, but-" It wasn't the first time that he had cut himself off during this conversation, and it likely wouldn't be the last. It was such a rarity to just... Converse like this. "Apologies. I... Never had much opportunity to study the culture of other species before, what with the Trill being so enigmatic and all, so what I have researched by myself I can be... Overly enthusiastic about." 777_divider
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Once again he set his head back against the wall, this time staring aimlessly across at the reflection of the biobed monitor which shone off the opposite wall. "I must admit, that is something that I envy you for. Starfleet Academy. It must have been incredible: being immersed in such culture, knowledge, and learning; meeting all of these different people and learning so much... It must have been the experience of a lifetime."
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Dagis | CIV BOT 29-May-22 06:08 PM
Just as Jericho had listened to her, Dagis listened to him, enjoying just having a nice conversation with someone who she knew would never judge her for anything she spoke about. As the Trill spoke enthusiastically about what he had learnt she continued to smile, and when he apologised she immediately responded. "There's no need to apologise, Jericho. I enjoy listening to people talk about topics they're enthusiastic about, especially when I myself am also enthusiastic about it. We share the enthusiasm for Human culture, that's for sure." The Ferengi said warmly, albeit still sounding quite tired and talking quietly. As the man next to her mentioned the Academy her memories of her time there came to the front of her mind. She genuinely felt bad that he hadn't gotten to experience it, because she really enjoyed herself there. "The fact you didn't get to go to the Academy is a genuine shame." She responded sympathetically. "But yes, it really was a great experience. All of it was. The training was great, the tutors were good at what they did, and the Cadets... Well, you had all sorts there. Good ones, bad ones, ignorant ones, arrogant ones, but we were all there with the same goal: To become Starfleet officers."
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Lt. JG. Jericho Giles | SEC BOT 29-May-22 06:49 PM
"The latter part sounds familiar," he replied while casting a sidewards glance to Dagis (and was content to see her still smiling, something which made him glad and relieved in turn). "Just replace the end goal with 'to learn' in general and then it sounds exactly like university... Although I'd wager that a good number weren't there to learn, they were just there for the social life. Something that crosses multiple cultures, I've heard," he then added with a chuckle. "We had exactly the same: the genuinely decent people, the rude, the downright pretentious... And it's very hard to avoid pretentious people on Trill. Not to slander our own culture, but a very large part of it is built upon who can be better than one another; so when you take a whole group of people who had fought to get into a good university and intended on fighting to be at the top of their class, it could be... Difficult." 777_divider
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For a moment the Trill was quiet, musing over things - he didn't want to end up taking this conversation down some boring or negative path, but there was no point in changing the topic considering how they had been speaking of culture anyway. "There were people always socialising and networking, and then you had the issue of people trying to be joined. Your entire life when going through the selection process revolves around you showing you're better than anyone else in any way: in terms of physical well-being, social status, intelligence, the lot. People were consistently trying to one up each other - and if someone who didn't intend upon being joined fared better than them in any way, then they weren't very happy." He couldn't help but grimace at the memory of being pushed down the stairs of the Mossid Building by good old Kenir Raghan only half an hour before one of their third year final exams. In order to get top marks he had decided to take the person predicted to have the top marks out of the picture. Jericho had been allowed to do the exam the next day instead, dictating the answers instead of writing them considering having multiple broken bones. "I wonder how infuriated some of them would be to find out I - of all people - ended up joined and they didn't. Not to endorse pettiness, of course."
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Dagis | CIV BOT 29-May-22 07:15 PM
The Ferengi nodded along with what Jericho said, continuing to enjoy the conversation despite some of the subject matter being less cheery. The ability to just have a conversation about life and experiences was a very nice change of pace, so Dagis really didn't mind what the two spoke about. The woman couldn't help but smile in response to the Trill's comment about not endorsing pettiness. "Of course." She responded in kind. "Honestly, the whole 'people trying to be better than eachother' thing feels very familiar. Everyone on Ferenginar is always trying to be more successful than eachother, make more profit than eachother. They'll stop at nothing to be the best in their field, even if it means 'bending' the law. Scam? Never. 'Didn't read the fine print'? Always." She said with a slight chuckle. She truly hated the capitalistic mentality, but she shouldn't help but laugh at it all the same. Unfortunately, Dagis' mind couldn't help but briefly drift to the thought of her never getting to have one of these conversations again if she got charged for her crimes, but she tried to shake it off before it took over completely. She was going to enjoy this moment without negative thoughts. "When I first came here I had one of those Latinum deposit boxes at the entrance to my office. I knew this was a big place for business, so I wanted to blend in with other Ferengi and didn't want them to judge me if they had to visit me. I had customised it to say "deposit Latinum and bad vibes here", but I ended up removing the box entirely. It's still in my quarters, though..." No negative thoughts! "I remember someone visiting me and putting a hair pin in there instead of Latinum. I told them they could keep it." The woman said, gesturing to her smooth head in the process with a half grin.
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Lt. JG. Jericho Giles | SEC BOT 29-May-22 07:34 PM
That was another thing that transcended the cultures of different worlds, then: people constantly trying to one-up each other. He hoped that sort of thing didn't happen at the likes of Starfleet Academy, but he knew how competitive people could be. It was even the same at Intelligence sometimes; there were always people who didn't take tasks to be a 'work together to ensure the safety of the Federation' type thing, instead it was a 'this is a competition to see who can break this first'. It became even worse when you had things like encrypted messages that took months to break, needing pieced apart and broken down before it could be worked out. In an environment where their staff count dwindled and the Computer continued to learn to be better than them, people often found that they wanted to prove themselves in order to keep their job. Sometimes it was down to people being ignorant - and at other times, it was simply down to necessity. He listened intently at the talk of Dagis going out of her way to have a deposit box in her office solely to fit in with other Ferengi - and it genuinely took him a moment before he realised why she had told that person to keep the hair pin. He probably would still be clueless had Dagis not gestured to her head with the traditional Ferengi lack of hair. Giles very much fit the bill of someone who was intellectually smart but had no common sense otherwise. "Yes, I suppose that wouldn't have been of any use to you other than if you wanted to sell it. You know, I don't think it's necessarily a bad thing that you had that box there - it might have been so you could fit in, but there's nothing wrong with retaining some culture. Everyone knows it's unlikely that a person would just have latinum to donate (and be willing to)... There's nothing wrong with sort of... Taking your culture but changing it to make it more you."
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Dagis | CIV BOT 29-May-22 07:57 PM
Dagis once again nodded along with what Jericho said, thinking about her culture as a whole and what good parts there actually was that she could try and focus on. "I'll admit, I've been so caught up in everything, - The Section stuff, and disliking capitalism and Ferengi society, - That I think I forgot to focus on the good parts." The Ferengi admitted. "If I ever get the opportunity again I think I'll rebrand the box so it just has 'bad vibes' written on it instead. That way, it's the same as the Latinum deposit boxes, but without me expecting any actual Latinum. You know, Jericho, you've got me thinking about what other good parts of my culture I could focus on, or perhaps even evolve to modernise it." The woman said with a smile. "I still follow most of the Rules of Acquisition, but that's only because most of them make sense outside of the context of profit." She added with a slight chuckle. 777_divider
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"A good example would be rule 272 - Always inspect the merchandise before making a deal. Another good one would be rule 248 - The definition of insanity is trying the same failed scheme & expecting different results. I mean, I know it's not the actual definition, but it's still good advice." Dagis said with a smile. "Oh, and 288 - Never get into anything that you can't get out of. I think that applies to the Jeffries Tubes, and any other tight space, for that matter." The woman joked, her smile remaining. "Admittedly, an awful lot of the rules applied to me a lot more before people found out about who I was working for, but I can still live by a few of them."
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Lt. JG. Jericho Giles | SEC BOT 29-May-22 09:47 PM
For someone who had tried his hardest to learn other cultures, he had never properly managed (it wasn't as though his line of work offered much opportunity - if you were learning anything from another world it was their language and their cryptological methods). It was as such that he actually listened to those rules of acquisition with intent. They actually stirred memories, briefly feeling as though he may well have come across some of them before - or that Azrii likely had while her and Diabolo were doing dealings with people. Dagis's interpretation of the rules were more than likely to be better than that of anyone who had ever done business with Azrii and Diabolo, and so he swiftly shook that memory aside and focussed on Dagis instead. "I'm sure that there are a few that can be applied to normal life outside of in a business setting. Your one about the Jefferies Tubes is right - I've heard the talk of how people keep clambering about them as if they're in a playground. I don't see the appeal at all," he stated and gave a mock shudder, "it surely wouldn't take much for you to just... Get stuck in them. No thank you." As he spoke he caught sight of shadows in the doorway, and it was a moment later that one of the Security officers from earlier poked their head in and made a gesture to the Trill as if to say 'time to leave.' Either they had voluntarily returned from the break that he had indefinitely sent them on, or they had worked out that he wasn't actually a security guard... Or things had been sorted outside and so they hadn't been too busy to not be here. "It would appear that this is my cue to leave," he stated with a sigh and stood (reluctantly,) giving a look of distaste towards the officer's back before turning back to Dagis. "I suppose I should leave you to rest - our friends in the doorway there will keep watch for now. I hope your recovery goes smoothly... And please: no more getting stabbed."
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Dagis | CIV BOT 29-May-22 10:10 PM
Dagis listened along quite happily with what Jericho said, and chuckled once again at his mock shudder. The Ferengi was actually quite invested in the current conversation, so much so that she had let her usual guard down and hadn’t really noticed the Security officers show up. That is, until the Trill pointed them out. The woman sighed in almost complete synchronisation with the man standing up next to her. “They really know how to interrupt a decent conversation.” She said, trying to keep things light-hearted, despite the fact, internally, she started worrying if this would be the last normal conversation she would get for many years to come. “Do you think they’re here to stop me doing something, or to stop something being done to me? I’d hope both, otherwise they’d be bad at their jobs.” Dagis said with a slight chuckle, only partially joking. “I shall try my best to not piss off any more Nausicaans… Or Klingons… Or, well, anyone else, but I can’t guarantee not getting stabbed if someone tries something like this again.” She said with a smile. She didn’t really want to think about being stabbed, but at the same time she knew how to make a joke about it, and that joking would at least distract her from the doom and gloom. “I hope this won’t be the last time we get to talk. I really enjoyed our conversation.” The woman said sincerely, giving Jericho a warm smile as she did, trying her best to not show her internal fear of it not happening. “Thank you, Lieutenant.”
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Captain Mephistopheles Mo | CMD BOT 01-Jun-22 05:49 PM
Mo entered the room with a PADD that was not his, a bag of nuts, and Jericho in tow. He told the guards to bugger off politely, even though being alone in a room with two ex Sec 31 agents made the paranoid part of his mind scream, because it would be worth the risk if it made Dagis more likely to open up a little more. It didn't take long to find her, presumably, though what he first said would depend on whether or not she was awake.
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Dagis | CIV BOT 01-Jun-22 05:53 PM
Dagis had, in fact, been asleep, until the point where Mo told the guards to leave. The Ferengi was on edge, jumpy, even, and so the noise of talking alone woke her up. She practically bolted upright, before realising just who had entered, and with Jericho in tow. She sighed and lay down once more. "Hello, Captain." The woman greeted quietly and tiredly.
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Captain Mephistopheles Mo | CMD BOT 01-Jun-22 06:05 PM
"'Ey, Dagis." Mo cronched another cashew. Then he looked around at Jericho, Dagis, and himself, and sighed internally. The chances of anyone in this room being able to crack open a walnut were slim to none. "I'm sure you can guess what I'm here for." Questioning. Hopefully a more productive one, this time. Some might call it an interrogation, but that didn't really fit his methods or motives.
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Dagis | CIV BOT 01-Jun-22 06:09 PM
Dagis had almost instinctively been studying the Captain's actions. "I am going to assume you're not here to watch a holofilm, despite the snacks." The woman responded tiredly. At least her sense of humour was in tact. "But yes, I know why you're here. I'd quite like to get on with it to be perfectly honest, because the sooner you have the information you need the sooner my family are safer."
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Captain Mephistopheles Mo | CMD BOT 01-Jun-22 06:30 PM
"Understood. I'll get right on it, then. First of all: the name of your, uh, inductor. And literally anythin' else you think might be pertinent information about 'em. Or anythin' pertinent about anythin', really." Jericho was in the corner of the room, probably, so he'd have two walls behind him, as Mo had observed was his habit, and he imagined he was giving Dagis some of comforting look. Or perhaps conspiring. Perhaps his death was nigh, alone in the ICU with a bag of nuts. They could pass it off as an allergic reaction. Perfect plan. (edited)
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Lt. JG. Jericho Giles | SEC BOT 01-Jun-22 06:44 PM
There was no conspiring from the Trill, and thankfully for Mo, there hadn't been any plans of assassination attempts discussed between himself and Dagis. There had already been enough assassination things this week. Giles remained where he had taken up position to the left-hand side of the door, looking like some ghostly sentinel there with his flickery eyes and glowing spots, quietly observing the conversation.
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Dagis | CIV BOT 01-Jun-22 06:53 PM
"Oh, uhh... Lieutenant Rivera. Human, male, black hair, white skin. Probably about forty-ish years old." Dagis answered honestly. The Ferengi's barely awake mind kept drifting to really anything bad it could possibly think of, but she tried to focus, occasionally glancing at Jericho to reassure herself. "I don't know if that's his real name or not." She added. "I uhh... I have more information on my PADD if I haven't been locked out, but I'd have to unlock that. Someone would also have to get me it. I mean, I have more information anyway, but the PADD has a lot of it written down." (edited)
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Captain Mephistopheles Mo | CMD BOT 01-Jun-22 07:14 PM
Mo took notes internally. He was big brain. He could do that. "I already gotcha it," Mo said, putting down his bag of nuts, ignoring how hollow his stomach felt and hoping it wouldn't grumble in the middle of a fucking questioning, and gesturing with the PADD. "But I'd need you to keep the screen angled at me the whole time. For security reasons, y'know."
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Dagis | CIV BOT 01-Jun-22 07:17 PM
He had it? He had her PADD? With the case Vincent gave her on it? Her PADD? She reached out to take it, her hand admittedly a little shaky as her mind flashed back to the last time she had it, that being when she nearly murdered Jericho. "I-I can do that. You'd have to come around to my side, though. It has to scan my face." She responded quietly.
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Captain Mephistopheles Mo | CMD BOT 01-Jun-22 07:29 PM
...Hmmm. This would be the first time he'd directly interacted with Dagis since finding out she was a Sec 31 agent. She'd been behind a forcefield since then. Mo glanced at Jericho for... Reassurance? Confidence? Direction? He didn't know what he'd expect to find, then came around to Dagis's side. "With this, I'm givin' you the first step to make things right. Please don't make me regret it." Then he handed it to her.
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Dagis | CIV BOT 01-Jun-22 07:33 PM
Dagis' shaky hand immediately took the PADD, before unlocking it, the screen angled to herself and Mo could see. She then proceeded to swipe through a variety of different screens, seemingly without making a single mistake. She certainly knew how to use this thing. Once she got to a certain point she inputted a code, and then another, and another. A thumb scanner then came up on screen, which she used to scan her thumb. An eye symbol came up next, so she titled it towards her face more and it seemingly scanned her, before finally unlocking the 'back end'. "I have some names, protocols, procedures..." She muttered, before checking her communication line, only to read the final thing sent. Despite having well known she had been abandoned by the Section (which was good) reading that final message made her skin seemingly turn a little pale. After a good few seconds of just staring at the screen she looked at Mo. "What do you want? What do you need?"
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Captain Mephistopheles Mo | CMD BOT 01-Jun-22 07:53 PM
"Names - particularly of any potential Sec 31 agents still here we ain't caught yet - locations, passwords, other channels, activity on other stations..." Wild if there was anything about Station 420 on there. "...anythin' about yer family, and motivations for doin' all this in the first place. Just -" Mo folded his arms and sighed." Fuckin' all of it. Dyson Spheres is probably a good keyword to search for. The hell is purple cheetah, by the way?"
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Dagis | CIV BOT 01-Jun-22 08:25 PM
"I only have a few names... Michael Crespo, Junior Petty Officer Damascus Rodgers, Petty Officer Steven Anderson, Petty Officer David Laurent, Chief Petty Officer Robert Murphey, Ensign T'shol, Ensign Sebastian Smith, Ensign Stephan O'Sullivan..." As Dagis listed the names off she scrolled through various pages of information. "Crespo wasn't under me, but the others are. I don't know which you had in the brig when, you know..." She said, gesturing to her chest, before continuing to slowly scroll. "I don't have access to names stationed elsewhere." The Ferengi took a moment before continuing. "As for my family... Giyall, Frekor, and Goras. They run Unlimited Ferengi Transportation and Cargo Solutions LTD. The name's irony isn't lost on me. They're based on Ferenginar." The woman explained, forcing any negative thoughts to the back of her head for right now. After another moment of silence Dagis continued. "Purple Cheetah is... Is what they send to operatives that fail... It's basically a warning. Don't tell anyone anything, don't contact them, don't go near any other operatives. Just don't fuck up anymore than you already have..." She said quietly, all the negative emotions starting to come to the front of her mind again. She didn't want that, so she decided to focus on Dyson Spheres. "I don't really know anything about the Spheres. I just know I was told to kill two Voth scientists during PACT. They were here to give a talk on the Spheres." The woman explained quietly, internally hating the fact she nearly killed them. "They got away before I got chance, thankfully. The bomb going off on the promenade saved their lives."
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Captain Mephistopheles Mo | CMD BOT 02-Jun-22 08:02 AM
"So the bomb wasn't Sec 31..." Mystery for another time, he supposed. This was a lot of names, so he did start writing them all down on his own PADD - not that he couldn't remember them absurdly well, since Nalas wasn't the only one on the station with a photographic memory, but just in case. He wondered what the circumstances of all the other agents were. All blackmailed, too? "I assume they didn't tell you why those Voth scientists were targeted. I could speculate, but I'd rather have a straight answer if there is one in there. Oh, and anything relevant to Dzharok would be good. I don't know why he was targeted." Unless he was some sort of sleeper agent for Sec 31, or something like that.
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Dagis | CIV BOT 02-Jun-22 12:45 PM
Dagis paused and looked up at Mo when he asked about the Voth. "The Federation are at war with the Voth, sir. Having two aboard a Dyson Sphere was considered a risk by... the Section, and me, admittedly... But both seemed harmless and like they enjoyed their jobs." The woman responded, before looking back down at her PADD. "I have no idea why the CEO was attacked. Crespo wasn't under me. I'd assume it was to try and gain control of a key part of the station's Command infrastructure." There was a pause, before the Ferengi spoke again. "You asked for 'fuckin' all of it', so I should probably tell you how the communication channel was created, among other things. Before I was transferred here the Section already knew I was going to be coming here, so they made the channel by bypassing various security systems and diverting some of the civilian communications networks so they could piggyback. They hadn't hidden it well enough, though, because Intelligence found it, so I had to move it to the least populated civilian lines and bounce it off multiple different places just to disguise it." "To expand on why I got recruited... I think they just saw as an easy target. Word spread about what my parents did, what I used to do, and the fact I was a nice, non-capitalistic Ferengi within Starfleet who had shown a decent amount of smarts at the Academy made me good enough for them to forcefully 'hire' me... I mean, why wouldn't you target the fresh Ensign with a family that breaks the law? It's perfect blackmail..." The more Dagis spoke about being recruited, the quieter she got. She hated talking about it, but she forced herself to, knowing she had to. "...I also know the name of some key Section facilities, but I don't know where they are."
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Captain Mephistopheles Mo | CMD BOT 02-Jun-22 02:12 PM
So they just didn't like that there were Voth on the Sphere? Simplest answer is the best one, he supposed. "It's good you're speakin' of it. A decent lawyer can spin 'vulnerable young Ensign taken advantage of by an insidious organisation' as a fairly sympathetic story." Provided she got a decent lawyer. He wished he had more control over that, but he didn't. What if she got Dipoto? Mo had thought the man was a hack, but he'd won the bloody case somehow, so Mo wasn't sure if that would be a good or bad thing. "Anyway, got all that. And even if you don't know where the facilities are, names are a start."
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Dagis | CIV BOT 02-Jun-22 02:29 PM
The Ferengi nodded in response, before proceeding to list off the facilities. "Okay, so... The Nest, The Branch, The Trunk, The Roots, and Saplings. The Nest is Section headquarters, The Branch is the training facility. I went there, but I don't know where 'there' is. The Trunk is where the Section get their supplies and equipment from. From what I know, The Roots is their 'recruitment' office. I didn't go there, though. And Saplings are local offices spread across,,, Across the Federation." Dagis said quietly. She knew all of this information on the names of these places, but couldn't be even slightly helpful in terms of where they were.
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Captain Mephistopheles Mo | CMD BOT 02-Jun-22 03:28 PM
"That's... An interestin' extended metaphor. Honestly sounds like a bunch of taverns. Hopefully intelligence can make heads or tails... Or branches or roots o'that." Mo put his PADD away. "I think that's a good amount to work with. 'Less you can think of anythin' else... Thanks, Dagis." Mo wanted to say something else. Something that didn't necessarily reveal too much of his perspective on things but was still assuring. But what was there to say? He'd done all he could for now. 'Get well soon'? Nah. "I'll be needin' that PADD back," Mo said, holding out a hand for it. It felt like a dick move to ask for it, but it was necessary. "I, uh... Hope it all works out for ya."
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Dagis | CIV BOT 02-Jun-22 03:39 PM
Upon her PADD being asked for once again Dagis reluctantly gave it to him with a small nod, but not before briefly going into a setting to stop it auto-locking again. "Thank you, Captain... F-for listening. Please get my family safety." The Ferengi responded quietly, struggling to make eye contact, but managing just barely to give a small second nod. "I've unlocked the PADD so Lieutenant Giles can look through it all if he needs or wants to."
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Captain Mephistopheles Mo | CMD BOT 02-Jun-22 04:14 PM
Mo took the PADD and handed it right to Giles, the guy(les) who could actually do something with it. Mo was good with tech and software, but he wasn't a cryptographer, or intelligence, or JAG Corps, or the people who needed this information most right now. "I'll do what I can. I'm dismissed. You too, Giles." Then Mo picked up his nuts and left to go do more Captain Things. Or possibly to delegate his nutcracking to the nearest strong-looking Ensign he could find.
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Dagis | CIV BOT 02-Jun-22 04:16 PM
The Ferengi watched as the two left, giving Jericho a small wave and a half smile, before laying back down again to try and rest some more.
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Narrator BOT 02-Jun-22 06:41 PM
Some time passed and Medical officers came in to check on Dagis. It was decided she was fit enough to be released back to Security provided she did minimal strenuous activity, so after changing out of her hospital gown and into civilian attire she was transported back to the brig, escorted by two Security officers.
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Lieutenant Dagis | OPS BOT 11-Nov-22 07:22 PM
[D] It had been a fairly normal week for Dagis. She had been working her usual shifts and doing her fairly mundane work, most of which was within her office. However, today was a day she had been looking forward to for over a month now, because today was her now partner's birthday. The Ferengi had spent the best part of a week planning what to get him and what she should do to surprise him, and in truth she had struggled quite a bit to figure it out. Outside of her family, she hadn't really celebrated anyone's birthday for years, and even when she had it had been a Ferengi birthday celebration, not a regular Federation birthday celebration. Her morning had been spent putting the few finishing touches on the gifts she had bought for Jericho, having decided that a calmer environment would be nice and probably very appreciated. Dagis hadn't planned on doing anything massive to surprise the Trill. In fact, all she had decided to do was to show up wherever he was and surprise him with his gifts. Being the Chief Operations Officer, the Ferengi had managed to adjust her shifts so she could fit herself in with her partner's time off his own work. When the time came, and after only double checking she had everything right five or so times, the woman had asked the computer where Lieutenant Junior Grade Jericho Giles was located, only to immediately be taken aback by the response it gave, the anxiety and dread beginning to creep in. x_divider
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It was only once the Lieutenant commed the Chief Medical Officer to ask why Giles was in there that her fears were confirmed in a way she frankly never expected. Her partner had been in the ICU for over a week and she had no idea. He could have been dying and she had no idea. Slumped onto her couch, Dagis' mind had flooded with a thousand different emotions while a sickening feeling flooded through her body. All in all it took the woman about ten minutes to calm herself enough to where she could even stand, at which point she grabbed what she needed and headed out the door and towards the Medical Bay. Once in sickbay, she was eerily instructed to put on a pair of gloves and a mask before entering the ICU. but knowing it was all to protect her partner she didn't even slightly hesitate. Within the ICU was an isolation room containing all the equipment necessary to maintain someone's life should it be needed, of which was occupied by a nurse and Lieutenant Junior Grade Jericho Giles. Standing outside the door for a moment out of sheer fear Dagis eventually forced herself to pluck up the courage and enter, the immediate sight of her partner lying unconscious on a biobed flooding her brain with even more emotions and her body with and even greater sickening feeling. Why did this have to happen? Why did it have to be like this? He didn't deserve this. He doesn't deserve to be in here on his birthday. Thoughts rushed through the woman's mind faster than she could keep up, the look of fear on her face intermixed with sadness, anger, joy, love, and practically every other emotion she was experiencing in that exact moment. x_divider
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After standing at the door for what felt like an eternity the nurse gestured for Dagis to take a seat in the one chair located in the room. A small, meek nod was given in response before she went and sat down, actually feeling quite grateful for not having to stand up any longer as she had felt her legs go weak the moment she had seen Jericho on the biobed. Once sat, the Ferengi stayed there in silence for what felt like an age but was probably only a couple of minutes, her blue eyes fixed on he partner's face as she desperately tried to process everything she was seeing, feeling, and hearing. The sound of medical equipment doing their job to keep the Trill safe, the quiet ever-repeating beep of the biobed's heart monitor, her own breathing. She felt completely overwhelmed. After a few minutes passed the woman slowly and gently took her bag off and placed it next to her on the floor. Her anxiety about the entire situation had somehow made it feel far heavier than it actually was. Come on, say something, do something. He's your partner, it's his birthday, he's in the stars forsaken ICU, say something. Despite not even knowing if he could hear her, all while desperately pushing down a feeling of sickness, Dagis spoke. "H-hey, Jericho. I don't know if you can... I-if you can hear me at all, b-but I just wanted to, you know, wish you a happy birthday." The Ferengi said quietly, all while desperately trying to not just start crying there and then, her eyes already welling up. Come on, keep it light. Support your partner. "It's typical for something like this to happen around your b-birthday, isn't it?" Good, keep going. "I'm sure you'd agree if you were able." x_divider
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Dagis glanced down at her bag at that moment, deciding to pick it up again and retrieve something from within. "I-I uhh... I got you a few things for your birthday. I hope you don't mind if I tell you what they are, being as you, y-you know..." It was at that point a few tears started to roll down the woman's cheeks, which she quickly wiped away. "S-sorry, this is just... Really hard, you know?... I know you know... A-anyway." She briefly cleared her throat before continuing, being sure to look away from the biobed even though she knew the mask would catch any germs. Doing so frankly terrified her, but she knew she wanted to speak clearly in case he could hear her. "Y-you know how we talked about teaching you F-Ferengi so you could do m-my word searches? Well, I umm... I got you a program for your PADD. It's designed to teach people the language, and it has a Ferengi dictionary, phrase book, and translator built in. Y-you can practice reading and writing, and it can listen to you if you want to try speaking it as well. T-there's also a mode where you and a... And a tutor can work together to learn it. That tutor being, well, me. That was the thought, a-anyway." The woman said with a small, meek chuckle, as she gently placed the small wrapped gift in her hands onto a side table for when the Trill awoke. It was wrapped in space black paper covered in little Starfleet ships and stars, with a yellow ribbon and bow finishing it off. x_divider
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After a brief pause of silence to look at her partner again, struggling so desperately to work past the heart ache she was experiencing as her eyes remained wet, Dagis reached into her bag again . "I a-also got you a umm... A book by a Ferengi cryptologist. It's a physical book, and it's in Ferengi, b-but it comes with this little holoprojector audiobook thing. It reads the book in standard or whatever language you set it to, and it holographically highlights the words on the page as it goes along so y-you can see what it's reading and what was originally w-written. I-I'll admit, I'm not usually the best at knowing what to get people for their birthday, but I h-hope you like what I got you. Or will like it, anyway..."
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x_divider There was another moment of silence as the woman once again stared at her partner, her mind still not properly grasping at the concept of what was the reality of this situation, before snapping back to what she was meant to be doing. "O-oh, and I also got you a card. I don't know if Trills do birthday cards, I forgot to l-look it up, but I know Humans do, so I th-thought it'd be nice if I g-got you one either way. I don't know if it's rude to open a card for someone s-so I won't open it open it, but I think you'd appreciate me telling you what the design is? I hope so..." Dagis once again took a moment to clear her throat before continuing, practically swallowing her emotions away in the process. Be strong. Be strong for him. If you start you won't stop, so be strong for your partner. If he can hear you, you need to be reassuring. "T-the background is the milky way that lights up in the d-dark, a-and on the front it says 'J-Jericho, out of all the people in the entire g-galaxy...' in gold shiny text. O-on the inside it continues s-saying... Saying '...You're m-my f-favourite. H-happy B-birthday.' I-it's a bit cheesy, I-I know, b-but it's... I-it's true..." Throughout the Ferengi explaining what the card looked like and said the tears started well and truly running down her cheeks and her mask. They were tears of sadness, but also tears of pure love and joy. No, stop it, please don't start because you won't be able to stop. Dagis wiped her tears away yet again, and despite the fact they kept coming and a few sniffles escaped, she tried her best to keep herself together. Make it light, you need to make it light for him. "W-well, I mean, technically speaking that t-title also belongs to my mother, b-but y-you're my f-favourite for different reasons." She added with a small, meek chuckle. x_divider
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The woman took a moment to put the card with the other two presents and make them look nice and neat for when Jericho woke up, before sitting back in her original position and putting her bag back down again. She remained silent for another short moment before continuing to speak, wanting to keep her partner company. "I had been trying to... To figure out what to do for your birthday for a while now... But I figured you'd like a quieter day of sorts. I-I just wish it wasn't in... In here... But I'm glad I get to spend it w-with you, regardless of what else is going on." Dagis said quietly. "You being twenty-seven now makes me f-feel far younger than I am, even though I'm only just over a year younger than you." The Ferengi added with a small, but ever so slightly stronger chuckle than before. There was yet another pause as the woman tried to figure out what else to talk about. It was hard enough being in the room right now, but it was even harder to talk to her partner without getting a response from him or even know if he could hear what she was saying. All the while she sat there her hands gently rubbed each other as an attempt at self comfort. She wanted so desperately to hold the Trill's hand, but she was also equally terrified of harming him in any way or even so much as being told she couldn't by the nurse. "I'm s-so s-sorry I didn't come sooner... I had n-no idea you were in h-here until today... I want to keep you company, Jericho, s-so that's what I intend on doing. A-and I know I can't stay here forever, despite how much I want to, but I promise you I'm not g-going anywhere any time soon." Dagis said softly, a few more tears running from her eyes in the process.
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x_divider After a short moment, having been minding their own business until now so as to make Dagis feel as comfortable as possible, the nurse currently present in the room let her know she could hold his hand if she wanted. Looking between the nurse and Jericho with yet more tears running down her cheeks, the Ferengi very quickly moved her chair a little closer to the biobed and reached out two gloved hands to gently grasp his cold own, her thumb gently rubbing his hand as she sat looking at her partner in silence, but not before briefly looking back at the nurse to give an appreciative look. A good while passed where Dagis remained by the Trill's side, holding his hand gently and occasionally talking about basically anything that came to mind to let him know she was still there when a thought popped into her head. "Give me a moment." She said softly to Giles as she let go of his hand briefly to reach and grab her PADD to quickly send a message. After doing so she put it down on her lap and reached back to take his hand, albeit only with one hand now. A short while later a few tears started yet again running down her face as she read the responses in the chatroom, a small smile creeping across her face as she read all the messages for her partner. "I've got a f-few birthday messages for you, Jericho." The woman said softly before yet again clearing her throat to try and contain her emotions. x_divider
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The Ferengi took a brief moment to consider how exactly to read out the replies she had received, before speaking and frankly just hoping for the best. "The f-first says 'happy birthday Lieutenant Junior Grade G-Giles. The rank is abbreviated. A-another says 'happy birthday Giles' in full caps with three heart symbols. The Captain also wishes you a happy birthday with a cake symbol." She said, letting out a small, soft chuckle, all while so desperately trying to not think too much about the fact that so many of these people had no idea he was in the ICU and were wishing him things she just couldn't bring herself to say without risking sobbing. "I have no idea what these s-symbols are called. Emotes? There's another that looks like a party popper, and someone else hoping you have another lovely year. There's a lot of messages for you, Jericho. Lots of people wishing you a h-happy birthday." Dagis said softly as she ever so lightly squeezed his hand. She partially glad the Trill couldn't see her face right now, because she probably looked like an emotional wreck, but she also knew he wouldn't care one bit. x_divider
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Time passed by and the Ferengi remained firmly sat next to her partner, wanting nothing more than to be there by his side, and for him to get better and to be okay. This wasn't how she had planned the day to be at all, but she didn't care. The only thing she cared about was being with Jericho and making his birthday as nice as possible, despite how horrible the circumstances were. After a while of talking about one thing or another the woman did admittedly start to struggle to have ideas for what to talk about, being as the conversation was a rather one-sided, but she found a simple solution on her PADD, using her word search application as the conversation topic and thinking out loud about what the solution might be. She usually did ones in Ferengi, of course, but today she decided to do some in Standard so if Jericho could hear her at all he might possibly be able to think along with her, or at the very least understand what she was saying. She still had no idea if he could hear her or even feel her hand, but Dagis continued to talk to the Trill and hold his hand for the rest of the day, only taking small breaks here and there for one reason or another, be that to get food at the Medical staff's instance, or to stretch. She was determined to not let him feel lonely.
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Lt. JG. Jericho Giles | SEC BOT 17-Nov-22 09:40 PM
A return to consciousness always seemed to come in stages, and so far, Giles hadn’t managed to get past stage one. There had been brief moments of lucidity in which he could hear the chime of biobed monitors but nothing more. Investigating further was too tiring, and the sedatives won every time. It was different now, though. This time there was a renewed determination, a different driving force behind the attempts to just wake up. And so he did wake up – and he listened. Behind the quiet monitor chimes there was the slow, mechanical hiss of ventilation systems that he had come to associate with positive pressure rooms. As he tried to move one arm there was the familiar tug of an IV cannula; try to shift again and there was the equally familiar sting from his neck and upper leg – made by cannulas which were large enough to hurt even after removal, cutting through the feeling of sedatives still wearing off. Opening his eyes was difficult, with eyelids feeling leaden, and when he did it was to a dim and decidedly fuzzy view. A slow inhale was taken – a little bit rattlier than he would like – and to make an attempt at fighting through the haze he went about putting the pieces together. Positive pressure room, VV cannulation placement… Intensive isolation ward and ECMO. Again. He was used to this. He was used to this from too many times of going through the same process, unable to think back and count them all. He was used to this – but somehow, that still didn’t make it any easier.
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Lt. Cdr. Vialara Dreaxa | MED BOT 18-Nov-22 01:35 PM
After a few moments, the two had masked and gloved up, had made their way through the decontamination field and were now in the intensive care unit, Vialara took her PADD out from her pocket and made her way over to Jericho slowly. "Vitals are starting to look a bit better... A lot better in fact." She said, as she tapped at the Biobed to bring up more information. "Jericho, can you hear me? Squeeze my hand if you can hear my voice." She said, putting her hand into his for a moment.
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Lieutenant Dagis | OPS BOT 18-Nov-22 02:22 PM
Dagis entered behind Vialara once again wearing a mask and gloves. The Ferengi still hadn't gotten used to coming in here, or having to put those gloves on, or donning the mask, or seeing Jericho laying in a biobed surrounded by all sorts of medical equipment, but none of that mattered to her because she was here for him. As she moved to quietly take a seat in their chair she had sat in the past few days her attention spiked at the mention of her partner's vitals looking 'a lot better'. As the CMO tried to see if the Trill was even just semi-conscious the woman watched silently wait baited breath, hoping he was and hoping he was starting to pull through.
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Lt. JG. Jericho Giles | SEC BOT 18-Nov-22 08:26 PM
Staying awake was a struggle when giving into the lull of the sedatives was so tempting, and the sound of the room’s ventilation system acting like white noise didn’t help. What was easier to latch onto were voices, clear and capable of cutting through the white noise. The one that spoke was familiar. Sometimes it was a voice that he appreciated seeing as how it belonged to someone who had guided him through a post-ictal haze countless times now. Sometimes it was a voice that he didn’t want to hear, solely because it belonged to someone who could be very condescending. It was a love-hate relationship with Doctor Dreaxa. At least her hand was warm. Curling his fingers around the back of her hand in response to the command was slow effort – one that wasn’t fun at all seeing as how even his fingers fucking ached, but it was managed – along with a slow blink, telling himself to keep his eyes open, to stay awake.
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Lt. Cdr. Vialara Dreaxa | MED BOT 19-Nov-22 12:23 AM
The woman looked down in shock as she felt the grip around her fingers tighten, before quickly looking up at Dagis with the same shocked look. "He did it, he grasped my fingers! He's at least semi-conscious." She said with a proud smile coming over across her face before she squeezed his hand in return to let him know she could feel him. "Very good, Jericho. That's amazing, you're doing great. Lieutenant Dagis is here as well... I'm sure she's really scared, you're going to have to pull through for her, okay?"
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Lt. JG. Jericho Giles | SEC BOT 19-Nov-22 08:56 AM
The sedatives not fully worn off and their mind-numbing lull already made this confusing. What made it even more confusing was Doctor Dreaxa's reaction. Was this not just another occurrence of him having been shoved into unconsciousness by sedation while they had him intubated or placed on ECMO or worked to undo whatever damage had been done this time? He was no stranger to induced comas, so was this not the same? He was conscious, he could hear and he could reply, so why was this any different? He didn't need any words of encouragement. He distinctly disliked them. And Dagis... He had told her that none of this would be easy. Not easy for her, that was - bystanders and their empathy and worry often meant that it was worse for them than it was for him. He hoped she wasn't too upset. He had warned her that this was just... How things went with him. "I'm... Fine." There was a grimace at how hoarse his voice was, more of a whisper than the proper speech that he had hoped for. Another slow blink, and the ceiling and the walls came into focus a little more. "No need f'r all this... Fuss."
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Lt. JG. Quinn Rose | MED BOT 19-Nov-22 01:18 PM
Quinn had been on the Gamma shift the same as the CMO, which meant they had also been in sickbay when it came time to do Jericho's morning checks. Knowing full well the Commander would be doing them, but also knowing full well the Trill had a permanent visitor which could lead to their boss getting distracted in conversation, the Junior Doctor had decided go and simply offer any assistance that was needed. Having donned a mask and gloves, they entered the ICU via the decontamination field at the exact moment Giles said he was 'fine'. Denial, reassurance, not wanting a 'fuss'. Typical reoccurring patient. "You're unfortunately far from 'fine', Jericho." The doctor stated plainly as they walked to stand alongside the nurse monitoring his equipment. "I read over your medical records and this time is vastly different to anything you've previously experienced."
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Lieutenant Dagis | OPS BOT 19-Nov-22 01:18 PM
Dagis watched in complete silence as her partner grasped the CMO's hand and blinked, already struggling to hold back tears, and listened silently as she heard her partner speak. It felt entirely typical for Jericho to say he was fine and that the fuss wasn't needed, but she also knew he didn't know how bad it actually was. She knew he was used to being in here, she had prepared herself for it countless times, and yet with this being as different as it was to what she knew the last times were like it was far harder for her than she could imagine. It probably would've been anyway, not that she got the chance to experience a lesser medical emergency, if you could even call it that. Upon the second doctor entering and coming across far more bluntly the Ferengi's attention remained on Giles. Despite how much she didn't particularly like their tone, she knew bluntness might have to be used to convince her partner something was actually very wrong now.
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Lt. JG. Jericho Giles | SEC BOT 19-Nov-22 01:59 PM
'Vastly different' didn't sound particularly fun, but at least it offered some explanation. Recent episodes of this that he had gone through had noted a downwards trend. Things flared up quickly and acted so fast, causing widespread damage that wasn't being kept up with any more. It wasn't a case of 'your immune system has decided that your lungs are its enemy,' it was a case of 'your immune system hates your entire body.' Most Trill had a strong natural immunity - which was exactly the problem when it decided that your own organ tissue and cells and bone marrow weren't natural and needed to be attacked. In the years before they had been able to keep up, healing the damage that had been done; but now the damage accumulated, getting worse and worse. The trend continued, and from Quinn's word choice, he presumed that it had all but plummeted downwards. The room was still fuzzy when he looked, but his gaze managed to fall upon Dagis. Giles could see her there, stood further back, possibly hesitant. He had warned her. She had chosen this when he said he would understand if she backed out at any time. And yet she was still here -- stood by him, despite how much it likely hurt. He didn't want anything to be withheld from her, but he also didn't want to hurt her any further. "I don't think... That this is the appropriate time... To have that conversation." It was more subtle a way of saying 'not appropriate in present company.' Even despite the current circumstances, ensuring that Dagis didn't become further upset came first.
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Lt. JG. Quinn Rose | MED BOT 19-Nov-22 02:23 PM
'But now is the completely appropriate time to have this conversation' the Junior Doctor thought to themself, only to then notice Giles looking at his visitor and finally clicking at what he meant. Ahh, right. Quinn looked towards Dagis with a slightly sympathetic, but mainly very straight and simple expression on their face. "I think it would be best if you waited outside while we talked to Jericho, Lieutenant. I'm sure he'll inform you on any information he wishes to disclose to you after we've finished, but that's for him to decide and not us." They stated quite simply.
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Lieutenant Dagis | OPS BOT 19-Nov-22 02:23 PM
As Jericho's gaze fell upon her Dagis tried to offer a reassuring smile, but as she was wearing a mask and as her eyes conveyed how she was really feeling inside it didn't exactly do all that much. What triggered more emotions for her to feel, though, was her partner very clearly acknowledging her by saying he didn't think it was the right time to talk about how bad everything currently was for him. He didn't want to upset her, that much she knew, and it only served to reaffirm why she loved him. The Ferengi didn't want to leave at all, but she also didn't want to argue with the Trill who was literally in the fucking ICU right now, so as the new doctor said what they said she nodded slightly in response, her eyes glancing between Jericho and Quinn for a moment, before falling on her partner once more. "I'll be outside if you need me, Jericho." The woman said quietly but clearly, before heading out towards the exit, only to pause and briefly look back at Giles with a bit of hesitation. "I love you." She added semi-sheepishly but very genuinely, having never said those words with anyone else present prior to now, before finally leaving.
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Lt. Cdr. Vialara Dreaxa | MED BOT 19-Nov-22 05:18 PM
The CMO had waited for Dagis to leave the room, before she pulled a chair over to sit down next to Giles, ready to explain all the details of his now increasingly spiralling physical condition... Unfortunately, this was immediately interrupted by the sounds of the red alert Klaxon from through in the medical bay, only hearing it slightly through the doorway before the loud mechanical hiss of the room being sealed gave her in the indication that something was really wrong. The woman slid forward out of her seat and made her way over to the exit, giving it a tap on the console to see what had caused the lockdown. "Seems like we have a biohazard containment lockdown. There's some form of sleeping gas breakout onboard." She said with a deep sigh. "We'll be completely safe in here, but unfortunately it does mean we're trapped."
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Lt. JG. Jericho Giles | SEC BOT 19-Nov-22 07:02 PM
The Trill couldn’t help but grimace at the sound of the klaxon. It wasn’t as loud as it would have been elsewhere in the station but stars did it still manage to feel like the noise was drilling into his skull. It was only a moment later that it was cut off, and Giles was very much thankful for the external doors sliding closed and cutting the noise off. When Doctor Dreaxa spoke it all made sense – technically speaking, they were all in the safest place, seeing how this was a positive-pressure isolation room – but then he realised that Dagis had just left and was stuck on the other side. There was no doubt that everything would be fine in the end, and that everyone could look after themselves, but still… The worry was there, evidenced in how the biobed’s beeping tone picked up in pace ever so slightly, noting the elevation in HR. When he spoke, it was hard to tell if the scratchy whisper was meant to be a frustrated grumble or a light-hearted joke to try to change the tone. “Well… It’s not as if I would be-“ another pause for a rattly inhale “-going anywhere, anyway…”
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Lt. JG. Quinn Rose | MED BOT 19-Nov-22 09:23 PM
The activation of the red alert klaxon was never reassuring to the Junior Doctor as it usually meant something was going south quite quickly and that casualties could be imminent. What was even less reassuring, though, was the doors to the ICU automatically closing to seal it off from the rest of the starbase. If Quinn could raise an eyebrow they would do, but they physically couldn’t because they’d never figured out how. The CMO confirming what was going on was both reassuring and not simultaneously. Gas, great. Everyone’s favourite way to die. I mean, other than being sucked into space, that is. “Doctor, you have the ability to override the system if you wanted to. We’re far from trapped. But, considering our current circumstances, I’d rather not open those doors.” The Lieutenant replied simply, before looking at Jericho. “You’re quite correct. Speaking of, would you like to discuss your current circumstances and future treatment and care right now or would you rather wait until the starbase isn’t under attack?” They asked plainly.
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Lt. Cdr. Vialara Dreaxa | MED BOT 19-Nov-22 09:56 PM
"I know I can override the lockdown, but do you really want to risk anything with Jericho in his current state?" She said, moving back over to stand near the two. "I can't see us being much help in the situation from in here anyway, so unfortunately we're going to have to wait it out." "Jericho, the Lieutenant is right, we really need to discuss your care. What better time than the present?" She said with a sigh, moving back around to stand beside his bed, transferring the current Biobed scans to her PADD for the sake of records.
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Lt. JG. Jericho Giles | SEC BOT 19-Nov-22 10:04 PM
”I am right here,” he stated with a dash of contempt when Doctor Dreaxa spoke of him as though he wasn’t right there in the room. In his opinion, doing so was simply downright rude. There it was again: the love-hate relationship between the two of them. There were times when Dreaxa was perfectly pleasant, and there were times that he would rather be anywhere else than in her presence. If she was going to be rude for the duration of the two doctors being stuck here with them, then he wasn’t looking forward to the conversation at all. He’d rather they just hit him with the sedatives again. From the disgruntled comment he then lapsed into silence while he made an effort to prop himself up on both elbows instead of being lain flat, another pet peeve of his in this sort of situation. He despised the feeling of people looking down upon him, and so despite the sheer agony of the effort and how just that threw his breathing into more of a ragged, raspy pattern, he tried anyway. “If we’re stuck here together-“ he started, about ready to tear the IV cannula from the crook of his arm when it got in the way of his attempts to move, “-then we might as well.”
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Lt. JG. Quinn Rose | MED BOT 19-Nov-22 10:27 PM
Despite having only been a qualified doctor for a few months now, nevermind a Starfleet officer, Quinn, still had all of their training quite fresh in their brain, which included the part of bedside manner that distinctly said to not talk about a patient like they weren’t in the room. Deciding it was best to just simply got on with talking about the Trill’s care, the junior doctor did just that. “So, as you might have guessed from what I previously said, this time is very different from the last. I’m not going to dance around the subject when you’re such a familiar face in the Medical Bay, Jericho, so I’ll be quite honest. You’ve gotten worse. Much worse.“ They stated quite simply, albeit with a small sympathetic tone. Their goal was to be blunt and honest, but not too blunt as to be rude. “Your immune system is trying to kill you, but it’s also trying to kick out your symbiont. Your body thinks it shouldn’t be there so it’s doing its best to try and get rid of it, despite the fact it can’t and without it you’d experience, well, you know what you’d experience. If you end up in here again you might not survive, and I’m not just telling you that as a generic warning, either. I’m being deadly serious.” Quinn added firmly. “Now, this doesn’t mean you’re entirely screwed and have to resign yourself to a life inside the Medical Bay or completely isolated from the rest of the world. But it does mean you need more care than you’ve previously had if you want to live your life to the level you want to. For one, we’ll need to stop your immune system from trying to commit sudoku.”
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Lt. Cdr. Vialara Dreaxa | MED BOT 19-Nov-22 11:55 PM
"We can keep you on a lower level of your immune system and hope that it's enough to keep it from killing your symbiont, but then it leaves you with a greater risk of infection from outside sources, or we can risk letting your immune system build up again slowly and hope you don't have another attack like this, but unfortunately it's not an easy decision. As for your further care from now on, we need to consider alternative options other than just what we have right now." She said handing over the PADD "Myself and Lieutenant Dagis were discussing options for a service animal, it seems a good option that would enable you easier access to help if and when needed, but without it seeming like medical is looming over you all the time. Support animals are also helpful for emotional support as well as being trained for alerting us, it was also give the ability to perhaps detect these seizures before they happen, giving us extra much needed critical time to act."
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Lt. JG. Jericho Giles | SEC BOT 20-Nov-22 10:23 AM
All of this was a lot to take in and process at once, especially considering how his mind felt it had been filled with fog. At this rate, he may well have found it preferable to keep the sedatives going. At least it would have left him oblivious to the pain of the continued struggle he was having now, still finding it an active fight just to sit up. Neither of the medical officers had made a move to stop him or assist him, and so he kept going; gritting his teeth to bite back a groan of pain as he moved. There was a very real temptation to just reach out and tear the IV cannula from the crook of his arm, but it was with very conscious effort that he told himself not to do that. For one, he doubted he would even be able to grasp it, with every joint in his hands and fingers aching with every move. For two, he had done it before -- and he remembered how badly it had gone. It was while going through that continued struggle that he spoke (still in that harsh whisper,) trying to keep up with what the two medical officers were saying. Sentences came haltingly, interspersed with shallow breaths. "For one, I know it's worse - you - already said that. For two, that was - always a possibility. Knew -- that would happen." It was only through whatever genetic engineering Section 31 had done in the first place that stopped symbiotic rejection in the first place. It happening later along the line had always been a risk, and the lower dosage of immunosuppressants that he had been on for years clearly didn't work. "For three - how bad? Care - what care?" Just say the word palliative if that's what you mean. Don't just 'dance around the subject,' as you said you wouldn't. "For five -- you mean seppuku, not sudoku, aren't you from Earth?" x_divider
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What had ended up as a rather angry tirade was ended when he finally managed to drag himself upright, only managing to stay upright due to being able to lean against the wall behind him that the biobed was placed against. There was a moment while he closed his eyes against how the room spun dizzyingly, and the biobed's readings reflected the effort of the phsycial exertion; a drop in SpO2, an increase in HR and RR. The raspy whisper to his voice had turned cold, almost venomous, in a stark contrast to his usual. While he had been stubborn at times before in relation to the prospect of future care, he had still considered the options. Now, there wasn't a consideration at all. "I am not - enacting a care plan. I have no requirement - for a service dog. I refuse to let this be any different to normal. I will not have our dignity taken from us in such a way. I refuse."
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Lt. JG. Quinn Rose | MED BOT 20-Nov-22 02:10 PM
Quinn remained quiet as the CMO spoke and Jericho responded. They had considered helping him more upright when he attempted to do so himself, but that thought had very quickly left their head thanks to being otherwise occupied with the ongoing red alert and the potential casualties associated. In truth they didn't feel overwhelmed per say, but they did feel a bit over their head as they never actually expected to have to deal with such a medical case so soon into their career, so they were near constantly mentally falling back on their training and studying and what they were taught to do. Hearing that the Trill knew his body would reject his symbiont internally raised an eyebrow. He knew this would happen? Huh. The correction of seppuku instead of sudoku elicited no external reaction from the junior doctor, but internally they simultaneously thought 'I know, I just didn't want to bring the mood down too much' and 'at least he's awake enough to correct me'. The repeating of saying it was worse, or just repeating information in general for that matter was a habit they needed to break, but they knew their mind was less focused on what had been said and what they needed to say. As the Lieutenant's SpO2 dropped and his HR and RR increased Quinn glanced over at the biobed monitors with the slightest hint of concern on their face. If making himself sit upright did that they really should've prevented him from doing so in the first place. However, their attention quickly returned to Giles as he down right refused to enact a care plan or have a service dog, and on top of that refused to let anything be different despite the fact he literally had no choice in the matter because his body had already decided for him. The use of 'our' in regards to having his (their?) dignity taken was quite a red flag for Quinn, though. Was this previous hosts talking and not just Jericho? That wasn't good. x_divider
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"Jericho, I don't think you have much of a choice in regards to this time being different from the last, or from what you consider normal. In fact, I'm certain you don't because your body has already decided for you. This time is different and how we go about things has to be as well, otherwise you could die if this happens again. I know it's not easy to come to terms with some of this, but you have to think of what is best for you, your body, and your symbiont. If we got you a service animal you would gain more freedom and reassurance, because as the Commander said, it could inform you prior to you having a seizure. You would be able to help yourself more than you currently can and potentially increase your chances of survival in doing so. I don't believe this would remove your dignity, because it makes you more independent. And as for your immune system, not acting on that could kill your symbiont which I don't think any of you want." Quinn stated in a firm yet polite tone. They didn't want to become their patient's enemy.
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Lt. Cdr. Vialara Dreaxa | MED BOT 21-Nov-22 01:27 PM
Vialara watched in almost a stunned silence as she saw the man all but haul himself upright, she knew Jericho was stubborn but this was a new level, even for him. She let the man talk, listening to all the points he was making... Taking note especially of all the details he had spoke of, now watching him very carefully as the Junior Doctor moved to speak. As he spoke, she took great care to watch Jericho's movements, his behaviour and compare it to what she was used to seeing from him, it's something Quinn might not have picked up on because they were not familiar with the patient like she was, but this was a very stark personality change to what she was used to. As she moved to speak she looked at Jericho closely, looking him dead in the eye to get a good read on him... "Why are you speaking in plural? 'Our dignity? Taken from 'Us'? I've heard of cases of this in extremely dire circumstances... When the host is too weak to fully control their own body, the symbiont sometimes has to intervene to keep the host alive. It's as reliant on the host as the host is reliant on it. Certain personality traits from previous hosts can... Leak through, so to speak." She said, glancing back at Quinn. "I am not fully convinced that we're in conversation with only Jericho at this moment in time. He's stubborn, but not this stubborn."
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Lt. JG. Jericho Giles | SEC BOT 21-Nov-22 02:44 PM
"A practiced medical officer she is, and let how little she knows or understands." The statement was given coldly - as cold as you could when sounding so hoarse - while matching Doctor Dreaxa's rather intense gaze. People from species that didn't have some form of symbiotic relationship with another never seemed to understand the intricacies of that of the Joined Trill. How annoying it had become over the years. On Trill itself, Ruhko and his (theirs, hers, he matched whatever the host identified as for he had never cared) hosts had been the elite of society, living in the light. There was no concern for who you were, only for what you were. If you were joined then you had made it in life. But here... Amongst people who only knew misconceptions and never truly understand the link? Who failed to appreciate the six- hundred years of information he held? It frustrated him to no end... But it didn't frustrate his host. "We are one being, after all." There was a brief pause as he moved to adjust his glasses and push them higher on the bridge of his nose -- only to remember that they weren't there. A huff of frustration came next, evident in between the existing laboured breathing. The action was a perfect copy of exactly what Giles would have done. "This host would benefit from being more stubborn. Jadriel - not that petty Human name he has been assigned - is too timid, too indecisive. I know him better than all of you. I know his thoughts. I am well aware of how he teeters from opinion to opinion: that he requires this help, that he feels pitiful needing it; that he is content with the prospect of his death, but yet that he does not want to go. I will convey what he fails to, and I will not have my host be degraded by the decisions that you try to force upon him."
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Lt. JG. Quinn Rose | MED BOT 21-Nov-22 03:46 PM
As much as Quinn appreciated the CMO saying she wasn't convinced they were only talking to Jericho, they mentally noted that she once again spoke about a patient like they weren't right there in front of them. How hasn't the Commander gotten complaints from people? Or perhaps she had and they didn't know. Either way, their attention was quickly brought back to their patient as the Trill spoke with what they could only describe as a mentally unstable level of sass. Except, it was becoming more and more apparent that the host was not the one talking, but the symbiont who clearly thought it knew better. The Junior Doctor, despite not being an expert on Trill culture and rarely wanting to share their personal opinion with any patient, disagreed with what symbiont said. It wasn't down to past lives to decide the latest host's fate, it was down to the host themself as it was their body. Despite not wanting to, it became quite apparent that they needed to speak directly to the symbiont who was speaking to them, so that's what they did. "We are not trying to degrade Jericho by offering him and by association all of you help and care. You said it yourself, Jericho does not want to perish, which is what we are trying to prevent from happening." Quinn replied in a rather matter-of-fact tone. They had deliberately emphasised 'Jericho' as, at least as far as they were concerned, that was their patients chosen name and that it should be respect. They weren't going to question his identity, nor the reason for him changing his name. "I am aware that a host and symbiont are one being, which is why my priority is your host, Jericho's health, because if we do nothing Jericho's body will try to kill you, the symbiont, which isn't exactly ideal for all of you now, is it?" x_divider
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Throughout talking Quinn legitimately loathed the fact they weren't talking directly to their patient. Sure, Jericho's symbiont was also their patient, but their priority was Jericho's body and the fact it was trying to kill him. Knowing it was rude to not directly talk to a patient they then decided to speak to the host himself, this time in a slightly softer and caring tone. "You don't need to feel pitiful for needing help, Jericho. No one should. It's not your fault your body is the way it is, and it's not your fault you're in here right now. We want to help you live as normal and as happy a life as possible, but at the same time we would never force anything on you. This is your life and your body, which means you get the final say in everything. We're also not expecting a decision to be made right now, and we'd be more than happy to keep you in our care until you make one. Because with all due respect, I want to hear that decision from you, not your previous lives."
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Lt. Cdr. Vialara Dreaxa | MED BOT 22-Nov-22 11:59 PM
The woman was happy to have her theory confirmed that this was indeed the symbiont they were currently communicating with, and that despite the fact that the two were one being, it was going to make her job substantially harder... She looked over at Quinn before glancing back at Jericho. "I don't think you quite realise the full extent of the situation here... Jericho's body is actively trying to kill you and it's only because of our help that that's not yet happened, if you don't accept that fact that you need our care, it might not just be Jericho that loses out on his life, we very well might lose the symbiont too. And I don't think you'd be all to pleased with that outcome." She pulled a chair over and sat down, expecting this argument to last quite a while with how difficult the symbiont seemed to be doing. "If Jericho comes too and he agrees with you, there's nothing much we can do about it. But unfortunately Jericho is also our patient, and his opinion matters too, it doesn't matter if you're one entity, I don't feel as if you two share the same opinion. It's not about appearing weak, or pitiful. A life of care does not make it any less of a life worth living... Would you rather perish than have to rely on the help of other people?"
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Lt. JG. Jericho Giles | SEC BOT 23-Nov-22 03:09 PM
The way his mind - both that of the host and symbiont's - reeled with the information being given and the opinions that immediately formed. Of course he understood the 'full extent of the situation.' Ruhko had living a shared life with this host for six years. Every memory and thought and feeling from before then - on both sides - had been integrated to become one. He had navigated the world of medical treatments and diagnoses and predictions on how long he would last. He had lived through surpassing those expectations, and he had lived through the times when it seemed as though the outcome of those expectations had rapidly began to catch up. He had watched the slow decline that ran concurrently with this lifetime. He had watched the ups and downs, until the downward trend was the only way it went. He had mourned countless lives before across hundreds of years; had mourned his previous hosts, and mourned the person that they had gotten to be. He had mourned what this life would become. As one being, in this lifetime, both Ruhko and Jadriel had been well aware of their impending fate. In the depths of their mind, trying to reconcile with one another after a joining that never should have happened, Ruhko had understood -- and had vowed not to become too attached. ...He had done so anyway. x_divider
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The anger and bitterness in his tone snuffed out as suddenly as someone extinguishing a flame. It was almost with a resigned solemness that he looked to the two doctors, struggling to meet their gaze, shoulders slumping in contrast to the acts of stubbornness and determination from mere moments before. "I can reassure you both that I understand the details of this situation... I have been aware of these circumstances far longer than you. I can also assure you that I do not speak as 'past lives' - people who are not here, and have no say. I speak now in the present, as one unified being who knows the fate of both host and symbiont. I..." There was a pause, a slow, rattly exhale, and this time he looked away. His mind had wandered into the negative that only host and symbiont shared - that he kept from other people, so that they never knew. The last thing he wanted was a to be a burden. People had enough difficulty having to deal with their own emotions surrounding him and his circumstances -- Dagis immediately came to mind. No one needed his own feelings weighing down on them on top of their own. "...Would like this information and these options presented more coherently... And I would like time -- to review everything, and to think things over. I'm sure that you can appreciate that these sorts of decisions..." Hold it together. "Aren't easy."
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Lt. JG. Quinn Rose | MED BOT 23-Nov-22 05:06 PM
As Jericho's posture and general behaviour changed ever so suddenly Quinn observed with a combination of medical curiosity, social confusion, and concern. Had they done something wrong? Had they said something they shouldn't? The use of the singular 'I' as the Trill spoke raised another flag in their head. Was this now actually Jericho Giles and not just his symbiont talking? The pause and slow exhale followed by their patient looking away from their general direction raised more concerns in their head as they just didn't know why he was acting the way he was... Until he spoke again, that is. The Junior Doctor listened silently and patiently, taking in every word said. They already felt like they had somehow made several mistakes throughout this interaction, so they thoroughly intended to not keep making any. Information, time, decisions aren't easy to make. That makes sense. Don't overwhelm your patient. Just because you can think quickly doesn't mean he can right now. Be respectful, be courteous, be kind. "We would be more than happy to provide you with all of that, Jericho." Quinn replied with a somewhat gentle and reassuring, yet still straightforward tone. "I fully appreciate that none of this is easy, and I'm sorry you're having to make these decisions. You can take as much time as you need." They added in the same tone a before, before pulling up a list of his potential care options on their PADD. They briefly glanced at the CMO with a look as if to say 'you heard him' before speaking once again, although this time a little slower so as to let their patient take all the information in as best as possible. "The first and most important thing we need to cover is your immune system. You have two options for how to proceed. The first is to let it regain strength and return to normal, but that will risk a repeat of this, or worse." They said with a general gesture to the ICU room the group were in. x_divider
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The Junior Doctor paused for a moment before continuing. Don't overwhelm your patient. "The second option is for you to go on long term immunosuppressants which will help prevent your body from attacking itself and your symbiont, but will also make you more vulnerable to disease and illness, including the common cold, to a potentially fatal degree. Having said that, there are plenty of people who live completely normal and fulfilling lives while being entirely immunocompromised. They just have to be a bit more careful." They said in the same gentle and reassuring tone as before. How Jericho was acting now in comparison to before, and how he clearly wasn't very happy at all said more than words needed to for Quinn. It was sad, really, but their job was to support their patient, so that's what they intended to attempt to do.
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Lt. Cdr. Vialara Dreaxa | MED BOT 24-Nov-22 12:37 AM
The woman pulled her chair in closer to Jericho, now that it was apparent that the Symbiont had began to subside slightly and the much more reasonable host was now listening to their care options. "You know us Jericho, we're only trying to do what's best for you and your qaulity of life, and you know there's no rush on timeframe, you can take your time, talk it over with anyone who you might want a second opinion of..." She said, giving him a knowing look. "I'm not sure if you heard or not, but I'd suggested to Lieutenant Dagis about perhaps providing you with a service animal? If being a burden is something that you so heavily despise this could be a good opportunity for you, these animals are specifically trained to help people such as yourself, you wouldn't be a burden at all on them." She turned to Quinn and sat the PADD down on the bed beside him. "But I think we should leave you to go over it yourself. Take all the time you need. I think judging by the lack of red alert klaxons the lockdown should be over now..." She stood and went over to check on the console next to the door. "Yeah, as I thought. We're free to leave, Doctor. So I think we'll just leave Jericho too it... He's got a lot to consider." [D] And with that, the two medical officers left Jericho to consider her options for his future medical care.
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Lt. JG. Jericho Giles | SEC BOT 03-Dec-22 01:55 PM
The isolation room off of the ICU’s main wing was silent as usual, other than the quiet ping of biobed readings. Dim but warm lighting was disturbed by the more glaringly artificial glow of a PADD’s screen. The sole occupant of the room had been staring at it for almost an hour, gaze fixed upon the display which continually shifted to display progression charts of blue which was steadily being replaced by red. Red – red that had atrophied his muscles, red that had crept its way into his bones, red that had begun to snake its way up his spine, red that had degraded half of his organs, red that had tried to kill his symbiont, and red that had finally showed up in a small blip right at the top of the screen; having hit his brain. The progression of degeneration didn’t look promising when it was mapped out – and the predictive models of how that trend would all but plummet downwards didn’t look any more promising either. It didn’t look any more promising when Giles plotted it out mentally to calculate when this would happen again next – not that the average was accurate at 6.65 months, seeing as how it had been anything from just over one month to ten months between attacks. He couldn’t trust the average but it was all he knew to do – faith in numbers came before faith in almost everything else. How did you consider your options if you didn’t have the predictions right there in front of you? How did you consider advanced directives and DNRs when things were so uncertain? He didn’t know what to think. His attempt to find hard fact and solid numbers didn’t make things any easier. He didn’t know what to decide upon -- and yet he had to. It was as a result of ‘having to’ that he had been going over things again and again until it made his head ache (even against the dosage of painkillers that he had been given), going round in circles as he tried to decide –
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Until the sound of the doors hissed open, breaking him out of that loop of thoughts. A welcome distraction, he hoped.
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Lieutenant Dagis | OPS BOT 03-Dec-22 02:54 PM
Upon the doors hissing open a familiar looking Ferengi walked through wearing her usual off-duty combo of tan trousers, a short-sleeved mint green shirt, and a pair of shoes (obviously), with her yellow Starfleet Delta-covered satchel over her shoulder and across her torso. The main difference to her usual attire was the addition of a medical mask and gloves for the sake of her partner's health, despite how much she genuinely hated wearing them. Having worn them for multiple days in a row while Giles was unconscious she had began to subconsciously to associate them with his declining health, as well as find them more and more itchy for some unknown reason. She didn't care, though, because none of this was about her. Having down right refused to leave the Medical Bay for several days when she had first learnt about Jericho being in the ICU the woman had slowly managed to overcome most of her anxiety about seeing her partner in that unconscious state over the time she had been with him. It still hadn't made it any emotionally easier for her, but less anxiety was good. Jericho actually being awake (or at least not completely out of it) had changed how she felt internally, though, and and so today, despite still feeing very much so saddened by it all, Dagis felt just a little bit better about visiting him. Perhaps it was helped by the fact one of the doctors had literally forced her to get some proper rest once she knew he was awake, and therefore her physical tiredness wasn't giving her yet another obstacle to get over, or perhaps it was the fact she might be able to properly talk to him again. She didn't know, or frankly care. x_divider
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Upon entering Dagis' blue eyes immediately fell upon Jericho as a whole as he lay in the biobed, as a small, tired smile crossed her face despite her mask almost entirely blocking it from being seen, as she walked over to be by his side. As she did the woman's eyes briefly glanced over at the table where she had previously placed the Trill's birthday presents and card, having noticed something different about it: He had opened them, and seeing that immediately warmed her heart. Her eyes swiftly returned to her partner, though, as she silently pulled the seat she had gotten quite acquainted with over the past few days out from near the wall and closer to the biobed so she could sit next to him. "Hey, Jericho." She greeted softly as her smile remained, the slightest hint of it showing in her eyes above her mask.
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Lt. JG. Jericho Giles | SEC BOT 03-Dec-22 03:45 PM
It wasn’t much of a surprise that it was Dagis who had entered. The medical staff had been quick to inform him of how she had seemingly refused to leave the medical bay after she had found out that he was here. Supposedly she had only left upon being forced to. He hoped that she hadn’t been upset by such a thing, but even Giles himself would agree that it was better that she hadn’t had to face Ruhko’s wrath. It was surprising just how defensive and downright angry that the symbiont could be. He supposed that the stubbornness that had been present in every host had never really belonged to them – it had been Ruhko’s. So it was good that she hadn’t had to deal with that – it certainly wasn’t what she deserved, after all of her apparent worry – it also had resulted in this gap in between. The waiting game had been difficult, not knowing when she would come back or how the conversation would go… And yet upon seeing her walk in, he wasn’t worried at all, nor did he feel guilty for worrying her. All of that was set aside, and just for a moment, hee was simply glad that she was here. As Dagis walked over he locked the PADD and set it aside lest she see what he had been looking at. That was a conversation that posed another difficulty for the two of them: he didn’t want to be untruthful and not tell her everything that was going on, but he also didn’t want to upset her. He had warned her about all of this, of course, and she had heeded that warning… But it didn’t make him feel any less guilty about the prospect of upsetting her. That could be brushed aside for now though. That could all be worried about later. For now they could just be here - reunited. x_divider
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“Lieutenant Dagis,” he spoke - better than a whisper, but still softly - in response to the Ferengi’s statement as he watched her slide the chair forwards. He pushed himself up a little straighter against the raised back of the biobed in turn, ever-formal with the rank despite their relationship, and ever as presentable as possible. Of course he caught the sight of the way her eyes crinkled ever so slightly upwards at the corners – the signs of a smile, even if the rest was hidden. He also (ever attentive, and more so now that he wasn’t entirely addled by sedatives) caught sight of what she glanced to. “Did you know that one of our ciphers – that's still being used – is based upon some of Zanephi's work? Fun fact.” It was said with a slight incline of the head towards that little side-table that Dagis had looked to before, clearly his way of worming (no symbiont joke intended) that into the conversation early on – that he had, in fact, already been reading what she had brought him. “…You don’t have to wear the medical get-up, by the way. You’ve already walked through a decon field. I don’t mind.” Was that just another way of saying ‘I want to see your smile properly’? Perhaps.
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Lieutenant Dagis | OPS BOT 03-Dec-22 04:30 PM
Hearing Jericho speak in a frankly far more normal way, despite talking softly, genuinely filled Dagis with happiness. The contrast between now and how he was when he first awoke was huge, and him even just simply calling her 'Lieutenant Dagis' like usual was enough for the woman to know her partner was certainly in a better state than the last time she had seen him, even if his health overall wasn't that great. The mention of one of Intel's ciphers being based upon some of the work of the author of the book she had gotten him, combined with the little 'fun fact' added in at the end only made the Ferengi's smile grow, as she knew full well that meant he had at least begun reading it. The little 'fun fact' simply made her happy in general, although why she didn't quite understand. Upon Giles saying she didn't need to wear her mask or gloves, and upon her listening to his reasoning as to why, Dagis came to a similar, albeit hesitant conclusion, and slowly removed her mask and gloves, feeling admittedly a little unsure about it, but also knowing that (as far as she knew) she was very healthy and his logic was entirely sound. Upon doing so her friendly, fond, loving, yet slightly tired-looking smile was revealed, as she looked into her partner's eyes for a moment, before immediately itching the side of her face. "I'll admit I'm quite glad you said that." The woman said with a soft chuckle. "Having worn a mask for however many days now, they've seemingly gotten itchier and itchier with every one I put on. I think it's subconscious, although why I have no idea." x_divider
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After a moment of brief itching the Ferengi stopped and hesitantly reached out a warm hand to gently take Jericho's own, her blue eyes fixed on his own and her nail varnish the same colour as her usual eyeshadow. Being able to properly hold the Trill's hand again almost brought forward a lot of emotions she was currently controlling, but having had some actual private time off work over the past few days to let herself let them out whenever she needed to meant she wasn't nearly as emotionally fragile as she was on his birthday. She was actually quite glad she had taken leave. "How are you feeling?" Dagis asked softly as she rubbed the back of Giles' hand with her thumb, a look of nothing but care in her eyes. She knew asking how he was would mean he'd either try to not worry her, or tell her what she probably already knew, so this was probably the better option right now.
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Lt. JG. Jericho Giles | SEC BOT 03-Dec-22 05:47 PM
It was amusing how they had that very brief moment of fond gazing after Dagis had removed that mask – only for her to break it upon scratching her face. Giles only gave a slow shake of his head in turn, but the smile was still there, eyes glistening with amusement. To go from bittersweet staring in this moment of being reunited to her laughing – it was something so perfectly alike her, and he loved it. “Well… Let’s just let you break the rules and not wear one, then. I can’t say anything about what it means subconsciously, but if there’s no reason to wear one then… Just don’t.” Of course there was a reason – i.e., preventing him from ending up in even a worse state than he was right now – but he trusted in medical’s modern technology more than he trusted in some filtered paper and nitrile gloves. “Besides, I’m pretty sure that you aren’t going about the station harbouring evil diseases or anything of the sort. I know that you’re smarter than that.” x_divider
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There was no word of complaint when Dagis took his hand, cold palm to warm palm as their pairing always went. It always seemed to be Dagis who initiated that sort of thing. It wasn’t as though Giles minded, but he just… Didn’t feel that requirement for physical touch. He would be more than content to just be in Dagis’s company. He never said anything though: for one, he didn’t really mind (and was happy for Dagis to endorse hand-holding if that was what she enjoyed), and for two, why would he ever complain about her acting as his own personal hand-warmer? There wasn’t the same rhythmic lacing unlacing of their fingers from his side – joints were too achy and stiff for that – but he was happy to hold her hand in turn none-the-less. “As for the latter… That’s a difficult question. I don’t want to upset you – and I know that all of this has, so please, you don’t have to pretend otherwise – but I also don’t want to not tell you things. So: what would you like? The truth, or some generic generalisation? Those words… Mean the same thing.”
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Lieutenant Dagis | OPS BOT 03-Dec-22 06:24 PM
The lack of rhythmic lacing and unlacing of Jericho's fingers hadn't even occurred to Dagis quite frankly, because her mind was far too occupied elsewhere. When the Trill started to respond to her question about how he felt the tired but genuine smile on her face started fading a little. 'I don't want to upset you', 'I know all of this has', 'you don't have to pretend'. Those words repeated in the woman's head as she processed everything being said, and it all harked back to her telling him she felt like she could properly be herself around him, and him in turn saying he wanted her to be herself around him. She didn't have to pretend, and so she wasn't going to. The question of what she would like was one the Ferengi didn't really have an answer for. She didn't want to hear about his declining health because it upset her, but she also wanted to know everything so she could support her partner. x_divider
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"I don't want you to feel like you have to hide anything from me, Jericho." Dagis responded after a short moment of silence and simply looking into her partner's eyes. Her smile had left her face for now, but her look of care was unchanged. "I don't want you to spare my emotions when I know you have plenty yourself. I want you to feel like you can tell me anything that's bothering or upsetting you, to be able to come to me for the same level of comfort and support that you give me when I need it. I want to support you, and I want you to be able to talk to me about it all, not just this, without feeling guilty about upsetting me." As the woman spoke softly she continued to gently rub Giles' hand with her thumb, her eyes not once leaving his own. The expression on her face now included a small amount of upset, but the look of love and care had not once faded and was still front and centre. "So, I would like the truth if that's okay with you, because as much as it will probably hurt and upset me, I'm not the one experiencing it all - You are, and I'm not leaving your side through any of it."
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Lt. JG. Jericho Giles | SEC BOT 03-Dec-22 07:57 PM
The two of them seemed to be so proficient in brief silences. While Giles had nothing against said silences (for it was often him creating them as he thought), this one couldn’t help but make him worry. As soon as Dagis’s smile faded, his did too, brown furrowing in turn. How typical that their conversation had been going on for less than two minute (one minute and nineteen seconds) and they had already delved into negative territory. It was difficult not to, given the setting and the circumstances, but still… One day their conversations would stay entirely light-hearted. One day – but not today, obviously, for as soon as Dagis started talking it was evident that they were staying on that sombre topic of conversation. At least they were getting this conversation over and done with, even if he didn’t want to have it at all. Dagis’s words spoke volumes – and also hit right on the mark. How was it that she could see right through him and know what went on inside his head? He would have questioned her being a telepath had he not known that no: she was just a kind person, and kind people thought about these sorts of things. The issue was that he was still caught in the middle. He wanted to talk about all of this and yet he didn’t. He wanted to let her know what was happening – how things were going, and what he had to decide – but that meant actually having to face those decisions, and so he didn’t want to talk about them at all. He wanted to be able to be open about all of this and how he felt (physically? Emotionally? Both?) – but just like Dagis had mentioned, he didn’t want to upset her. Maybe… Maybe the concept of talking about it with someone who didn’t pity him and who just wanted to be there for him was so rare that it didn’t feel right. The only people he spoke to about such a thing were his brothers, and the three of them were light-years apart and always so busy – that was rare in itself. x_divider
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”Look, I- this is just the thing, that I don’t want to upset you. And – I know that this already is upsetting, and that you’ve already had to deal with all of this-“ there was a short gesture out to the interior of the isolation room in general. Words were short but not sharp, concern instead of anger. “So I don’t want to make that worse. And… I know that it will get worse, anyway. If you do stay with me like you say you would like to – and please, I would very much like you there, don’t take this as me trying to push you away at all because I’m not- I’m just –“ He halted, words shaking, firstly from the breathlessness from speaking out that sentence so quickly, and secondly, from how this emotional cascade had hit equally quickly. How many people had he refused to get close to in fear that they would pity him, or that this situation of his would just cause them too much pain? “…I’m being truthful when I say that things are going to get worse. They – they are worse, Dagis – and the last thing I want is to hurt you.
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Lieutenant Dagis | OPS BOT 03-Dec-22 10:21 PM
Dagis, as per her norm, listened silently as Jericho spoke, her eyes still looking into his own as she did. Him saying he knows it will get worse was certainly not at all reassuring for the Ferengi, but the Trill very quickly adding that he wasn't trying to push her away elicited the tiniest movement of her mouth as if to try and smile but ultimately fail. As Giles' words got shaky and he paused the woman moved her spare hand to further grasp his hand that she was already holding with her other, wanting to do nothing but provide comfort to her partner and to try and reassure him. As he spoke again she continued to listen, and as he said things were going to get worse, and that they already are, her heart sank a small amount. But, having already known things weren't that great, it wasn't new news to her, it was just... Hard to hear him say it. The fact he called her just 'Dagis', though, said a lot. As soon as Jericho said the last thing he'd want to do was hurt her Dagis immediately (but gently) squeezed his hand in response. "I know you don't want to upset me, and I know you don't want to make it any worse, and I know that it will get worse..." The woman responded after a brief moment of silence to think about how she could possibly try and reassure her partner. As she continued her eyes started to well up, her emotions finally starting to properly show. Be whatever emotion you want to be around him. "I've known it will get worse from the moment you warned me about it all, and I've known it will all upset me like it is right now, but the thing is Jericho, you're not upsetting me, and you're not hurting me, because none of this is your fault. I might feel hurt and upset, but you'll never be the one to blame." x_divider
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As the Ferengi spoke she continued to look directly into the Trill's eyes, blue looking into blue. "I meant what I said, though. I want to be by your side through all of this, regardless of how much it might hurt, and regardless of how upset I might get.” There was another pause, - something that was quite common during conversations the two had, - before Dagis continued. “You deserve to be able to talk to someone about anything that’s bothering or upsetting you without feeling bad about it or guilty because they are upset by it all. And, as much as I will get upset and am upset about all of this, I don’t want you to feel guilty for it, because as I said it’s not your fault. The last thing I want is for you to not feel able to talk to me about something. Yes, it might upset me, but that’s a part of love, Jericho, and I love you.” As she finished speaking a genuine, loving smile spread across the woman’s face, despite the tears in her eyes.
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Lt. JG. Jericho Giles | SEC BOT 03-Dec-22 11:20 PM
It was almost instantaneously that he looked away. As soon as he caught the first glimpse of Dagis's eyes glistening with tears he had to look away, even though he didn't want to. He didn't want her to be upset but he also didn't want her to have to act as though everything was okay... And as Dagis spoke, he realised that was along the lines of what she was saying back at him. They were both entitled to their own emotions, and they were both allowed to share them. What sort of relationship would this be if they weren't? What sort of relationship was it if they hid things from one another to stop the other from being upset? Wanting to protect the other was natural, but some things - some things that would impact the rest of your time spent together - simply couldn't be avoided and ignored. Being protective had to give way for effective communication instead. If only it was as straight forward emotionally as it was in theory. x_divider
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"You're right," he ended up whispering, for a whisper was all that he could manage. Somehow even just those two words were shaky. He would have moved his other hand to place it atop both of Dagis's own, but the sharp tug of the IV cannula told him otherwise when he tried. He hoped that looking back to her - meeting her gaze despite the threat of tears and how guilty the prospect of her crying made him felt - would be enough. It was difficult to keep up that eye contact yet he did -- it was the least he could do in response to those last three words, words that terrified him but washed away the guilt and the concern all at once. In the culture of the Joined Trill where relationships were frowned down upon and deemed as something that you were supposed to be better than, those three words were controversial. Even in the lives that did find love it developed so slowly. Maybe Ferengi culture had it differently and it was the norm to do all of this so soon. If it was then it felt strange... But he didn't think that he minded. "You're right - and I'm sorry. I know that I don't have to feel guilty, but I know that I will. I'm sorry for feeling as though I should be, or considering that I should keep things from you, I just--" Slow inhale, slow exhale. He tried to get rid of the shakiness to his voice. "...I'm not used to sharing these sorts of things. When I have I've been pitied, and I despise that, so I just..." Stopped talking about this to almost every person. Closed yourself off from the world. "Didn't really speak about it. But I know that this has to be different. I know that we have to talk, and tell one another things - I know that open communication is what a relationship needs, and I want to be an open book with you. There's... A lot to discuss, and things to decide, and... None of if it is pleasant. So if at any time, you decide you want out... Then I would understand. But otherwise? I'd... I'd like to talk. With you."
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Lieutenant Dagis | OPS BOT 04-Dec-22 02:11 PM
As Jericho all but whispered that she was right Dagis' eyes remained entirely fixed on his face, and as he looked back at her the Ferengi's blue eyes met his own once again, a soft, caring look spread across her face just as it was before. As the Trill continued to speak the woman listened silently and intently, his hand within her own two providing her with comfort as he spoke. Well, frankly, just being with him provided comfort, but the hand-holding certainly helped in moments like this. A look of reassurance crossed her face the moment her partner began to apologise, wanting nothing more than to support him. She wanted to say he didn't have to apologise, but maybe apologising for it all was a way for him to cope? Having been forced out of having even simple friendships by the Section for so long meant the woman sometimes struggled to know what to say or how to react to things, so she just hoped she was doing a decent enough job of supporting the person she loved. As Giles explained that he got pitied when he's shared such things with someone in the past, and that he despised it, and as a result stopped talking to people about it all, Dagis nodded silently in response. Being pitied was never something she had liked when she experienced it in the past, nor something she liked to see other people experience for that matter. She knew that people deserve support and understanding when they speak about their health, be it physical or mental, and that their boundaries have to be respected at all times. She also knew she should never, ever feel distain or contempt towards someone's misfortunes. Her parents taught her that a long time ago. As the Trill continued and said that he knew this had to be different the Ferengi continued to nod softly in response, an appreciative, caring look spread across her face as her partner talking about wanting to be an open book with her. x_divider
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And, as Giles said there was a lot to discuss and decide, and that none of it was pleasant, and that he didn't mind if she decided she wanted out, but that he'd like to talk with her, the woman moved her hand that was once atop his to gently rest on his cheek instead as a warm smile crossed her face. Despite the sadness she felt, her love and care for him was always the most prominent feeling inside her. Being in a relationship was already turning out to be an emotional rollercoaster, but it was one she had zero complaints against. "We can talk about anything you need or want to talk about." Dagis replied softly as she gently rubbed his cheek with her thumb, before slowly moving her hand back to sit atop his, her other still holding on quite comfortably as her soft smile remained on her face, her eyes still watery from the mix of emotions she was experiencing. "I might need time to process some of what we talk about, but I promise you Jericho, I will never want out."
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Lt. JG. Jericho Giles | SEC BOT 04-Dec-22 03:13 PM
It was almost difficult to tell what Dagis was thinking seeing as how her expression continually changed. There was concern and upset and reassurance and fondness all rolled into one. He was certain that he had never seen someone go through such emotional versatility in a short space of time… Or maybe it was just that he had never watched so closely, never paid so much attention to all of the details like he did with her. He had scrutinised people to gauge their intent dozens of times before, but that was so… Analytical. This was different. This was him watching to see how she reacted emotionally, this was him watching to make sure that she was okay. Maybe there was a difference between noticing things because you contractually had to, and between noticing things because you cared. x_divider
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Dagis’s smile at the end was welcome at least. It didn’t take much scrutiny at all to notice that her eyes were still glistening with tears, but he didn’t mind. There was something about this conversation that brought clarity: that she was allowed to have her own emotions and that he could have his, and present circumstances might upset her, but that was just the nature of life. It wasn’t as though he was intentionally trying to upset her – and if he ever did cause her upset then he had a feeling that Dagis was the sort of person that would let you know. She may have been powerless against Section 31 but he was quite certain that she wasn’t powerless when it came to other people. She was kind and considerate but determined, and she was a department head above all that as well. Dagis was strong enough to hold her ground and this conversation itself had shown him that she was wise beyond her years – wise beyond his own too, perhaps, with all of his ideals about how relationships were being both outdated and influenced by the Symbiosis Commission. He was glad that Dagis knew better. (He was glad for Dagis in general, for the more he thought of it, the more he realised just how brilliant she was.) x_divider
15:13
And it was perhaps that musing upon her being such a brilliant person that made him lose focus, completely missing the movement before a warm hand met cold skin. His gaze snapped back to her, frozen in place – and when she moved her hand away again he couldn’t help but smile. Despite the topic of conversation and everything that was being discussed, it only took such a little act from her to make him smile. It might have been a selfish notion (for again, if Dagis ever decided that all of this was too much and that she wanted to leave then he would never complain), but he very much hoped that promise remained true. “I… It’s rather selfish of me, but I’ll admit that I hope you never do, too.” Why not admit it? If they were going for being open with one another then why not? Besides, Dagis deserved to know how much he appreciated this, how much he appreciated her. He was never good at putting things into words, but he hoped that just that would help. Surely saying that you wanted a person to remain with you for however you had long left in this lifetime would show how much you cared. x_divider
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“And as for the rest… I’m not sure where to start. You know-“ a brief glance away was replaced by him looking back to her, his smile of gratitude having turned to one of slight amusement instead, tone lightening despite what they needed to discuss. “I spent so long fretting over having to bring this up at all that I didn’t plan how I would even start the conversation. It’s just… Typical of me. So…” Images often conveyed more than words, and so (reluctantly) withdrawing his hand from Dagis’s own, he unlocked the screen of the PADD and then nudged the device towards her. With her taking it he held both his hands together in his lap, idly twiddling this thumbs as he let her look upon the diagrams. “The blue represents normal, unaffected areas of my body. The red marks areas of degeneration. You can go back and forth between the pictures – each one has been taken at any time I’ve been hospitalised. Sometimes it’s pushed back by regenerative therapy. Sometimes the degeneration happens slowly in between attacks, and then kick-starts and tries to ravage an area whole. But uhm… As you can see from the latest few – it’s spread.”
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Lieutenant Dagis | OPS BOT 04-Dec-22 08:40 PM
The warmness and size of Dagis' smile only increased as Jericho admitted that he hoped she would never want out, knowing full well that he was saying he wanted to spend his life with her. Him saying that also elicited a gentle squeeze of his hand, before the woman somewhat begrudgingly removed one of her hands from his to reach into her trouser pocket and pull out one of the handkerchiefs he had previously 'lent' her to dry her eyes, of which she proceeded to do. The Trill's reaction to her placing her hand upon his cheek, and then his smile as she removed it didn't go unnoticed by the Ferengi, and it frankly filled her with joy to see her partner smile despite the circumstances. What went even less unnoticed, though, was his smile changing from gratitude to a degree of amusement, and his tone lightening as he spoke. And as she listened to what he said, the tone change made sense. Giles fretting over talking about it all made complete sense to Dagis, but she still found it quite amusing that he hadn't even slightly plan how to actually do so. As her partner retracted his hand from her own said hand found itself resting upon the Ferengi's lap as she watched him unlock the PADD and then nudge it towards her. In an instant she put her handkerchief back in her pocket, her eyes now drier than before, and took the PADD from him to read whatever was on the screen. As the Trill spoke and explained what she was seeing the woman listened intently, taking all of the information in as best as possible. Listening and looking was something she had trained herself to do long ago, so was glad she could utilise that right now. Her seeing that the degeneration had spread and him actually saying it had were two different things as far as her brain was concerned, though, and it was only once she repeated what he had said in her head as she switched back and forth between the pictures that it properly sank in. x_divider
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'It's spread' repeated in Dagis' mind for a short while as she silently switched between the images, her smile once again gone from her face as she processed all of the information provided to her. She didn't seem entirely upset despite what she was looking at though (at least no more than she already was), as the look on her face was that which normally appeared when she was thinking about something, because she was. She was thinking about how this could effect Jericho's health further down the line, how it could effect their life together, how it could be prevented from getting worse if at all, and above all else how she could support him right here and right now. After a short while she looked back up at him, blue eyes meeting blue, her tone caring and warm as she spoke and her face matching it. And as she did, one of her hands reached out to rest on his wrist so as to let him carry on his thumb twiddling. "Is there anything that can be done to help it, to help you? And what do you want to do?"
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Lt. JG. Jericho Giles | SEC BOT 04-Dec-22 09:39 PM
If there was anything that could be done was entirely the issue - because there was, but it was still entirely problematic. There wasn't any sort of easy option with all of this. If there ever had been, he would have opted for it years ago. Half of his life had ended up as some sort of waiting game: waiting to see if one day some miraculous fix for all of this might be developed, or waiting to see how long it took before his own immune system would kill him. The former was wishful thinking but he prided himself on not being so pessimistic (most of the time, for staying so hopeful was a difficult task). The issue was that there was something that could be done but that something had been tried before, and the result had been far less than desirable then. "Technically speaking... Yes, but -- I need to stress that it isn't some magical fix. This would be chronic instead of terminal if it was." How did you explain all of this? How did you put it all into words that were scientific enough instead of just being entirely emotional instead? "What can be done - what they've done right now - is that Medical have put me on rather strong immunosuppressants. Essentially, I have no immune function right now. And that may well be what has to be done, because things are... Different, this time. In the past I've had a lower dosage of immunosuppressants, akin to having your immune system working at half-capacity. It was enough to slow down the progress of degeneration -- until something made it flare up. But the issue now is that I'm not the only one on the receiving end - Ruhko is, too. There's no surviving total symbiotic rejection, so things are.... Like I say. Different." x_divider
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During his explanation his gaze had wandered away, looking vacantly towards the back wall. A slow inhale was drawn in, and against the attempted affect of the warm but dim lighting, he looked how he felt: gaunt. "I know that shutting down my immune system might sound like some sort of easy solution, but it's not. It... Would have been, had all of this been caught earlier." There was a hint of bitterness to his tone then, brow furrowing into a frown. There wasn't any way of not being frustrated when all of this might have been fine and he wouldn't be terminal and having to consider end of life plans from such a young age had they just been quicker... Or more attentive. "For context... I was very unwell as a child, so this degenerative disorder wasn't picked up upon. When I became progressively worse we thought it was just, well, the new normal. It was only when I couldn't breathe and went into respiratory arrest for the first time that we learned it was different. We tried the immunosuppressants then but that was dangerous in itself. Extensive damage had already been done and only two months later I wound up with pneumonia and was put back on the vent. There... Wasn't an easy option." x_divider
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There was a moment's pause, voice already starting to go hoarse. It was almost eerie how he spoke of all of this like he was recounting any other story, but with a haunting, almost macabre feeling behind it. "It became evident that complete immunosuppression wasn't a viable option. We tried to work around it - for a while they considered transplantation of the organs that had been damaged, but doing so much work at once on a child was too dangerous. If they left my immune system to its own devices I'd reject the transplant, and if they tried transplantation one thing at a time then if I caught any virus then the other unreplaced organs wouldn't hold up. There wasn't a viable fix, so... We settled on the middle ground. We slowed the degenerative progress down. You know -- they didn't think I'd make it past age fourteen. I was stubborn, though. I wanted to prove everyone otherwise... And now we're here: fourteen years later, reviewing the same options, and viewing everything as imminent again." The difference this time, however, was that it truly was.
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Lieutenant Dagis | OPS BOT 04-Dec-22 10:34 PM
As per her norm Dagis once again listened to what her partner had to say without once interrupting him, her mind focused what he was saying, paying attention to how he was behaving to make sure he was okay, and trying to find any possible suggestion she could give that might help him medically in any way. The fact his body wasn’t just attacking itself but his symbiont as well was not very good at all, so it made complete sense for the Trill to be on strong immunosuppressants in her opinion, but as Jericho explained that shutting his immune system down wasn’t as easy of a solution as it sounded a small concerned frown crossed the woman’s face. Why could nothing ever be that simple? The bitterness didn’t go unnoticed, but it was understandable for him to feel that way considering his circumstances. She thought so, anyway. As her partner provided her with context and talked about how he was as a child the Ferengi couldn’t help but feel sadder about the situation he was in and had been in for such a long period of time, but her face remained unchanged from that look of concern and care that was firmly fixed upon it. There is never an easy option, is there? Dagis continued to listen as Jericho continued to speak, one hand still resting on his wrist, the other still holding the PADD, and her eyes still focused entirely on him. What she honestly struggled to understand was how after all these years no solution had been found for his condition, and how after all these years he was so calm about it. There wasn’t any real reason to be worked up about something like this after you’ve lived with it for so many years, the woman supposed, but it must still be so hard for him to have dealt with it all without support for so long. What concerned the Ferengi the most was the Trill’s mental health in general, because she could only begin to guess how he might really be feeling about all of this. x_divider
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The comment made by Giles about him being stubborn elicited a small chuckle from Dagis, knowing full well that it was entirely true. Stubborn was good, though, and without it… Well, she didn’t want to think what the current situation might be without him being stubborn. “Fourteen years, wow…” The Ferengi commented quietly as she processed everything that had been said. “Honestly, I’m glad you proved everyone otherwise, I’m glad you were stubborn, and I hope you keep proving everyone otherwise.” She continued as a soft smile crossed her face. “Being able to review options is good, in my opinion. It gives you the chance to think everything over and decide the best course of action. But that being said, I really don’t know what it is. If full immunosuppressants are a bad idea I’m not sure how else any more damage could be prevented.” There was a brief pause while she thought of what to say next before speaking once again. “Did the doctors mention the support animal idea to you? They told me it could warn you of seizures before they happen which might do something, but I don’t know how much it would benefit you.”
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Lt. JG. Jericho Giles | SEC BOT 04-Dec-22 11:00 PM
His opinion was in direct contrast to Dagis's own. While she thought that options were good, he thought they were a nuisance that left him stuck in a loop of debate. Neither option was a particularly good one, and yet he still had to decide between them. "Yes, they mentioned the prospect of an alert or response dog, and I -" Ruhko, really, but still him "- said no. For one, handling animals isn't deemed as safe for someone who's immunocompromised. For two -- I had an alert dog in the past, and I outlived her, and while people endorse the 'they're a working dog and not a pet' I still had grown attached... Both in terms of emotion, and in terms of dependence. I value retaining my independence, and... I don't particularly want to face that it's going to be taken from me sooner rather than later. I understand why they're suggesting it -- there's a reason my seizures have become more frequent, what with the degeneration having hit my brain." It was also, Medical reckoned, the reason behind him undoing Section 31's work to hide his own memories from him. "But... I don't know." x_divider
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It was time for another silence. This time it ticked on for a good while, Giles staring downwards for the duration. He almost seemed statuesque until his shoulders moved with the exhale of a heavy sigh, and he turned to look to the woman sat beside him. "Dagis, I... I need to stress just how imminent things have become. There's a reason they're considering things like service dogs and care plans and it's because things aren't going well. I can go back to how we'd usually treat this and even if Ruhko isn't attacked, then it's just a waiting game for how long it kills the host instead. These episodes are entirely unpredictable and it infuriates me." How couldn't it, seeing as how mathematical prediction models were all he knew? "...The average is 6.65 months. Another episode could happen in a year's time - or it could happen in a week's time. And if I go for the other option then there's no knowing what virus might end up being spread around and just what it would do to me. And-" x_divider
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That logical explanation had dissolved, words quickening and voice thick with emotion. It was echoed in the uptick of the biobed's readings continually being beeped out. Everything that he had kept to himself was coming to the surface rather rapidly - and how he hated feeling emotional about it because it all seemed so selfish, and yet, here he was fretting about it all anyway. "- Then there's the matter of the outcome. They don't know if I would make it through another resuscitation... And if I did, then I have to think about what quality of life I had afterwards. I don't even know what quality of life I'm going to have now as soon as I'm out of here, Dagis-" the 'if they ever say I'm fit enough to' was left out. His own hopefulness had faded, but the Medical officers here provided a good balance between that and being more serious. "- My lungs almost completely failed. My muscles have atrophied, all of my joints are inflamed. My brain is deteriorating. My spine is being eaten away at - I don't know how much physiotherapy it would take for me to even walk out of here. It's not just about buying time any more. It's about the prospect of care, and I don't want it to come to that, but..." His voice faded to a whisper, then. "But it has."
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Lieutenant Dagis | OPS BOT 05-Dec-22 03:08 PM
As Jericho began answering her question Dagis began occasionally nodding in response to what he said, a sympathetic look soon crossing her face in response to him saying he outlived his previous alert dog and the fact he was attached both emotionally and in terms of his dependence to her. As he continued and said he understood why they had suggested it, and that the reason his seizures had gotten more frequent was because the degeneration had gotten to his brain the Ferengi carried on occasionally nodding in response without even realising she was doing it. The following silence spoke a lot more than words in her opinion, though, but the woman didn’t interrupt it because she knew her partner was thinking and she wanted to give him time to do so without any interruptions. Throughout the silence her eyes remained entirely focused on the Trill’s face despite him not looking at her, wanting to pay attention in case anything changed. The sigh after the silence spoke more words once again, and as Jericho called her just by her name and without her rank again, and said he needed to stress how imminent everything had become, the look of concern on Dagis’ face grew a small amount. She didn't like hearing the word ‘imminent’ in this context, but she once again nodded in response, wanting her partner to know she was listening to every word he said. ‘Things aren’t going well’ - those words repeated in the woman’s head a few times, her mind trying to process both the information she was receiving and the associated emotions all at once. Hearing that the episodes were unpredictable and infuriating wasn’t surprising to her, and what was even less surprising was the fact Giles had done the maths and figured out the average time between them. As he continued to speak she immediately picked up on how this his voice had become thick with emotion and how quick he was speaking, her hand immediately moving to rest on her partner’s hands in the hope of providing comfort.
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x_divider Dagis continued listening silently as Jericho said that Medical didn’t know if he would make it through another resuscitation, and that his quality of life might be worse afterwards even if he did survive. Him continuing and saying he didn’t know what quality of life he’d even have this time once he was able to leave the ICU filled the Ferengi with a lot of very negative, very sad emotions, but she kept them as contained as possible for the sake of her partner. She needed to support her him, but if she was too upset she'd struggle to do that. As the Trill carried on Dagis nodded occasionally again in silent response, her caring, concerned look spread across her face until she found a good moment to respond. “Yes, it has Jericho, but…” She responded with a small sigh. There was a pause as the woman took a moment to think of what she wanted to say, her thumb idly rubbing one of his hands. “I… I’m not sure what the answer to all of this is to be completely truthful with you, but I know there’s still a possibility for you to live a long, happy life.” She said with a gentle hand squeeze, before putting the PADD to one side and reaching out her other hand to rest on his. ”We just have to find a way to make that happen.” There was another brief pause then, and as she continued speaking the tears started glistening in her eyes once more, but her soft, caring tone remained all the same. You need to be strong for him, but you also need to be an open book just like he is. It was obvious to the woman that, at least in comparison to usual, Jericho was struggling to be his usual scientific and fairly optimistic self, which concerned her. “I still have hope in finding a good enough outcome, -“ ’Good enough’ as opposed to ‘good’, because none of this was good “- and even if you yourself are struggling to feel hope doesn’t mean there isn’t any… It just has to be found.” The woman added with another gentle hand squeeze.
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Lt. JG. Jericho Giles | SEC BOT 05-Dec-22 10:27 PM
It was so, so incredibly difficult to not be pessimistic in return. He had spent so long doing the wishful thinking and the hopefulness but it was draining, and as things progressed and caught up, he realised that he was tired of it. There were limits to how hopeful you could be when it hurt to move or breathe or think – the latter being the most emotionally agonising part, when he thought about it. He had dealt with the pain and the breathing difficulties and the masses of other associated symptoms over the years. He had gotten used to all of that to the extent that it was just normal. He didn’t like the thought of it getting worse but at least he had practice with dealing with it all already, and he had always known that things would go this way – it was an inevitability. Knowing that there would be an eventual loss of his mobility was something he had also known. He didn’t like it, but… Still, it was something that he had known was in his future. x_divider
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What had always been ambiguous, though, was how all of this would impact his mind. It had been impossible to know if the degeneration would ever reach his brain. It had been impossible to know that if it did, then how exactly it would progress. It all depended on how quickly it spread and the area it started in – there were so many variables and Medical simply couldn’t predict the future. What mattered now, though, was that it was happening. He could cling on to his independence and try to keep things as normal as possible for as long as he liked, but that wasn’t going to be a possibility once his mind began to fail. For years upon years he had prided himself on pursuing a normal life (as much as possible) and doing what everyone else did. That was important in itself when it came to the reason he was so determined to keep working, but there was also the desire to repay the Federation for what he had done during his time with Section 31. As a mathematician, his mind was his main asset. What did he have left when that failed, too? x_divider
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There was another sigh as he glanced sideways to Dagis – voice taking on a firmer tone again, trying to steel himself. It only lasted seconds. Typical that it didn’t work. “Dagis, I… I appreciate the wishful thinking, I really do – and perhaps that will be true, for there’s no telling what will happen if we change our approach and alter my treatment plan. But at the same time, I… I have to be realistic about this. One way or another this will kill me, and being hopeful is all fair and well, but as much as I’d like to, I cannot avoid the fact that things have progressed. There isn’t any way of avoiding the future, and these decisions have to be made in advance. So… What I think I’m going to do is go with this altered plan that they’re offering and just… See how things go. Maybe I’ll be around for a lot longer than I anticipated, or maybe I won’t have much time at all. I know that I don’t want a future in which I have no quality of life, so…” He wanted to look at her, to offer any hint of reassurance, and yet he couldn’t. What a coward… And perhaps that was what all of this was – cowardace. “I… Think that I’m going to sign a DNR. When things come to it, it won’t be about trying to buy me time any more. It’ll… Just be a matter of palliative care. Nothing more.”
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Lieutenant Dagis | OPS BOT 06-Dec-22 04:32 PM
As Jericho responded to what she said Dagis listened silently as she took in every single word he spoke and every single emotion attached to each word spoken. If she hadn't been pre-warned by him about all of this she would probably found all of of this even harder than she already was, so she was glad for that right now as, despite the subject matter, despite how much her partner's life was being effected and could be effected even more by all of this, she was coping. Just barely. The woman presumed it was also partially thanks to being in the Trill's company, because despite the subject of bad health surrounding his body, he was still there for her as much as she was there for him right now in this moment. The mention of him signing a DNR was a slight emotional shock for the woman. The idea of her partner not being revived was horrible, but at the same time if his life would be without quality she didn’t want him to have to suffer, either. Once he had finished speaking the Ferengi took a good moment to respond, her mind trying to process it all and come up with what to say. x_divider
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“A-and I… I don’t want you to suffer a future where you have no quality of life.” Dagis finally responded, voice completely filled with emotion, as a few tears started to run down her cheeks. But despite how upset the woman sounded and looked her tone and expression on her face was still filled with the love and care she felt for him, as well as admittedly a tiny bit of her own bitterness towards the current situation and how potentially nothing could be done that would actually work. There was another pause, a sniffle being heard from the woman as her hands rested on the Trill’s own, before she spoke again, quietly, as her eye contact started to fail. “The-the altered plan sounds like a good road to take. Seeing how things go, as you said, might mean you’ll be… You’ll be a-around for a while longer, or it… It won’t. As for the…. T-the other thing -“ ’Other thing’ being the DNR, of which she couldn’t even face verbalising right now “- A-as I said, I don’t want you to-to suffer.” It was by this point that Dagis’ emotions had become far stronger than she could contain. She was already crying beforehand, but finally saying she didn’t want her partner to suffer had pushed her over the edge of the waterfall and down into the river below. As she sat with her hands rested upon Jericho’s own her tears began practically streaming down her face as the occasional sniffle escaped her nose. She had tried so hard to keep herself as calm as he was, and she had tried to not burden him with the guilt of upsetting her, but she just simply couldn’t keep it all in anymore. ‘Be an open book’ repeated in her head as she tried to do something, to say anything else. “I-I’m sorry, Jericho… Y-you don’t need all of this on t-top of everything you’re d-dealing with right now.” The Ferengi apologised between sniffles as she struggled to look at her partner through wet eyes.
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Lt. JG. Jericho Giles | SEC BOT 07-Dec-22 12:40 PM
He could tell that Dagis was going to cry. Even when he didn’t look to her he could still hear the sniffling start, and in the corner of his peripheral vision he could see the way that her eyes had welled up with tears, glistening in the glare of the PADD’s light. Here it was: the last thing that he had wanted, and exactly what he had predicted. It was so difficult to know what to do. Dagis had made it abundantly clear that she knew what she was getting into with all of this, and the two of them had both made it very clear to one another that they were entitled to their own emotions. But still – this was what he hadn’t wanted, for who would ever want to make someone upset? It was the constant issue with this situation and what had left him in a loop for so long: needing to inform the likes of family as to what was happening, but not wanting them to be upset (and of course they would, if they were someone close to him); wanting to talk about it but having no one to talk to, purposefully isolating himself because of the above. It was never easy. x_divider
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And so what did he do? Did he apologise in turn, even though Dagis had told him not to? He didn’t want to go back on what they had spoken about, but he didn’t want the conversation to continue like this if Dagis (the two of them, really), would just end up upset… And when he heard the emotion in the Ferengi’s voice as she spoke, and then caught the tears rolling down her face, he knew that this couldn’t continue. In normal circumstances this would have been the moment where he continued the trend of him providing her with handkerchiefs, but this time, she already had one… And given the situation he felt that wasn’t enough. It was difficult given the angle they were sat at and the distance, but he slid his hand out from between Dagis’s and then gingerly shuffled as close to the edge of the biobed as possible. Biting back a grimace as he had to stretch over slightly, he wrapped an arm around the Ferengi’s shoulders and then tugged slightly, drawing her close. The height difference worked to their advantage; Dagis’s head nestling just perfectly under his own. x_divider
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“Please… You don’t need to apologise – and as much as I’m tempted to, I won’t either. We’re both entitled to how we feel, and we’ve already acknowledged that this wouldn’t be easy. But… We’ve said what we need to say, I’ve told you what you should be informed of – so why don’t we talk about something else, now?” The way he managed to change his tone and hold back the emotion this time was down to simple determination – and a need to ensure that Dagis was happy (as was possible, as something told him that she would dwell on all of this.) It felt a little like avoidance, but sometimes, a conversation change was simply necessary. “Why don’t you tell me about what I’ve missed? I’ve only managed to catch hints of gossip here and there, and I don’t have my PADD either, so I’m entirely out of the loop. Not that spending time reading your book is a bad thing, mind -- and I liked the card. …I heard that the Section 31 prisoners escaped but it was all handled and they’re now off the station – thankfully, seeing how that took forever to be done. What else was there… One of the nurses put my name down on that ‘Secret Santa’ list but who knows how I’ll arrange that from here – and then they were talking about an annual winter ball as well.”
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Lieutenant Dagis | OPS BOT 07-Dec-22 06:43 PM
As Jericho removed his hand from her own Dagis' eyes darted between it hand him with concern, only to see him shuffling closer to her and then reaching out his arm to wrap around her shoulders. It was only a moment later that she was drawn into him, her head resting under his own as tears continued to run down her cheeks. For the briefest of moments the woman closed her eyes, the warmth of his embrace (not a very literal warmth considering how much colder he was in comparison to her) immediately filling her with reassurance and comfort, something she very desperately needed right now. And with her eyes closed she listened to what he said, only ever interrupting with the occasional sniffle escaping her as she tried to calm down just a little. Upon it being suggested that they spoke of something else the Ferengi felt a combination of guilt caused by her thinking she was preventing him from wanting to speak of other things, and relief at the prospect of having an emotional break of sorts. But the fact the Trill had said they had said what they needed to and she had been informed of what she needed to be informed of meant she felt less guilty than she would've. Talking about what he missed? Stars, that's a really long list, but at least it was a different topic of discussion. As Giles listed off what he did know Dagis pulled out her handkerchief again and wiped her eyes, before finally looking up at him from her position snuggled up against him, as she wrapped her arm around his back to mimic his own actions. The mention of him reading the book she got her, and him liking the card resulted in a small, soft smile crossing her face. x_divider
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"Oh yeah, that." Dagis replied quietly to the comment about the Section 31 agents escaping. "I uhh... I didn't really intend on bringing this up so soon, but I may or may not have interrogated one of them in sickbay..." The woman said sheepishly, as her eyes looked downward, her head still nestled into her partner. There was a brief pause while she thought about what to say next before continuing. "Jericho, I know who genetically altered you. He... Was the one I interrogated. It was Kaegaakur, one of the geneticists we arrested on the raid. He's responsible for your glow, he's responsible for stopping you from immediately rejecting Ruhko. B-but he told me more, much more. He told me you were used solely to keep Ruhko alive, but that he also used you as an experiment as well. He watched over you while the Section extracted the information they wanted, and in the process watched his experiments unfold..." The woman said quietly, her tone having shifted from mainly sadness to frankly a tiny bit of anger. There was another brief pause before she spoke again, her voice containing yet more anger, despite her speaking so quietly. "He said what he did to you should have killed you. He had no remorse, and she he should have done a better job."
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Lt. JG. Jericho Giles | SEC BOT 07-Dec-22 11:04 PM
It was in silence that he listened to what Dagis had to say. He had rather hoped that the change in conversation would result in something more positive - generic gossip or talk of winter aboard the station, that sort of thing - but it was just so typical that he had brought up something that ended up heading into dreary territory again. He was going to start timing how long they managed to go without talking about something upsetting. He could note it all down mentally and keep track of their record. Maybe this was just what happened when you saw someone so infrequently but yet they were someone that you trusted: you just ended up catching up on all the bad things before the good. ...If that was the case, then perhaps it simply meant that they had to spend more time together so they could chat about all the little things in between as well. Giles never minded an idle chat -- and he especially didn't mind having that with Dagis. In contrast to Dagis's immediate anger, there wasn't much of a response from the Trill at all; something which should have seemed untoward seeing as to what the topic of conversation now was. In truth it was because he knew the majority of this now -- whatever degeneration was going on within his brain, it had seemingly hit whatever work Section 31 had done to withhold his own memories. Hearing it from Dagis's perspective was a little strange... And it was somewhat coincidental that she had just so happened to run in with that scientist. Perhaps that was the universe trying to provide the two of them with answers -- answers that he had pondered over for years, and ones that he was now piecing together, reconciling information and working it all out. x_divider
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"You know, when I said that we should speak about something else, I meant something a little more positive." The statement was given with an amused tone of voice, keeping his own side of things lighthearted while Dagis careened from sadness to downright anger. If she was going to be angered then that was fine, and he understood it... But as much as recent revelations had left him perhaps even more scarred - how many times had the memory of his joining played over and over again in those brief moments of lucidity while he was sedated - he didn't feel the need for the anger. Yes, it was all entirely traumatic, and yes, he could have been angry for what they had done... But he knew the nature of Section 31, and as such, it didn't really surprise him. And besides... It was so long ago. What was the point in anger when it would get you nowhere? "Actually, I... Can remember bits and pieces of it all, now. I remember the lead up to my joining, and the joining itself -- and a good part of the events afterwards. Kaegaakur, I don't think I ever learned his name... And not to be morbid, but he is right. Considering that I of all people am still alive after his efforts? He did a rather shoddy job if you ask me."
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Lieutenant Dagis | OPS BOT 08-Dec-22 12:03 AM
Listening to Jericho’s calm response with her head nestled under his own and their arms around each other actually did quite a bit to start helping Dagis calm down. Yes, she was angry about it. Hell, she was furious that someone dared do anything to hurt her partner, even if was before the two had met, and she absolutely despised the Section, but the fact his response was calm and lighthearted reminded her that she didn’t need to be as angry as she was, because it wouldn’t do her any good. As she continued to listen to the Trill speak the Ferengi looked back up at him, albeit it with little effect considering the position of her head relative to his own. Despite how morbid it was Giles’ comments about Kaegaakur’s work being rather shoddy actually elicited a chuckle from the woman. The more she thought about it, the more she realised he was right. He really did a terrible job, didn’t he? “I’m glad he did a shoddy job, but, - and please don’t take this the wrong way, - but you’re right, for him to have not been able to kill you of all people makes me wonder how bad of a scientist he really is.” Dagis replied in a similarly light and amused tone to Jericho’s own. In a similar fashion to usual the woman took a brief moment to think about what to say next before doing just that. ‘Something a little more positive’. I can do that. We both need that. “Going back to the two other things you mentioned earlier, I can help you with the Secret Santa thing if you need it, or I could just get you your PADD so you could do some shopping. I don’t know if that would be allowed, though. I don’t think Medical would want you trying to do any work while in here, so they might say no. Having said that, though, I hope you get to leave here soon so you get to do it the proper way without being, you know, on a biobed in the ICU.” The Ferengi said in a soft tone with an equally soft, yet warm smile on her face. x_divider
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“As for the other thing, we host a winter ball here every year. There’s food, music, dancing, all the things you’d expect, really. Faster music, slower, more romantic music.” The woman added, her tone briefly shifting to be ever so slightly teasing and hinting at the mention of romantic slow music, before swiftly carrying on. “Operations hosts it. Anyone can go, and we get quite a few tourists showing up for it every year, as well as various starships docking so their crew can join in. It’s actually really wholesome, because despite everything the universe throws at us we get that one night where we get to relax. Well, most of us, anyway. I’m usually managing it with volunteers from Ops, skeleton crews still have to work in every division, and Security is always on high alert for fairly obvious reasons. But, despite that, I think we all still have some fun.” Dagis said with a soft chuckle. There was another pause before she spoke again, thinking of how to say what she wanted to, before doing so. “You know… You and I could go, together, i-if you’re able. I can make sure there aren’t any flashing lights, and we wouldn’t have to stay long if you didn’t want to or couldn’t.” The Ferengi said softly, her voice quiet and warm as her hand idly rubbed the Trill’s back, before immediately going into her semi-panicked and socially awkward ‘backtracking and reassuring’ mode. “O-of course we don’t have to if you don’t want to or you’re unable or it’s too dangerous, obviously! I won’t mind either way! I just, you know…” Calm, it’s okay. You’re literally dating Jericho, asking him out on a date is fine. You love him, he loves you, everything is fine, he won’t mind. “I thought I’d put the offer out there.” She added, her voice calming and softening once more.
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Lt. JG. Jericho Giles | SEC BOT 08-Dec-22 10:12 AM
He was glad to see that his attempts to keep things more light-hearted paid off: when he heard her laugh, he couldn’t help but smile. The Trill was well aware that they were going to end up discussing everything again at some point anyway, but he was rather glad – for both their sakes’ – that it wasn’t going to happen today. Remembering his joining was hardly a walk in the park. He was querying if that memory was what had triggered this latest attack: some sort of psychologically induced flare up due to the remembrance of the nature of being joined. Remembering the way you were held down and cut open so you could play host to a symbiont you weren’t meant to have was surely a way to make your immune system go ‘that’s a foreign being, get rid of it.’ Symbiotic rejection was dreadfully dangerous and there was a reason why the Symbiosis Commission chose their hosts so carefully: not only for their ability to handle joining psychologically, but also physically. Talking about all of that would be very dire – so for now, he was glad that they had moved on from discussing that. x_divider
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Giles was quite content to listen to Dagis talk of anything else; it was far more pleasant, and it was nice to hear of what was going on elsewhere on the station. It did make him wonder, however, about exactly how much he had missed – and how much he was going to miss depending on how long he ended up stuck here for. Medical had been hesitant in their estimations and he could see why; hyposprays did nothing compared to a constant IV line of painkillers and anticonvulsants and whatever else they had him on. Even the slightest movement still ached (he wasn’t going to relinquish his position with his arm around Dagis’s shoulder but damn it bloody hurt), and the increased damage to both his legs and up his spine meant that even walking was going to be a struggle and likely including extensive physio – dancing of all things was certainly off the table. As much as he didn’t want to let Dagis down, he had to think about it realistically; and attending this Winter Ball seemed like an impossibility. “I’m not going to lie: while I would very much like to be free of the confines of the medical bay (no offence to the medical staff of course,) I… Don’t think that attending that Winter Ball will be on the cards for me. I would love to go, really, but… Recovery from these sorts of episodes normally take a while-“ half the time he had ended up being hospitalised for months on end, “-and considering how things have become progressively worse, then… I’m not sure how long it would take. So while I don’t endorse strobe lights in general, you don’t have to worry. But, please – you should be allowed to enjoy it yourself, especially if it’s your team that’s doing all of the organisation. You all deserve to take part if you’ve put in the work. Do you do all of the interior design? Do you have a theme? You’ll have to show me what you have planned.”
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Lieutenant Dagis | OPS BOT 08-Dec-22 07:19 PM
Hearing Jericho say he didn't think the Winter Ball was on the cards for him was a little disappointing for the Ferengi, but she also completely understood the reason behind why he said that. Dagis considered recovery far more important than him going in all honestly, so she genuinely didn't mind in the slightest. With her head still nestled under his she continued to listen as he said she deserved to take part and then asked his questions about it all, very much so enjoying the lighter conversation topic and gentle snuggling with her partner. "We do a lot of the design work, yes. A lot of different people come up with ideas and suggestions, and the few of us who are great at the whole design thing put it all together into something brilliant." The woman replied with a small smile. There was another brief pause before she spoke again. "I'll be honest, with everything to do with you I haven't even considered what theme to do yet. And besides, I, well... I took leave because I knew I wouldn't be able to focus on work." "That being said, though, now you're awake and with the ball coming up I feel... Better, about everything, so I think I might go back on half shifts, even if I mainly focus on the ball itself for now. I don't want to jeopardise the running of the starbase or the safety of those in it because of me being emotionally distracted, so I'm probably going to keep most of the maintenance under the CEO and ACOO's authority for now." There was yet another pause while Dagis thought. Despite the fact she was talking about her being on leave and the obvious reasons why her tone hadn't saddened, and was if anything just quite neutral. "I enjoy my job, so I do want to go back on duty soon. Operations is like a weird little family to me, and this starbase is my home, so I like looking after everyone in it and it itself, you know?" The Ferengi added with a small smile as she began idly rubbing Jericho's back again with her hand.
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Lt. JG. Jericho Giles | SEC BOT 09-Dec-22 10:39 AM
He was initially surprised at the mention of Dagis not having considered a theme for the winter ball yet: from what he had heard it was set to take place soon, and it seemed like the sort of thing that people would be planning for months in advance. The surprise vanished rather quickly, however; giving way to the feeling of guilt that hit like a tonne of bricks. She had missed work because of him? Potentially for weeks? Not only did it make him feel guilty because he knew how much that Dagis’s work meant to her, but also because the station had been deprived of its COO. Operations were quite literally the division that kept the ship sailing – or in this case, kept the starbase stationary? – and because of what had happened to him they had ended up going without their division head. x_divider
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The more he thought about it - still trying to listen to Dagis’s conversation, but mind wandering slightly - the more his opinions about it became mixed. For the Trill (who was admittedly somewhat of a workaholic and had spent all of his adult life pursuing a career so he could further his own knowledge, contribute to society, and also repay the Federation for his actions as part of Section 31), the thought of taking time off work for something so mundane was all but a foreign concept. But then, he supposed, it probably wasn’t mundane for Dagis. He had gotten used to being hospitalised for months on end and only seeing people now and again because they were busy, and because they had their own lives to live. Dagis may not have ever had that experience before. Was it touching that she had felt so upset for him that it meant she couldn’t work? Was it concerning that she had felt that way? Was that just how people acted when they were in love? Did him questioning this mean he didn’t love her enough in turn? No, no, of course he did; he had known love across different lifetimes and this matched. Only minutes before he had been musing over how brilliant a person Dagis was – he was just being paranoid, now. x_divider
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“I’m… Sorry that all of this meant that you were missing out on work,” he stated, choosing his words carefully and pushing his own internal debate aside. It wasn’t as if he was going to express those prior concerns: what he thought might be an overreaction could all be genuine for Dagis, after all. She was entitled to her own feelings and to make her own decisions. “I’m sure that your division would be glad to have you back, though. I’d say that it’s a surprise that the starbase hasn’t fallen apart without you, given the work that you do, but at the same time… That means it’s a good sign that everyone else is competent, too. I don’t have particularly much experience working with them - you know, seeing as how I’m holed up in that Intelligence station all the time – but I know the amount of work they put in. I’m sure that helping them to plan for this winter ball would be nice… And it’s not as though it’s any monotonous or laborious work. Coming up with themes and considering décor must be fun. Actually…” He paused and briefly tried to glance down at Dagis; awkward with their proximity, and he hoped that he didn’t accidentally jab his chin into her head as he did so. “I don’t think I’ve ever heard you properly talk about all of the operational work. How do you find it all? Managing the division and all that? It must be busy.”
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Lieutenant Dagis | OPS BOT 09-Dec-22 07:05 PM
As Jericho responded to what she said Dagis listened silently once again. As he said he was sorry all of this meant she had missed out on work the woman wanted to immediately reassure him and say it was fine, but as the Trill continued and said her division would be glad to have her back she relaxed again. Him saying he considered saying it was a surprise the starbase hadn't fallen apart without her was both funny and and a very nice compliment from the Ferengi's perspective, knowing full well her division was fine without her (or at least she hoped it was) but that the sentiment honestly meant a lot to her regardless. The comment about 'everyone else' being competent was also quite funny to her, and she had considered responding with some sort of joke to do with him calling her competent, but as her partner continued to speak she chose to listen and not interrupt. A small head nod could be felt from Dagis, her head still nestled under his, in response to the planning for the Winter Ball neither being monotonous or laborious, and as Jericho tried to glance down towards her he didn't in fact manage to jab her with his chin which was always a good thing. Him saying he couldn't recall her ever properly talking about her work made the woman realise the same thing. She hadn't properly talked about her work to her partner, had she? If anything that should've been one of the first conversations they ever had as their relationship began growing, but considering the circumstances upon it doing so it made sense to her for it to have not happened until now. She had learned so much about his work but had barely spoken about her own, which in a way was quite typical for her. She had been trained by the Section to learn about other people but not give information away about herself, but that needed to change. Especially with Giles. x_divider
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"You know, I don't think I have either." The Ferengi agreed in a light tone. "I find it difficult at times, but not emotionally or anything like that. I suppose tricky might be a better word for it. It's tricky work managing the operational side of an entire starbase, but I really enjoy it to be completely truthful. It's busy work but I like that, it keeps me occupied and no two days are the same. If they are the same it's frankly boring and usually involves endless forms being filled out. One day I could be helping fix lighting on the Environmental Ring, the next overseeing scheduled maintenance on sonic showers in the habitat module. When big events are upcoming we have to figure out the logistics of that, and to be very honest it's like playing a very big strategy game of sorts. You need to use all of your available assets in the most efficient way possible to accomplish what you need to get done, and I really like the challenge." Throughout her talking about her work Dagis didn't have the slightest hint of negativity in her tone. As a matter of fact she sounded very genuinely happy with her job, and rather enthused about it all as well.
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Lt. JG. Jericho Giles | SEC BOT 10-Dec-22 01:08 PM
What was particularly striking when Dagis spoke of her work was how nonchalantly she talked about it all, mentioning how it could be difficult ‘at times’ and was just tricky. Giles couldn’t even begin to imagine the amount of work and organisation and planning and everything that went into her job. She was in charge of the division that did almost everything; from administration to logistics to maintenance to, well – if there was anything that didn’t fit into the categories of tactical, science, and engineering, then operations was doing whatever else it was. Not only did she have to deal with the background work for an entire starbase (read: what was practically a city in space), but she also had to manage the largest division on the starbase. She talked about it as if it was only a bit tricky now and again, not a walk in the park but not the worst thing in the world – and that genuinely astounded him. “I’m glad it isn’t monotonous work – and that it’s not horrendously busy or difficult either. I’ve heard masses of horror stories from people who have been on other postings, all talking about how understaffed they were and how they had to do so much work. I suppose with the fleet trying to balance everything out and change everyone’s postings as of late, it means that there aren’t so many gaps any more. You know…” He paused and attempted to glance down again – still not working due to their proximity, and his arm was very rapidly going numb from the awkward way he had it placed around Dagis’s shoulders, but he didn’t particularly want to move. “For all of the bad that Section 31 did, maybe we should be thanking them for some things, too. You’re working as a department head and doing a job you enjoy – with a crew that you like – and you’re only 25. I doubt that finding you a good job was what they intended when they put you here, but they still enabled it. It’s funny how things work out.” x_divider
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The statement was probably very strange coming from somebody who had been forcibly joined by the Section and then used as a test subject by them, but still – there was an element of truth to it. If the two of them hadn’t done what they had done and gone through what they had gone through, then there was a high chance that they never would have ended up where they were today. He could have mused on how the universe worked in mysterious ways but that was far too philosophical for him. “…Somewhat related but backtracking a bit – I’ve also heard stories from multiple people about pranks at Starfleet Academy. Do those still happen here? Do you have to go to people’s quarters to fix their replicator because someone else has programmed it to pour out multicoloured slime? I’d like to hope that once people graduate they know how to be more mature of an officer…” But at the same time, pranks were fun, and he could think of a handful of officers who were zany enough to still do things like that. Ensign Bright immediately sprung to mind; the rabies man himself.
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Lieutenant Dagis | OPS BOT 10-Dec-22 02:45 PM
Dagis, as per usual, listened along quite intently to what Jericho said in response to her. Him mentioning the horror stories about understaffed divisions was quite coincidental, because when she had first been assigned (by the Section) to Starbase 777 Operations, along with most divisions for that matter, were horrendously understaffed just like the stories. As time had passed by though things had started to even out and become more balanced when it came to the available crew, which meant her job became less and less stressful (on top of secretly working for an evil organisation). As the Trill spoke about how they should maybe thank Section 31 for enabling her to have a job she enjoyed the Ferengi chuckled in response. At the very least she had the Section and Intel to thank for her meeting Giles, because had Intel not sent him to lure her out they would've never met. At the mention of pranks happening and people messing with replicators there was a light-hearted but very real groan that escaped Dagis' mouth. "They do happen, yes, and it's very annoying, but at the same time quite funny. Everyone in Operations share vastly different opinions on them. Some like them and find them funny, and don't mind having to clean up and fix things, while others think it's a complete waste of time and resources. I'm down the middle when it comes to my opinion. I don't mind pranks so long as they're not harmful, but I also have to manage my resources and it can sometimes mean we have one less person available to do maintenance or upgrade something." As the woman spoke about the pranks and how it effected everything she genuinely didn't seem that bothered by them, her tone light throughout. x_divider
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As per her norm there was yet another pause after Dagis finished talking about the pranks and the likes as she thought of what to say next. The mention of replicators and the thought of crew from Operations having to go off and fix them put her mind onto a thought she had been having quite a lot lately, one that she was somewhat anxious to bring up but one she felt she needed to. As she spoke again her voice was quieter than before, her tone soft. "Speaking of replicators, or well, quarters... I've been thinking about something the past few days, and well..." It was with another pause and a great deal of hesitance that she slowly removed her head from under Jericho's so she could look him in the eyes, blue looking into blue, as her hand moved to gently rest on his leg atop the covers of the biobed. "With everything going on to do with your health, and with all the uncertainty about... About how long you have left, my mind has been wandering to various places and trying to come up with various solutions." x_divider
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The Ferengi paused briefly yet again as her eyes looked down for a second, as she internally tried to prevent herself from getting emotional again. She didn't want this to turn sad again, she wanted this to be nice, so she had to focus on the nice. After a moment her eyes looked back up at the Trill's own. "You don't have to if you think this is too forward or too soon, but... I was wondering if you'd maybe like to move in with me? The only reason I ask is because of, like I said, your health, and, well, I don't want to miss an opportunity to live with the person I love..." Dagis said softly, a small smile crossing her face, before immediately going into her 'overthinking/backtracking' mode. "Plus I-I was thinking of the benefits and not being alone means you'd have someone who can help you when you need it. But like I said it's completely up to you, but I would really like it if you considered moving in with me because we would get to spend more time together and talk about more things and enjoy each other's company." The final part of the woman's sentence was sheepish, and said without a single breath of air in between each word.
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Lt. JG. Jericho Giles | SEC BOT 10-Dec-22 09:36 PM
Giles had been content to listen to Dagis talk of pranks and opinions and asset management. He could have listened to Dagis talk about anything and everything all day – although knowing his luck he’d end up falling asleep to her talking; not because it was boring, but because of that soft, steady lull of her voice. It was only when Dagis moved that he realised the tone had changed, and that her body language had changed with it. It was almost immediately that he frowned, relinquishing the placement of his hand upon her shoulder. With his shoulder-blade aching, it was with a grimace that he set his hand back upon Dagis’s own, looking at her with concern. Out of all the things he predicted her saying (surely back to the negative conversation again, why else would she seem so hesitant and bring up the inevitable), he certainly hadn’t predicted that. “Oh.” Was what he immediately said at her ‘I was wondering if you’d maybe like to move in with me,’ stated entirely unintentionally. Equally immediate was the appearance of the pale blush upon his cheeks at the talk of things ‘being too forward’ or ‘living with the person she loved’. There was six-hundred years of life experience inside of his head and yet it still took so little to make him flustered at the talk of what was so taboo thanks to the Symbiosis Commission: relationships. He might not have experienced their teachings in this lifetime but ten other instances were still there, and it was no secret that the Joined Trill with their holier-than-thou attitudes should decline to partake in such basic things as love. Some past hosts had agreed with that, some had done the opposite… And he was in the middle: most certainly adoring Dagis, but also rather awkward about it. x_divider
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There was no further interruption to the Ferengi’s explanation, instead listening intently. This was one of those sorts of questions that he would ponder over for hours and be unable to come to a proper decision about it. In his opinion of course it was too forward: they had barely been dating for any time at all. But then, Dagis was right – there was no knowing exactly how much time he had left, so why would you do the opposite of spending said time with the person that you wanted to see all of the time? Besides, there was no saying that there would be anything strange about this. Perhaps it would just be like having a roommate like you normally would with the structure of the quarters here, just… With more cuddling, he supposed. Except… Except for that the default layout of the senior staff quarters had one room, and one bed, so perhaps Dagis was asking to be a little bit more than just roommates. Oh, this was complicated… x_divider
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“I, uhm, well…” Ah, off to one of his typically awkward stammering starts, fantastic. “I… I don’t know much of Ferengi relationships, but for Joined Trill they’re generally frowned down upon, and… I do think that something like this would be rather forward – I mean, that’s not to say that I don’t want to spend more time with you, because I would very much like to, but—Wouldn’t other people think it’s awfully forward? And that’s not to say that we should pay any heed to what other people think, but you’ve got a reputation to maintain as the station’s Chief Operations Officer, and the two ex-Section 31 agents staying together would probably seem suspicious enough, and…” The flustered rambling had turned into paranoid rambling now. “…Oh, I don’t know. Because – I would very much like to spend whatever time I have left with you, but I do worry it’s a little forward, and I also don’t want you to feel as though you’re obligated to be my carer, and…” It was time for a nervous laugh then, but he smiled too; incredulous at his own rambling. “I am, evidently, just very awkward about this sort of thing in general.”
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Lieutenant Dagis | OPS BOT 10-Dec-22 10:07 PM
With a great deal of nervousness Dagis listened to her partner’s response, processing everything he said with a combination of anticipation and fear of having gone too far or made him too uncomfortable. His hand resting atop hers certainly helped her slowly growing anxiety to remain at entirely manageable levels, but she couldn’t help but worry about it all. The woman honestly didn’t care what others thought about it, but the idea that two ex-Section agents were sharing quarters, at least to some, might indeed be a little suspicious, and that only added to her anxiety about what she had just proposed. She didn’t want her, her relationship to be restricted by the people who had already done so much damage to not just herself, but Jericho, but at the same time she had to keep up a fairly professional appearance as the COO. None of what the Trill suggested had even slightly been considered by her prior to speaking. Giles’ nervous laugh followed by a smile resulted in an immediate nervous laugh to escape The Ferengi’s own mouth, and at the comment about him being very awkward about it all she immediately felt an urge to reassure him. “A-as I said, we don’t have to if you think it’s too forward. I hadn’t even considered how it might look to other people before I spoke, but you’re right in so much as it could look suspicious… But at the same time I don’t want my life- Our lives dictated or restricted by the Section, or what people think about it.” The woman replied softly before pausing for a moment, her eyes briefly glancing downward towards her hand covered by his, before looking back, blue eyes looking into blue once again. “I know it’s all frowned upon in your culture, and I completely respect that, but I just… I just know not every cultural belief or tradition is correct.” She added quietly. x_divider
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“On Ferenginar relationships are a business deal almost all of the time. Someone has to financially benefit from it, and for the most part love isn’t a good enough reason. That’s not a tradition I want to follow or a belief I have. Just because I’m Ferengi doesn’t mean I have to follow a tradition created by men to benefit men, and, well, you don’t have to follow the tradition of Joined Trill being above love or being with someone just because someone decided that a very long time ago.” Dagis said in a soft, caring tone, as she looked into Jericho’s eyes. “I’m not going to force you into anything because it’s your choice to make, and I don’t feel obligated to be your carer so please don’t worry about that, but… Sometimes you don’t have to follow tradition if doing otherwise makes you happier. I know I haven’t for a very long time.”
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Lt. JG. Jericho Giles | SEC BOT 12-Dec-22 10:22 PM
They had discussed that before, he was certain… Or perhaps it had just been him thinking about it by himself; all of the talk of Ferengi relationships being more of a business deal than anything. No, he was sure that it had made up a discussion some point. He could remember how he had read that the father of the bride would organise a marriage like he was giving away a loan, and the loan was paid back upon the birth of a son. It was all so notoriously backwards and he was glad that in recent years, their society had started to change… But there were always the people who were resistant to said change, and Dagis saying that relationships were still a business contract indicated that their resistance prevailed. It took time for things to change if it was something so ingrained into society. He had seen it himself in terms of political change but also in through how his own ideals had changed; one host would think one thing and the next would look back and think ‘how could we ever have been like that.’ He just hoped, that for society on Ferenginar, that change sped up. x_divider
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Dagis talking of how she had opted to go against the grain of what society believed in resulted in a smile from him – genuine, cutting through the nervousness about the topic of conversation. This woman in front of him continually removed herself from the restrictions of her culture’s own societal norms so she could do what was right for herself. It was inspiring – and it also reminded him of what he had done so many times before across all of those years. Arkin and Rimial may have been so fiercely against relationships solely because the Symbiosis Commission said they should be better than that, but how many of them had made their own decisions? From their very first joining they had acted out against the Commission’s wishes; Toren had been both the biggest thorn in their side and the biggest flirt that side of the Mak’ala region. Ruhko and the past hosts had rarely cared about adhering to the norms and doing as they were told. They had lived their lives the way they wanted to… And yes, they had worried about what other people thought of them, but that was mostly because a fair few of them had been determined to be the sorts of Joined Trill who saw themselves as celebrities. x_divider
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”I’m glad that your parents taught you so much about how society could be different instead of focussing on its traditions. They brought up a very wise individual,” he mused, and at the word ‘very’, moved slightly to poke the Ferengi gently in the arm, offering her an amused smile. “You’re right – just because we’re encouraged to do one thing, there’s no need to comply with that. It isn’t as if I have some standard to uphold anyway, nor do I have the symbiosis commission watching me like a hawk – the sole benefit of being illegally joined, I suppose.” He gave a short shrug at that, which was likely an attempt to offset the awkwardness as his reply turned a little more rambling again. “I do want to spend more time with you, especially given the circumstances, but I’ll admit that… Intimacy isn’t something that I… Well – something that I really crave, and I’ll admit that I’m a relatively private person, as you can probably already guess at how just this conversation itself has made me embarrassed – which is embarrassing in itself… So – is there any chance that we could meet in the middle? A… Slightly-more-than-roommates sort of situation, and… Take things a little more slowly, if that’s alright? As slowly as you can when you have an indefinite amount of time? Build things up? I know it might be unconventional, and I wouldn’t want to make your quarters arrangements awkward or force you to relocate to some ominous section of the station, and I also am well are that you’ll have your own feelings and desires, so… Well. The… The offer is there… If you’d consider it.”
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Lieutenant Dagis | OPS BOT 13-Dec-22 07:54 PM
A soft smile spread across the Ferengi's face as Jericho said he was glad her parents taught her about how different society could be if people didn't always focus on tradition, and an equally soft blush filled her cheeks as he called her very wise and gently poked her arm. There it was again, though, 'You're right'. If she had a slip of latinum for every time her partner had said that since they had first met she'd be able to buy a small potted plant for her office... Or a gift for him. The benefit of him being illegally joined was certainly not one the woman had thought of in the slightest, but she also didn't quite know how to feel about it. She was glad the commission wasn't breathing down her partner's neck all the time, but the whole scenario surrounding his joining was still so very wrong. It was complicated, that she was sure of, but the Trill's shrug made it ever so slightly less awkward for her as well. Dagis continued to listen intently as Giles spoke of how he wanted to spend more time with her, but that intimacy wasn't something he craved and that he was a private person, of which she gently nodded her head in response to. At the proposal of meeting in the middle and being slightly-more-than-roommates, and of them taking things a little more slowly and building things up over time the woman's smile returned once again as she nodded in response, a look of reassurance and love spreading across her face as she gently placed her free hand atop his which was atop her other. "I would love to be slightly-more-than-roommates, Jericho." The Ferengi replied, leaning forward towards him just ever so slightly on the word 'love', her smile still firmly fixed to her face. x_divider
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"I'd be more than happy to take everything a little more slowly and to build things up with you over time. What we're both comfortable with matters and I don't want to rush anything or force you into anything you're not happy with. We both have our boundaries and I'd be a horrible partner if I didn't respect yours." The woman added in a reassuring tone, her thumb rubbing the back of his hand as she spoke. "My quarters can very easily be rearranged and changed to fit both of our needs. There's enough space in it for an entire family so we can do whatever feels right for the both of us." She continued in a sincere, genuine tone, before switching to an ever so slightly more light-hearted one. "Plus, you know, I do have a bath you could always use to help with your joints, so that's always a bonus." Over the next several hours Jericho and Dagis spoke about various topics, from culture to language to sudoku to figuring out how their quarters would be arranged. Being the COO Dagis not only had layouts of the quarters on her PADD, but the software to digitally rearrange them (along with other places like the events hall) for better planning, so they spent a decent while just very simply playing with various options and furniture ideas and joking about various ideas before finally settling on a design that worked for them and they were both comfortable with. The Ferengi had never even slightly expected to be doing this of all things today as she hadn't intended to ask Giles to move in her for months, but when life throws the unknown at you she figured it was better to take it in your stride than regret not doing something you wanted to, and living with the Trill was definitely something she wanted to do. Even if it might not be for as long as either would like, she hoped it would be worth every second.
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Lieutenant Niwayiva | MED BOT 14-Feb-23 08:33 PM
For the short duration of her time aboard she hadn’t had any reason to enter the station’s intensive treatment unit other than to become acquainted with the layout of the place. It was rare that anyone inhabited these facilities – and that was a good thing, because it meant that no one was horribly unwell or grievously injured. Yesterday that had been changed with not one, but two people being admitted to the ICU: Admiral Jean and Captain Mo. Both had been through rather gruelling surgeries to restore their respiratory function and replace a lot of lost blood. Stab-wounds (multiple in the poor Captain’s case) were not particularly pleasant and things had been touch-and-go at some points –- but both of the senior officers were stable, now, but remaining under observation just as a precaution. x_divider
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For the course of their stay here, both the captain and the admiral (situated in the adjacent room) had been given the full premium treatment. The two deserved it after what they had been through the day before. Nurses had gone to lengths to make sure that all of the blood had been washed away, and the captain had been changed into soft white pyjamas instead of the strangely-textured temporary medical gown. He had complete control over the raised back of the biobed, nice clean sheets instead of the biobed being bare, and access to a PADD (the Medical staff weren’t going to keep him from reading updates or sending updates after the events of the previous day). They had even replicated a new uniform for him in advance; commbadge and pips removed from his bloodied and torn previous uniform, polished, and set on top where the new one lay folded upon a small dressing table. What wasn’t included in the premium treatment was a way to get out of the routine observations, though. While you could monitor a person’s obs from afar with a biobed and a linked console, it was still imperative to check yourself just in case something had been missed. Given the extent of the captain’s injuries the previous yesterday, multiple check-ins throughout the day would have been performed – and now this was going to be another. With the entrance to Mo’s room being more of an arch than a closable door (for easy access with a anti-grav sled or in an emergency) it meant that he probably could have heard the medical officer approaching, boots clicking against the tiles. Niwa knocked on the frame of the doorway’s arch anyway and waited a few seconds as a courtesy before peeking round the corner, offering an apologetic smile. “Sorry to bother you, Captain – I’m just here to check on how you’re doing. I hope our stopping by hasn’t gotten too tedious for you yet. How are you feeling?”
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Captain Mephistopheles Mo | CMD BOT 14-Feb-23 11:40 PM
The comfy pajamas had been appreciated, though of course he would have preferred if they were black. Logically, it's better for things to be white in a medical facility to help make sure they're clean of blood, dirt, and whatever other unspeakable things might get on them, but his skin damn near matched the colour of his jammies right now and it made him look like a... Well, a ghost. He did nearly become one, he supposed. A while ago, when visiting someone else injured in a hospital bed, a good friend now transferred, he had contemplated that he had been worried about how if he was in a similar situation, he was lonely enough that he wouldn't have any visitors. He hadn't had any yet, but it hadn't been too long, and one way or another everyone was busy or absent so it wasn't their fault and he didn't hold it against most of them, but he'd really been hoping Saren in particular, his closest friend aside from Allan, would visit so that he could make clear that he could make it clear that he didn't hold a grudge against him at all. Unfortunately, he'd heard Saren had requested a room of his own and was keeping mostly to himself. Lying alone in a hospital bed (well, not completely alone, the medical staff had been lovely but it's not like he was friends with any of them) like the dying ghost had made him feel a little like the distant, friendless captain he once was, and while he was sure it wasn't Saren's intention to make him feel this way, that hurt way more than the knives ever did. Still, that wasn't going to stop him crawling out the hospital bed and across the station to knock on his door and check he was alright. x_divider
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He heard boots clicking against tile and turned his head to face Niwaya. He looked almost entirely black and white, his skin blending in with the pajamas and blankets and his weirdly dark eyes matching the dark circles under them, but the roots of his black hair were starting to grow out red. "Chest hurts a bit, but I've felt worse. How long 'til I can get outta here?"
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Lieutenant Niwayiva | MED BOT 15-Feb-23 07:40 AM
The Captain's desire to leave was completely understandable. No one wanted to be cooped up in a hospital ward, and that feeling was probably tenfold if you were the person that the station depended on for... Well, almost all of its daily administration and function. It must be difficult catching up on things from afar instead of being there upon the command deck in the midst of everything. Trawling through reports of yesterday's action probably wasn't the same as hearing it first-hand: and having been unconscious for the duration of events, Captain Mo likely had a lot to catch up on. Finding the in-between was a difficult process to balance. You didn't want to hold him back from things entirely as being in the dark to the station and crew's status would have been stressful in itself, but you didn't want any added stress on top of that. The compromise had been allowing him a PADD, but still keeping him here within medical. "I'm afraid there's no easy answer to that," Niwa replied while walking over. She took the seat to the right of the biobed and flipped a medical tricorder open to take a new reading, PADD balanced upon her knee to input the data into Mo's chart. Her gaze was soft but voice a fraction firm, trying to convey the seriousness of the situation. "I need you to understand, Sir, that what you've been through isn't the same as your average minor injury. You were very badly wounded and while we might have done the work to heal those injuries, you still need time to recover in itself. I don't foresee us having to keep you here for too long - we'd like further observations overnight - but so far, things are promising. Once you feel ready to try to get up and test your mobility then we can evaluate things from there." x_divider
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Starfleet officers were always so eager to get out of medical that they often pushed themselves too far, too quickly. She hoped that this wouldn't be the case here. Whilst going through the PMH on file it certainly seemed as though the Captain had been reasonable when it came to medical treatment in the past. Niwa was hopeful h would still be reasonable - at least looking a little less pale when he left, ideally. "However: we don't want you walking out of here in pain, and we certainly don't want you making anything worse. So what we can do if it's agreeable, Sir, is make a plan to get you out of here and back to work in reasonable time. We would certainly like to keep you off duty for a few days - I don't want to push my luck, but three days at minimum, ideally five... And then you should do a phased return to work instead of immediately working full days. You've been through a lot, Captain, both physically and mentally. Taking the time to rest and recover is important."
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Captain Mephistopheles Mo | CMD BOT 15-Feb-23 04:10 PM
The human body was stupid. If body fixed, why hurt? Those were Mo's thoughts as he sat up, groaning like a rusty door hinge. "...Yeah, I get it. Tell ya what. I can do four." The insatiable Ferengi instinct to haggle reared its head. "The thing is, uh, beyond work, I really wanna... See my cat, for a start." He'd messaged Alizati to look after Bandit, but it would do wonders for his mental health to be able to see her little face and feel her fluffy fur right now. Unfortunately, they probably wouldn't let a cat move into medical. He took a deep, slightly shaky breath. "But I also have a friend I really need to see. Guy who stabbed me. I heard he's locked himself up in his room and I don't want him to stew in his own misery for too long. He's got the kinda personality and family history that'll make him blame himself for what happened even though it wasn't his fault. I gotta go tell 'him I forgive him." It was easy for him not to blame Saren, in a way, because he barely remembered getting stabbed. He remembered confusion, a lot of pain in his chest, and then blacking out immediately. One advantage of having the physical constitution of wet tissue paper, he supposed. "I certainly feel ready to test my mobility right now, even if I maybe won't get great marks." That said, massive amounts of pain still sucked and having a near death experience did too, and his current method of trying not to think about it too hard probably wasn't sustainable in the long term. It also kind of wasn't the first near-death experience he'd ever had, sort of, and it really wasn't helping that small voice in the back of his head that told him he was just born unlucky and things had been too good lately so of course something like this was bound to happen. Something to tell Dandelion about, he supposed, which would help, but he would also really appreciate the support of a friend right now. And maybe a hug.
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Lieutenant Niwayiva | MED BOT 15-Feb-23 07:31 PM
The medical officer bit back a grimace as Mo sat up and she sat forward, a hand poised and ready to assist if required. The thought of the captain trying to get up and walking already certainly made her nervous but she wasn’t going to stop him if he felt he could. People knew their own bodies better than anyone else. With Captain Mo having been reasonable so far about taking four days off of work, she was hopeful that he knew his own limits and wouldn’t try to push himself too hard. Again, it was one of those things that Starfleet officers had a tendency to do, and it rarely ended well. She was cautiously optimistic about Captain Mo being wise about his recovery… But she worried a little about how he would process all of this mentally. Almost dying wasn’t an every-day thing, and having the added weight of trying to look out for your friend (and fellow officer) must be difficult. “I understand why you would want to see your friend,” she replied while adjusting the PADD that she had upon her lap – it had almost fallen when she had moved forwards in case the captain needed a hand. When she thought about it, she was quite certain that the person who had been inhabited by the ‘ghost’ and used to stab both the Admiral and the Captain had already attended sickbay to visit the deceased ‘ghost.’ Lt. JG. tr’Lareth-Morvar’s request had been a little concerning given the events of the previous day, but it had been hoped that the viewing would maybe help him reconcile. It didn’t sound like it had done – and it was a shame. Niwa couldn’t begin to imagine what the Lieutenant was feeling, having been used to try to murder two people, one of which was his friend. Despite the knowledge that the Lieutenant had been here earlier, she opted not to disclose it to the Captain: firstly in case he found it upsetting that tr’Lareth-Morvar hadn’t visited him, and secondly in case it caused any further concern. x_divider
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“I also think it’s very admirable, Sir, that you would want to make sure that he’s alright. But please do remember that your own health and wellbeing are just as important, too. …Maybe we could meet in the middle?” The question was posed with a smile and a tone of hopeful optimism. Playing the middle ground to ensure the wellbeing of a patient and ensure their own wishes weren’t being ignored was something that Niwa took seriously. “We can have physio come through shortly to help get you up and walking, if you feel able, and they can give some tips for moving so you don’t exacerbate your injuries. If there’s someone looking after your cat – and if there’s not then we can organise that for you – then maybe we could ask them to send a video for the time being? As for your friend, maybe we could invite him down to see you? And if he doesn’t answer… Then let’s aim to have you out of here by tomorrow, afternoon at the latest. That way, you can go and speak to him yourself if required.”
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Captain Mephistopheles Mo | CMD BOT 15-Feb-23 09:06 PM
Mephis looked at his pale hand, the angular planes of it, like a rudimentary carving of whitewood, and the faint vein of blue running through his wrist like a river seen from above. He'd always been made of sharp edges, but had he always had this ghostly pallor or was this just from all the blood he'd lost? He rubbed his eyes and then ran a hand through his dyed-dark hair before replying: "Physio? Yeah, sure, sounds great." He ignored the stubborn part of him that didn't care for the merits of physical therapy and said indignantly that it 'already knew how to walk'. It was the same part of his brain conditioned by the struggles of his youth that was accustomed to persevering through everything because he couldn't rely on such luxuries as 'free healthcare' to get through the day. It was frustrating, though, to be so aware of the limits of his own body, of which there had always been many. Nothing deadly, but he'd always known he was going to be weaker than everyone no matter what he did. The stabbing had been a... Harsh reminder. "Bandit's bein' looked after by Alizati - the chief engineer, you know. I'll text 'im for cat pics. I guess maybe he didn't think to send any." He picked up his own PADD and did just that. "Saren... Yeah, I guess I can just message 'im myself and if he doesn't answer I can knock on his door and ask why he left me on read. You've got good bedside manner, you know that?" That last bit was added casually and quickly, almost as if to catch her off guard. It was true, though. She was concerned about his needs but not insensitive to his wants. A lot of his job involved doing that for the people below him or in discussions with two cooperating external parties. He knew the game.
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Lieutenant Niwayiva | MED BOT 15-Feb-23 09:30 PM
Niwa was quiet as she watched Mo, allowing him a moment of what seemed to be silent contemplation. She couldn’t help but frown a little (not that it was as noticeable as when someone with eyebrows frowned) at the rubbing of his eyes and him running a hand through his hair. Perhaps that was the tiredness catching up to him – or the reality of yesterday’s events, maybe. Coming to terms with trauma was hardly an easy thing, and nearly dying from said trauma made the difficulty ten-fold. It was in that moment of quiet contemplation that she found herself wondering what the Captain’s support network was like: did he have many friends? Was it difficult due to him being in a position where he was always above people in position and rank? She hoped that it hadn’t been difficult. The more people he had supporting him, the better. “I know that physio sounds a little dire,” she said at his ‘sounds great,’ but wasn’t entirely convinced that it was great given the weariness of moments before. “I promise it’s nothing strenuous – or too boring. It’s just to ensure that you’re up and stable, and to help you get around without causing you any more pain. We will make sure that you’re given a prescription of painkillers before you leave though, please don’t worry – and if you feel that you need something stronger, then all you have to do is let us know.” x_divider
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There was quiet once again then, letting the Captain type at his PADD and talk about Saren – Lt. JG. tr’Lareth-Morvar, she presumed. The latter comment caught her off guard however, leaving her a little flustered. It wasn’t every day that you received a compliment from your own commanding officer. “Oh, well – thank you, Sir. I’m just trying to make sure that we’re keeping both your health and your own interests in mind. No one likes being cooped up in a medical bay, and I’m certain there’s a lot on your mind and a lot you’d rather be doing. I just want to make sure that you’re safe and fit to be doing those things.” There was a pause for a moment while she considered bringing it up: but she did, for it had been gnawing at her from the moment she saw the CO be beamed into the medical bay. “Recent injuries aside, Sir; how have you been feeling in terms of general health? Again, we want to ensure your wellbeing: so if there’s anything that you might want to bring up while you’re here… Then you can do, if you would like.”
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Captain Mephistopheles Mo | CMD BOT 15-Feb-23 11:01 PM
Mo offered her a small and weary smile at her appreciation of the complement, mentally contemplating a particular blank space on the roster, then clasped his hands together, rubbing them together as though they were cold, his knuckles near-white and sharp. "I might be more pale than usual. Not sure. Could just be that I got stabbed or maybe I'm just more aware of my body right now. Can't think of anything more than that at the moment." He'd actually been eating better the last month or two, so he was doing better on that front. Mostly he ate a lot of soup and small meals.
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Lieutenant Niwayiva | MED BOT 16-Feb-23 11:19 AM
Of course she noticed the way that the captain rubbed his hands together - no good medical officer went without noticing the small details that indicated someone might be uncomfortable. "If you're cold then feel free to put the biobed's heating up - the controls are built into the arm of the biobed to your left. You have free reign over it, but I'd advise against turning it up too high. It can heat up quite quickly and you don't want to go from cold to completely sweltering." It was then that she took a moment to check the observations on the tricorder: temp a fraction low, spO2 a tad low, but otherwise all fine and nothing glaringly wrong. In fact, the Captain's spO2 being a little below the norm was something that she had planned to bring up - it was all related to what she was leading onto, and related to how he had mentioned that he seemed even more pale than usual. While looking through his file Niwa had noticed that it was quite normal for him, along with those slender, angular features; but a little bit of further digging had brought something up. "It's quite possible that you are a little paler than usual, Sir; being in pain and having gone through a recent bout of blood loss will do that. But... I might have an explanation for you looking so pale in general. Amongst everything that was going on, your scans also indicated that you're a little deficient of some vitamins and minerals such as iron and vitamin B12. You're what we would call anaemic, which means you have fewer red blood cells than normal. This can lead to things like your pallor, fatigue, and heart palpitations." x_divider
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"Now -- the good news is that there's definitely no direct internal cause such as an internal bleed," she reassured, giving the commanding officer a smile. "And while this will have temporarily been mitigated by you having been given a transfusion, we'd like to find out the cause to make sure it doesn't reoccur. ...I noticed that you were referred to a dietician in the past. Is there any chance that you would be willing to speak to them again? Having nutrition problems such as struggling to have balanced, regular meals is what we would initially explore for any sort of iron or mineral deficiency. Please, don't worry if you do - it's far more common than people realise." (edited)
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Captain Mephistopheles Mo | CMD BOT 16-Feb-23 12:12 PM
Mo didn't seem particularly insulted or surprised by anything Niwa was saying. It was kind of inevitable that a doctor would call him out on this at some point. "I've struggled with that sorta thing my whole life," he said, as he turned slightly to his left to use the controls on the left arm of the biobed to turn the heating up a tad. "I've been getting better about it the last couple of months, but I guess that hasn't been enough to compensate for the years before that." He remembered his eating issues getting much worse after he got cryo'd, but he hadn't been great before then either. Considering what had just happened, it would probably be a good idea to make sure he didn't regress. "I think some of it is that my body is just kind of shit, though. There's only so much you can improve if you get a bad start in life. Ain't no amount of good nutrition is gonna make me any taller," He said, with a wry smile. People who'd been malnourished as a kid didn't tend to grow up very tall, though some of that was also genetics. Perhaps if he'd gotten all the nutrition he needed growing up he would've gotten to the staggering height of five foot five. "That's not to say I'm givin' up or - yeah, I would be willin' to speak to them again, basically."
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Lieutenant Niwayiva | MED BOT 16-Feb-23 02:14 PM
Niwayiva was quiet as Mo spoke, giving a slight nod of her head at points. The struggle that the captain had was a shame. His records listed that he had been brought up within Ferengi society and while they had started to change their ways over time, it seemed that the commanding officer had been there at a time where society hadn't started making that change towards being more liberal. She couldn't imagine how difficult it must have been if he had to deal with health conditions - whether physical or mental - and not be able to obtain help with them. It was upsetting to think that while the Federation was post-scarcity there were people out there who still lived upon worlds so focussed on monetary value instead of being focussed upon the people. Captain Mo had been one of the lucky ones who had managed to leave. Maybe they had something in common there: they had both found their way to the Federation for a better life here. "There might not be a way of compensating for not having a particularly healthy upbringing, but we can certainly do our best to make sure you're as healthy as can be now. I'll have one of the dieticians stop by tomorrow morning ideally, before you leave, and they can talk things over with you. It'll just be a matter of working with them to sort things such as meal planning and balancing nutrition." She paused, another ressuring smile given. "The good thing is that you don't have to go vastly out of your way and out of your comfort zone to do something different: we don't need you to take supplements, and we don't need you to completely change what you eat. The dieticians will look at tailoring replicator programmes for what you enjoy and they'll edit the nutritional value in those programmes, such as increasing the level of vitamins in a meal. We'll ensure sure that you're not missing out on things you enjoy or having to eat anything you don't like - we'll make it as easy as we can for you."
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Captain Mephistopheles Mo | CMD BOT 17-Feb-23 12:21 AM
Mo nodded. Changing the replicator programs was definitely a good idea - shit, he could have done that himself, kind of. Although - "Is that really gonna help with the amount I eat? Are they just gonna put more calories in what I eat?" Honestly he would have liked to learn to become more comfortable with eating as a process, but at this point he'd spent 38 years trying to do that and it hadn't worked, so there was no shame in knowing his limits and accepting outside help.
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Lieutenant Niwayiva | MED BOT 17-Feb-23 11:24 AM
"It's about building it up," she explained, completely understanding of the Captain's question. Temporarily fixing a person's vitamin or mineral deficits was one thing, but going deeper and helping to fix the source of said deficits was another. It came down to symptom management versus actually solving the cause of the problem, and Niwa was glad that Mo was already considering that. For some people, having the ability to alter their replicator programmes and manually increase their nutritional intake was a quick and easy method. It wasn't difficult for someone to become reliant on that and just leave things as they were, but if you did that then you weren't addressing the root cause. "Right now what we want to do is effectively manage the symptoms that you're having and make sure that you're as healthy as can be. From there we can work on addressing the root cause - such as finding it difficult to take regular meals - and work with you to find a suitable pattern. It's about building up instead of... Throwing you in at... The deep end? I think the saying goes?" She had got the phrase right for once, but she still didn't understand it. The deep end of a body of water was dangerous but so was throwing someone in at the shallow end! That was how people ended up with spinal injuries.
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Captain Mephistopheles Mo | CMD BOT 18-Feb-23 07:38 PM
Mo had never understood the phrase either - it's not like Standard was his native language. He did get the gist of it, though, and also came to the additional conclusion that since the shallow end of the pool would be bad in his opinion for the same reasons Niwa thought it would be, this meant the optimal place to throw someone in was neither the shallow nor deep ends of the pool but the middle. This conclusion meant absolutely nothing and was entirely useless, but at the very least meant that his brain now had enough energy to allocate brainpower towards useless internal pondering. "Sounds good. Should I be worried about anything else or was it just the anemia?" Mo said, glancing at his PADD where he'd just messaged Alizati, picking it up again and making a start on a message to Saren as he glanced up at Niwa. He didn't have much else to say since they'd already gotten the health stuff out of the way and he was too stubborn to admit he felt a bit lonely and ask if she wouldn't mind staying and making small talk a bit just so this whole situation would feel a bit more normal.
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Lieutenant Niwayiva | MED BOT 18-Feb-23 08:24 PM
"That's everything, Sir," she reassured, glancing at her own PADD when the Captain looked to his own. Both the biobed and the tricorder had uploaded the current readings to Mo's chart and she was content that they were stable. It was a good reassurance that their quick work had been successful and the commanding officer would be okay: although recovery still wasn't instantaneous, and she hoped that Mo wouldn't push himself so hard. "But please -- do try not to worry about it. It's something that's very easily controlled and we can work on amending the root cause of it in time.* Gathering up her PADD and tricorder, the Vau N'Akat stood and slid the chair back to its original position at the side of the biobed. "I'll go and speak with physio and see if they're free to help get you up and walking, then I'll put in a referral to the dieticians and sort out a prescription for when you hopefully get out tomorrow. But in the meantime, Captain, please, just rest..." She paused for a second and brushed a tendril back over her shoulder before offering a last smile. "And if you need anything - that goes for both just now and for after you've been discharged - just give us a call. We're always here if you need us."
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Lt. Cdr. Vovvi t'Rei'nak | INT BOT 07-Feb-24 06:42 PM
In her time off, Vovvi had spent most of the time Ivissa wasn't at school looking into everything they'd found in the terrasphere. The Undine themselves, the prisoners taken. She'd been planning on visiting those well enough to visit anyhow, she thought they deserved that much. She knew her first stop already. Vovvi had brought a vase of flowers - lilies and orchids, a combination she herself was very fond of, and hoped the erei'Riov would be as well. (edited)
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er. Riov Issara t'Aanikh | NPC BOT 07-Feb-24 06:52 PM
Laying in a bed, eyes open and glancing around occasionally, but not responding to any of the sounds of the unit, Issara made for a bleak sight. While none of the prisoners the Undine had taken had been doing particularly great, Issara certainly had it bad even compared to them. She was hooked up to an IV in order to gradually receive the nutrients she needed, and she had a feeding tube in her nose that was supposed to get her stomach used to actual food again. At least she didn't seem to need any help with breathing, that reflex thankfully working fine. As the door to the ward opened and closed, her eyelids fluttered, as if she noticed the change but had no way to express it. The rest of her body didn't so much as twitch. A nurse had informed Vovvi that she was awake beforehand, and that she seemed to be in a catatonic state for an unknown reason. Probably more of a mental battle than a physical one, and not one anyone but a seasoned therapist would be able to assist with properly.
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Lt. Cdr. Vovvi t'Rei'nak | INT BOT 07-Feb-24 07:48 PM
Vovvi had felt bad initially, carrying Issara through the dark caves while she was barely conscious. Now, looking at her, knowing how hard she'd fought only to end up in such a terrible position... She was a warrior, someone who'd been fighting about as long as Vovvi had been alive. There was a deep seated respect flickering in her gut. A vivid prayer to the cold and unrelenting void that all of this would be over soon. She could only imagine how Issara felt. Vovvi hummed that same lullaby as she turned the flowers to a more presentable side, watching the field over them secure itself as not to bring in any contaminants. It was useless, trying to speak to her. "They should make you a Riov, at the very least," she murmured mostly to herself, "Maybe more, after all that you've been through. Though I don't quite take you the type for pity medals. No, you've... worked hard, to get where you are now. Perhaps harder than anyone I've met in a long time." She crossed her arms with a quiet sigh, lowering her gaze. All too familiar with the biases that came with house names in the Navy, though on the opposite side -- she'd barely dodged being living breathing propaganda material. "I admire you for that. For everything. It's not fair, to push pressure onto someone I hardly know, but... I'd like to be like you. Fight tooth and nail for everything that's right."
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er. Riov Issara t'Aanikh | NPC BOT 07-Feb-24 08:56 PM
Issara... didn't respond. To expect her to would be folly of course, though perhaps that twitch of her eye was something more than mere coincidence? It was difficult to tell either way. Certainly, she didn't seem much like the vibrant, motivated, singularly successful woman her file made her out to be.
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Lt. Cdr. Vovvi t'Rei'nak | INT BOT 19-Feb-24 12:29 AM
Vovvi couldn't look her in the eye. Couldn't bring herself to, even if they were closed. Her expression twitched a little as she rubbed the side of her neck where the injury once was. No, it wasn't fair. That someone so strong would suffer such a horrible fate. It was difficult to remember that bad things happen to everyone, but for Vovvi it always seemed like those stronger than her were... untouchable. She'd fought hard not to compare herself to her older brother her entire life. This was a woman robbed of everything, with a chance it'd never be returned. And what could she do?.. It wasn't fair, taking on a stranger's burden and letting their fate dictate who you were and what you'd become. Not to Issara, and certainly not to Vovvi herself. She wouldn't swear herself on a bloody rampage for her sake. She could be hopeful, and she could be kind. That would be enough. This was someone who deserved more respect than pity or bloody vengeance. Vovvi straightened her posture and rid herself of the sick feeling in her gut, standing at a sad little excuse for attention. "I hope to see you when you wake. Heal soon," she said, sighing a little and turning the flowers a little more before stepping back and out.
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Cpt. Rhea Tewari | NPC BOT 25-Feb-24 04:01 PM
The presence of too much light and noise could be oppressive to a person: too many people talking, too much background noise, lights glaring overhead and everything becoming a bit too much. Talos had never considered that the opposite could do exactly the same. Dull lighting and near-silence could feel just as wrong. That was how things were in this station's ICU: lights dimmed for the comfort of patients who were awake rather than sedated, the normal monitoring chimes of biobeds turned down low and routed to be louder at the nurse's station instead, so it wouldn't disturb the patient's rest. What cut through the silence was the sound of a wheelchair moving against the polished floor. It likely didn’t make much noise at all as the nurse pushed it along, but to Talos, the sound was grating in her ears as it cut through the quiet. The only reason it made her jump was her own heightened nerves. This was the first time that she had been allowed out of the HDU since having been moved there, and the first time – finally – that she was going to get to see her first officer. Talos had been asking to see him from the very moment that she was awake. On the terrasphere she had been told that he was dead, during the rescue he had resurfaced – and then, just like before, they had been snatched away from one another. No, that was too harsh. They weren’t being forcibly kept apart, Medical had to be allowed to do their work… But that was still what it felt like, so near to one another yet so far apart. So she had asked for constant updates instead, given the best that she could do was check in… And over the past three weeks now, the updates had always stayed the same. Cronos hadn’t woken up. x_divider
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It was only partially concerning, the medical officers had reassured her. (Partial was still bad enough for her). There was no evidence of brain trauma, nothing malicious that would have resulted in him becoming comatose. It appeared that the first officer had naturally entered into a Vulcan healing trance, perhaps as a protective measure to help repair the damage done on the terrasphere, only entering into it when he felt as though he was safe… But for some reason he hadn’t come out of it. The medical officers in charge of his case had begun to believe it was something psychological rather than physical, and in an attempt to offer some reassurance to whatever might be going on deep inside the Vulcan’s mind, they had decided to let Talos speak to him. Perhaps a familiar voice might coax him back to the surface. Talos found herself unconsciously holding her breath as the nurse pushed her wheelchair over the threshold between the corridor and Cronos’s own room in the ICU. (Stubborn as she was, she had argued that she would have managed herself with crutches, but the physiotherapist had vehemently disagreed. Something about ‘you didn’t regenerate for ten months and your spine is almost all Borg cybernetics,’ something that she didn’t quite agree with but didn’t have the energy to argue back about.) The sight of her first officer there on that biobed looking so still was jarring. He didn’t appear as gaunt or as haggard as he had been when they had been rescued from the terrasphere, but he was just… Too still. He was an animated person, never slowing down – and so seeing him there unmoving beneath that blanket they had tucked around him simply wasn’t right. x_divider
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The nurse left her at the side of the biobed, moving to linger just outside of the room in case anything was required. Without the other officer there the oppressive silence suddenly expanded – alone with no one else aside from Cronos who was unmoving, it almost made her skin crawl. All of this was wrong, so incredibly wrong. She was used to seeing her officers housed inside of the medical bay. This was Starfleet; winding up injured in the line of work might as well have been in the job description. The guilt had gotten easier to deal with over time as she had learned that there was no way of protecting every crew member from every cut and bruise they might sustain. It was different when it came to Cronos, though. This was her first first officer, her closest friend; he wasn’t supposed to be in this sort of position, he couldn’t be. What if this was all some trick, what if this wasn’t reality – and if it was reality then it shouldn’t be, because this simply wasn’t right- ’Stop panicking,’ cut through a sense of reason in her head – the internal voice that belonged to a captain who knew how to handle a crisis. ‘Speak to him instead.’ x_divider
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The breath in that she took was shaky, the exhale equally so. “…Cronos. Apparently you might be able to hear me, apparently you might not. That’s a fifty-fifty chance, so… I might as well talk to you anyway, right?” No answer. With both hands she fidgeted with the belt of the cotton dressing gown she had been given. In normal Starfleet fashion it was patterned with little delta shields. It was nice, actually. The softness was calming. “The medical officers have told me that they’re not sure why you’ve not woken up. I figured that you’re probably having the same struggle that I am; not knowing what’s real and what’s not. It’s easier to hide away inside of our own heads instead of trying to work it out, isn’t it? Trying to work it out is tiring – it’s painful. It means we have to face what we were told and what we’re now being told was a lie. But – look, Cronos, it’s taken a few weeks, but – I think this might be real.No answer. She nudged her wheelchair forwards a fraction before putting the breaks back on, closer now to the biobed. She reached a hand out but then stopped, hestitating. “…You’re half Vulcan. You’ve always been better at logic than me. You taught me half of my critical thinking skills. So – do what I’ve been doing. Think critically. I don’t know if what you were shown was the same as me, or if you were questioned by the same Admirals – but didn’t you have the same sense of doubt that I did? That we had never heard of these admirals before, that the story of the entirety of the Federation caving in was BS? When they first hit you with those visions, didn’t you recognise most of them? There was Romulus, Remus, Praxis – even some of the battles that we’d fought through in the past few years. It was all doctored. The only reason we couldn’t fight it was because they knew what they were doing. They knew how to get into our heads. Our minds started to slip.” x_divider
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Another moment of hesitation. No answer. Her hand dropped back into her lap. “Everything that they said wasn’t real enough. The details weren’t right. And here, on this starbase – we’ve been here before, do you remember PACT Galactica? – there are too many details for it to not be real. There’s so much kindness. So much calm. Intelligence ask questions about what happened, but it’s not an interrogation like with those ‘Admirals’ who wouldn’t take ‘I barely know anything about the Allied Fleet Service’ for an answer. A Lieutenant told me a story about another officer helping her – they gave her a flower – and now she gave it to me. I have a flower in my hair, Cronos. Like the time in the middle of the war we ended up taking provisions to Risa, and the people at the resort kept coming over to braid my hair and put flowers in it, remember? And look – I have a dressing gown on that’s patterned with delta shields. I could count them if I wanted. That’s the sort of detail that’s so Starfleet that it has to be real, right?” No answer. There was still nothing from the Vulcan, as still as he had been when she had first entered. She held back the disappointment that threatened to seep into her tone. “You want to know something funny? They finally let me have a PADD, and I was going through the messages that I had missed. Well – they had been answered by the Undine who had taken my place. Karahalios had sent an entire spiel about that stupid reality show he watches – the one about the fashion competition on an island? Undine-Me replied with who I thought was going to win, and what did Kara say? ‘You always refuse to watch it with me! Who are you and what have you done with the real Rhea Tewari?’ Obviously my Undine hadn’t worked out exactly what I like and don’t like yet, and had thought that answering him like that would have been normal. I bet that made them panic, huh?” x_divider
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She went quiet for a moment, hoping that the light-hearted switch might result in a response. Still no answer. A change in tactic, then; she didn’t know if it would work, but it was worth a try. “…I asked the medical officers about Shilen, too. I managed to get into her file. I… I don’t want you to be upset about missing it, Cronos, or feel guilty or anything – she’s had the kids. Your kids. They’ve all been born, named. They’re all doing well. Undine-You probably had to look after newborn triplets: we were giving the Undine a hell of a time and we didn’t even know it. Medical have called Shilen. She’ll be coming to visit you. And… She’s been through a lot. Gave birth to triplets and raised them while probably wondering what was going on with you, knowing there was something not right. Finding out you had been replaced. Not knowing what had happened to you, and then finding out that you’re alive, but… Like this. Don’t feel guilty about it, none of it’s your fault, but…” There was a hesitation with her words, but not with her actions. This time she did reach a hand out and gently place it upon his arm. His skin felt colder than it should have been. “…It’s not going to do Shilen any good to see you like this. It’s not going to be fair on her. If you’re not going to wake up for any of the medical officers, if you’re not going to wake up for me – then will you at least wake up for her? You deserve to see her, Cronos. To know that she’s safe, even if the Undine said otherwise. To see your children for the first time; three of them, all safe. You deserve it, she deserves it, so just… Think about it, please? If you can’t find the will to do it for yourself, then at least do it for her.” A pause, then. Waiting, waiting… And still no answer.
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Cdr. Tivop Cronos | NPC BOT 26-Feb-24 01:11 AM
It seemed like forever, the hybrids slow and steady breathing, with no real response or even indication that he was listening to her, or that he could even hear her at all. The slow beeping of the biobed indicating that there was no significant change in bio signs for what felt like an eternity, but... Something was different. Talos was no doctor, but something seemed a little different about the biobeds output... Until a hand flipped over at grasped at her wrist, the two linked together, his cold palm gripping hold of her. His eyes didn't open, his breathing didn't change any, it was like he was still as comatose as before... But something was different, that much was evident when his voice suddenly came through, but not physically, more like... a strange link between the two, probably down to Ti's mild touch telepathy. But she could hear his voice. "Rhea...You're alive... Like, really alive. I was told you were dead, I begged for that to not be true... And I'm glad it was granted." The voice was almost raspy, but telepathically raspy, like his connection wasn't as strong as it could have been. "When I saw you again on the Terrasphere... I couldn't believe it. And then, to watch that Undine claw his way through your chest. It was like all my dreams had suddenly turned into nightmares-" The voice came back slightly as his hand around her wrist tightened one more, giving her a gentle squeeze to her arm. "You said Jei was coming? She's alive? And the kids too... I- I missed their birth... Wait- How long has it been...?" With that, the hand grasping around her wrist suddenly retracted as Ti shot up from his bed like somebody who had overslept, looking around the small medical room in a panic, before locking eyes across towards the woman at his bedside. He immediately tried to call out to her with a rough and strained voice before he devolved into a fit of coughing. "Rhea-"
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Cpt. Rhea Tewari | NPC BOT 26-Feb-24 11:40 AM
There had been a long period of nothing other than uncomfortable, dejected silence. Unsure of what else to say, Talos had given up on talking. Instead she simply sat there and watched the rise and fall of Cronos’ chest, figuring that if anything, locked away in his own mind, he might at least recognise that having some company here was nice. Talos had ended up zoning out a little in the time between, lost in her own thoughts, and as such she was oblivious to sound of the biobed’s readings picked up… And was oblivious until a hand suddenly snapped out and clutched at her wrist, resulting in her almost jumping out of her skin. Frozen in shock, her eyes snapped to Cronos. All that had changed was the fact that one of his hands had moved – he hadn’t spoken, hadn’t even opened his eyes… But something had kick-started a response from him. Was it a good sign? A bad sign? “Cronos?” She asked tentatively, but hopeful – and that was when an unspoken voice reverberated through her skull. It was instinctively that she tensed. Part of her mind found itself in immediate panic – this is another Undine trick with their psionics, you never got out of their captivity – but the other half told her to not be an idiot. Cronos had mind melded with her before. That was reason enough to believe that he could do something like this now, right? “It’s okay,” she reassured between the telepathic thought being projected into her head. “It’s alright. Just – wake up, and we can talk about all of this-” x_divider
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And that seemed to do it, given it was exactly then that Cronos sat bolt-upright in a sudden, swift movement. If him previously grasping her wrist had been startling then this was something else, truly giving her the fright of her life… But as medical staff poured in at the sound of the sudden biobed readings spiking, all trying to wrangle Cronos back down before he dislodged one cannula or another, Talos was ecstatic. Having moved back a little so the medics could work, she peered out from behind the shoulder of one of them, fixing Cronos with the first grin she had mustered in a long time. “You know… I’ve seen that expression before. You look like you did the time your alarm didn’t go off and I had to go to your quarters and wake you up for your shift. You were just as startled then, too. …Welcome back, Cronos.”
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Cdr. Tivop Cronos | NPC BOT 26-Feb-24 11:12 PM
His coughing fit slowly subsided, he was slightly panicked as the medical officers began to swarm in, but reassured by Talos' presence, he resigned himself to lying back on the biobed, just briefly staring out at the room in front of him. "Rhea, we're... Back in the federation? Starfleet base, judging by the uniforms..." He took a moment to pause, as he weakly looked over towards her, giving her a faint smile. "You said we've been here before? I suppose that should give us a vague feeling of familiarity when we finally get out of the medical bay..." He let out a sigh, as he looked down at his frail, pale form... "How- How long has it been, Rhea? Since we were taken? You said Jei had given birth to the kids already, that means it's been at least 5 months... I- I missed the birth of my own children." His expression sunk, like his heart had been ripped from his chest, he already looked weak, but the realisation of such an event hitting him practically drained whatever life he had left in him. "They're okay though? All four of them are nice and healthy?"
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Cpt. Rhea Tewari | NPC BOT 26-Feb-24 11:23 PM
“Slow down,” Talos told him, although the panic was entirely understandable. She had been completely the same (although not as reserved, snapping out of regeneration with a thousand questions which were posed far more angrily). She talked over the heads of the medical officers, constantly trying to peer around them so she could actually maintain eye contact with her first officer. “Don’t worry, everything can be explained. Look, just give the medical staff a minute to work – and then I’ll tell you everything.” And a minute was exactly what they gave, and then more than a minute, and then several more minutes – all the while Talos remained silent aside from the constant refusal when they told her it would be easier if she left and then came back. Instead she opted to stay out of the way and let the medical officers do their jobs, checking a thousand things and asking multiple questions. Thankfully it seemed that they were content with most things: it appeared that waking from a Vulcan healing trance was an easier process than waking from an actual coma. It might have felt like an eternity but eventually it was just the two of them alone in the room again with the nurse posted just outside the door… Although this time, Cronos was wake. With the officers out of the way, she nudged her wheelchair forwards so she could properly sit by Cronos’ bedside again. “We’re back in the Federation, yes. The Xarantine Sysatem, in the Hromi Cluster. Starbase 777. These were the people who hosted PACT Galactica a couple of years ago, do you remember?” The place that had been bombed, in typical dramatic Starfleet fashion. “I uhm… I don’t want you to panic, Cronos, but – it’s been longer than five months. It’s ten. I… I can only imagine how you feel about not being there for the children. But before you start – because I know what you’re like - don’t blame yourself. And yes, don’t worry, I asked – they’re all doing fine. They’re going to come here. To see you.”
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Cdr. Tivop Cronos | NPC BOT 26-Feb-24 11:46 PM
As the medical staff spoke, their words seemed so faint, like they were talking underwater, their voices barely piercing through the haze that he was currently experiencing. It was quite daunting, his mind was racing, so many questions and such little answers... He waited though, remaining silent, answering their own questions, letting them examine him, until they finally left him and Talos alone. Immediately, the haze seemed to fade away as that single voice cut through the zoned out state he was in, her voice. "Starbase 777... How could you forget that one, not often you go visit a Starbase for a major event and somebody blows up the promenade..." He looked down at Talos as she wheeled herself over, holding out his hand towards her. "It's so good to see you, you don't have any idea- Well, actually you probably do. You must have felt the same, you know exactly how much I've missed you, Rhea. It was so hard, being told you were dead, that everyone we knew was dead... That- That Jei was dead, and our children didn't make it. That it was just me, alone... With nobody left to console in, other than those damn admirals and their stupid questions-" He started getting a little worked up, his sadness turning to slight anger before it subsided again. divider
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"I can't believe I fell for it- I didn't want to believe it, but the longer it went on the more convinced I was that it had to have been the truth. No matter the inconsistencies..." He reached out, not even waiting for Talos to return the favour, he grabbed her hand again, wanting to feel some semblance of interaction between the two. "-Sorry, I just, I need this right now... To know you're real." He gave her hand a gentle squeeze, reaching out to share the emotional pain he was feeling with her, and to subsequently take any stress she was feeling too. It was something they'd done before in times of struggle, when things looked the most dire. For most Vulcans it would be a very intimate thing, but the two of them had a very special relationship. It was more than just a simple CO/XO situation... This transcended your normal friendship.
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Cpt. Rhea Tewari | NPC BOT 27-Feb-24 12:18 AM
Talos had never been one for physical contact (it seemed strange to some, but she just preferred to keep herself… To herself.) Cronos was the only exception; said exception having been forged in the middle of battle with their ship falling apart around them and it looking like it was the end. The Rapture had been in a strange place: most Starfleet crews became a family over time because they were close and constantly interacted with one another. Rapture, launched specifically for war, had hosted a crew that became a family by necessity. When it felt like you were going through Hell and back you required people to rely on. When it came to the CO and XO of the ship, that reliance was on each other. “I know,” she spoke, voice as soft as she could make it. Softness was something that she found difficult; she could do firm on one end of the scale, light-hearted on the other, but consoling was more difficult. She had the words, but putting them across was the hard part. “I know – the things they said, the things they showed us. But you didn’t fall for it, none of us did. Not in the way that you would fall for a trick. We were forced to believe in it, it’s… The sensory deprivation, then going into all of those videos of planets being destroyed and everything falling apart… It’s a method of torture, Cronos. It was psychological torture. Don’t feel like you fell for it, don’t feel stupid because of it. Don’t let that get into your head. There was no way that we could have ever known differently.” x_divider
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There was a slow exhale from the Liberated Borg, having noticed Cronos’s emotions slide. For her, the majority of the anger had been internal – two weeks had been spent mostly-vacant, playing over everything inside of her head instead of conveying it all to anyone. It was difficult when the only person you truly trusted for such a thing was stuck in a Vulcan healing trance in another part of the medical bay from you. “ But look. I’m real,” Talos stated, the firmness back in her tone – and grasped his extended hand. There was the strange jolt of emotional connection as a result. It was something that she had never gotten used to. “And you’re real. And all of this, I’m pretty sure, is real. It’s hard to believe. It took me a while – and a whole cocktail of antipsychotics or whatever they gave me so I would stop hallucinating – but it’s becoming clearer. And it’ll become clearer for you, too. We’ll work it out. ...We always do.”
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Cdr. Tivop Cronos | NPC BOT 27-Feb-24 10:42 PM
As she spoke, his faint grip around her hand never wavered, like the only link to reality he felt he had. If there was something the Undine couldn't fake, it was everything Talos and him had shared together, despite all their psionic abilities they could never reproduce the memories the two shared together, so that filled him with a sense of reassurance. "I know, but it doesn't make it okay. I- I suppose there's no sense stressing over it. It's done with, now we focus on recovery... Like you say, we'll work it out, like we always do." He said with a gentle sigh, fixing her with a half-smile. "Firstly, did they say when Jei would be here? I really need to see her... And I'm sure she's dying to see us too. All this time without us their to support her, I can't even imagine the stress she's going through right now...And- And the kids too. I can't believe they're here already and I haven't even been there to see them-" divider
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The more he spoke the more emotional he seemed to get until finally his voice got partly stuck in his throat, a combination of the long period of being practically comatose after months of torture, but mainly due to the massive emotional waves that were welling up inside of him after such devastating news. In all their time together, Talos had never seen him this emotional, it was true that he was far more emotional than you'd expect from a Vulcan hybrid, but right now, in this very moment, he was incredibly distraught and no matter how much he was trying to conceal it, she could sense it through their weak connection. "...Not that I don't love your company, of course." He said, letting out a very faint chuckle, breaking up the tension and emotion that had spilled forth. "It's just... Well, you know why. I don't need to explain to you all people." He said, giving her a knowing look. "I don't suppose you've hear what names we had picked out yet? I certainly hope you haven't yet... It was supposed to be a surprise. I wanted to have the whole 'meet the kids' thing with you in person."
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Cpt. Rhea Tewari | NPC BOT 28-Feb-24 12:32 AM
“Nothing’s ever going to make it okay,” Talos replied, hoping that she had managed to find the right middle-ground between sounding reassuring yet firm. It was the main way that she knew how to make people listen: talk with authority but not like you’re demanding anything of them, and people naturally pay attention. They were never going to listen if you sounded meek or unsure of yourself. “And it’s natural to stress about it. It’s natural to be upset, to be angry - but we can’t change the fact that it’s happened, can we? So it’s like you say. We learn to live with it instead, and we move on.” That was an ideal that she had forced into her head years ago, back in the days after she had been liberated from the collective. As difficult as it was, you had to look forward instead of back. “From what I heard, Shilen will be here in one, maybe two days? It sounds like she went back to Bajor after the ‘us’ on the New Dawn turned out to be Undine impostors, so at least she’ll have been with your in-laws – she would have been getting help with looking after the kids. Plus… If the Undine on the ship were revealed not that long ago, then it means that Undine-You was having to look after three newborn babies. Imagine an Undine getting up at stupid hours of the night, changing nappies… I don’t know if you heard me say before, but you were giving them a run for their money even when you didn’t know they existed.” x_divider
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Talos hoped that trying to make the topic a little more light-hearted towards the end would do some good. She had had three weeks to contemplate everything, but Cronos was only catching up to it now. His response was completely understandable… But she didn’t like seeing any of her crew upset, never mind her first officer. “As for names? I have no idea. I didn’t look to see if that was on her file… I didn’t want to spoil that for you; figured that it should be Shilen introducing you to your own children, not me. Maybe it was a good idea, because that way you can still do your ‘meet the kids’ thing with me afterwards. See? There are methods to my madness sometimes, Cronos.”
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Cdr. Tivop Cronos | NPC BOT 28-Feb-24 01:03 AM
He nodded along with what the woman was saying, she had that sort of vaguely commanding tone on, I suppose it's what made her such a good captain, she was always able to be firm with you, but in a reassuring way, like she was guiding you towards your goal. She always knew what to say to make you feel better, she was like a mildly terrifying therapist. "Thank you, Rhea... It's like you know exactly what to say to make everything feel alright." He gave her a gentle smile in return, trying to make her feel like she had accomplished something, even if he wasn't capable of hiding his true feelings at the present. He paused as she mentioned how long it was until Jei would be with them, thankfully it wasn't going to be too long. "One to two days... I can last that long. As long as I have you here to keep me company, I feel like I'll probably be stuck in here for a fair while." His expression dropped slightly, as she mentioned that an Undine had replaced the two of them. "You're telling me an Undine Imposter was staying with Jei? Watching over my kids-" The rage began to flicker back in again, at the thought of them being stuck with an imposter, it should have been him there, watching his kids grow up, helping Shilen through the post-pregnancy joy and the stress that came with it... "Although, imagining that dumb-fuck Undine having to deal with three crying triplets for months. That's probably worse than the torture-" He said, anger turning into laughter as he choked out a few coughs between chuckles. "I shouldn't be joking about this stuff, but if I don't laugh about it I'll probably break down into tears, and I know you don't want to see that." He said, giving her hand another gentle squeeze. divider
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He sat his head back against the bed, and looked across at her again. "Well, at least we'll have the surprise together, I never expected us to have a joint introduction to the kids, but... I suppose it'll be good. I'm excited, beyond excited. You've always kind of been the third wheel in our relationship, it wouldn't feel right not having you there for it... This reunion is going to be emotional. Very emotional, I take it back, I hope you're prepared for a lot of hugs and a lot of tears..." He chuckled and gave Talos a gentle smile, a reunion after being separated for 10 months, seeing his kids for the first time... Jei seeing the poor tortured pair, after all that suffering on her own. It was going to be a lot for all three of them. But in a good way, the beginning of the road to recovery.
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Cpt. Rhea Tewari | NPC BOT 28-Feb-24 10:00 AM
A half-smile was given when Cronos mentioned that she 'always knew what to say'. It didn't take an empath or a telepath to know that it was only a half-truth at present, given how nothing could really make everything alright, but the sentiment was nice. It was just like Cronos to go out of his way to reassure her in turn. He had a knack for being kind (and being better at conveying it than she was). It was probably what made them a good duo: the way that they conveyed things balanced each other out. It was also likely why Cronos had fared better when the two of them were in charge of the ship after all of the conflicts had settled down. He knew how to be personable, whereas Talos had gotten used to being a war captain giving commands. "You can last that long - and you're going to, because if you even think about trying to wither away in that time then I'll finish the job for you. That might sound like a contradiction, but at least I'd have the last laugh." She gave a short shrug there, as best she could with one arm currently being extended so Cronos could hold her hand. "And you might not be stuck in here for too long. You had locked yourself away in a healing trance: you were helping Medical to patch yourself up, basically. You have Vulcan biology on your side. You'll be out of here in no time." There was an active effort to keep things light-hearted; trying to navigate her XO into a place where he could find better ground than being swept away in either desolation or rage. "You know what it's like. We've got to find humour in all of the bad, otherwise the bad will break us. It's not wrong - ask any officer who's ended up with a dark sense of humour. It's not them being a jerk. It's a coping strategy." x_divider
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It was with a slight hint of guilt that she eventually unlaced their fingers to retract her hand. Of course she would do whatever possible to comfort the hybrid, but at the same time, there was no doing that if she was becoming too distracted by her own sense of discomfort. Cronos would understand. She had never been one for physical contact. Boundaries were important - and it was something that she chose to lay out here as well, for the hybrid and his family's sake rather than her own. "When Shilen gets here you're talking to her first. You're meeting your children face-to-face, one-on-one, without me. I am not third-wheeling that: it's something for you and your family, not for me. Then I can meet them. Remember to put your family first. They deserve it - and so do you."
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Cdr. Tivop Cronos | NPC BOT 29-Feb-24 01:01 AM
He nodded, giving Talos a now more hearty chuckle, she was right, there was no use being upset or angry, it wasn't going to help the situation, and things could only improve from here. "Okay, okay, I'll try and not immediately keel over and die as soon as you leave the room. That would be rather unfortunate for everyone involved." He leaned forward slowly, vaguely swinging his legs off the edge of the bed to try and sit more upright, testing to see if he was capable of sitting without being immediately dizzy... And it seemed to be working, for now. No sudden urge to throw up all over the very nice ICU, that was a positive sign that perhaps his healing trance had indeed been more than effective. But as she pulled away, he again leaned back, letting Talos retract her hand as he did so, he was grateful for her presence, but he wasn't going to force her into something she wasn't comfortable with. "And I'm sorry- You're right, of course you're right. I'm just so used to you being around. But I'm sure Jei needs all the peace and stability in the world first, it's all going to have been a lot for her... A moment alone would be appreciated, Rhea." Of course Talos wouldn't just be awkwardly chilling there, they both were going to need a moment in private to let out a lot of emotions. It probably wasn't going to be the time for fun 'Hey, meet my new kids' chats. "Maybe I'm just not thinking right just now... Thanks for keeping me on track, you always do. I- I should probably focus on taking things easy for a little bit."
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Cpt. Rhea Tewari | NPC BOT 03-Mar-24 12:37 AM
The only response Talos could give was to shake her head in amusement when Cronos spoke of trying not to immediately keel over… But then it seemed like he might be willing himself to do just that with the way he moved to sit up. Despite his movements being slow and cautious, Talos herself couldn’t help but grimace… And raised both hands, poised and ready in case he did topple over. It probably wouldn’t be particularly easy to catch him from this angle but she could certainly try. Luckily, he seemed stable enough where he was. “Cronos, you just woke up from a Vulcan healing trance after being put through nearly ten months of psychological torture and forced to live in a reality that doesn’t exist. I think that everyone would be very surprised if you were thinking right.” Talos’ tone was somewhere between firm and joking; the words she spoke being light-hearted, but still working to make sure that Cronos knew what he was feeling was okay. “And when it comes to everything with Shilen, remember that it isn’t just about her. It’s about the both of you. You deserve peace and stability too, and that’s something that you can both work on together. I might not have done the whole marriage thing like you, but I think that’s how it’s meant to work.” x_divider
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She gave a smile to the hybrid and then sat back, folding her arms. “Not to try to logic things, given that logic is more your niche, but it’s not that you probably should focus on taking things easy. You definitely should. I’d like to think that much is obvious. But at the same time, you should also try to focus on getting reoriented. Work out what’s actually real. So: let’s go over what we missed, because the more detail, the realer things are, right..?” And with that she launched into a spiel starting with some apparent drama in the admiralty, opting to keep the conversation light but still informative. It would likely take a while for the two of them to catch up to everything and properly feel like being here was correct, but now that Cronos was awake, Talos felt far more confident that it was possible.
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