"No, I get it. I have a hard time with it too. I'm glad one of us acknowledged that much.." Fives quite literally waved it off, finishing their coffee and setting the mug aside. Outside of their shift.. what? They slept, mostly. Stayed decently active to keep themself in shape. But they couldn't think of anything they enjoyed doing. Everything seemed to just be sucked into the ever-present void that lived inside of her, draining her of memory, feeling, everything that could make her whole.
Her expression faltered momentarily, and she averted her gaze.
"I suppose I haven't found anything that's stuck, even after all my time. What about you?"