"I'm selfish?" She repeated before her voice hardened and grew louder. "I'm selfish!?" She bolted up and jabbed a finger in his chest. "All I've ever done is try to help the family. All I EVER DO is help the family in their little squirmishes and all the trouble they get into." She spat. "Goran and his stupid trouble with the Syndicate, Serri and her inability to think, Mama and Papa and their failures in their work!" She chuckled darkly.
"The best thing to do for everyone was that I keep you a secret. For you, for Serri, for mama, papa, gosh, even for Goran! I'm not the only one with guilt, I'm not the only one who benefits from this! You get to hang out with Serri and I and Serri can see you as a brother without actually knowing, same as me, my parents...our parents wouldn't know the wiser. They have enough things to worry about as is." She collapsed on the floor with a strangled sob. "I'm sorry..." She whispered. "But I had too."